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Friday, May 30, 2003
--Day Eleven--
And so continues the little hell that I have dubbed "single life". *sigh* It seems that the single life isn't as good as it seemed from the inside out. I thought that it would have been great, living it up again. But I guess I was wrong. Life isn't that great, it's just...a bitch. Oh yes and then we die.
Other than that I bumped into mai ex todaii. No, not Veggie. Yoshi actually. It was quite interesting. He goes up to meeh and tells meeh "I heard you and it split." I laughed and told him that yeah, it was over. He had heard right. Yoshi then told meeh that it was one of the most inteligant moves I had ever made. He wrapped his arm over mai shoulder. I then told him that, "No, dumping you was the most inteligant." And while other bois might have gotten mad, Yoshi was totally kyool about it. I mean we're adult about it. We've learned that we're just friends.
Now that I do think about Yoshi, I think I miss what I had with him. There wasn't ever a need for romantic envolvent beyond lust. We were both into each other and that was it. There was never a need for "sometimes more". We were just great together. I wouldn't mind getting back together with him. He's kyoote, and isn't into something serious right now. Just lyke meeh. I don't think I could something more than just a couple of days, even weeks, right now. I'm way too emotionally drained for that.
You are wine!Oh la la, are you quite the
seductress! You lure everyone with your demure
flirtation and romantic view of the world. You
have an elegant, sophisticated, pleasingly
mature style and taste. You fool everyone with
your deep perplexity and fruitful knowledge.
After a while you tend to mezmorize people into
a love-sick stupor. Watch it, your sultry ways
are quite robust!
********WHAT DRINK ARE YOU??????*********(cmon i know you wanna know) ;)
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Alright, I think I've blogged enough for the night. I'll be back later.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/30/2003 08:54:00 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2003
--Day Ten--
Meh......I wanna kill someone. *cough* Still sick....got to school late. Over slept. Zzzzzzzzzz. Juu's not here. No suprised the child is sick anways. Poor thing. Hey but if you ask meeh I think she's the one that got meeh sick. Lil bitch. Lol. I'm Jking. But still, we both have the same sickness. Yeah. I think she did get meeh sick.
~*~
Iight now it's lunch time. And Chi was telling meeh to type something so that I could "floss" mai skills. Well we all know how tyte I am, once you get meeh on a computer. But damn, do I really need to school thses ppl? Yeah, I think I do.
OOO! Look at meeh go. I can even do i with mai eyes closed. I think I can even do it while looking away. Even if i'm looking up at the ceiling. Iono yet.I can een type while lookin at the boy that i don't know. LMAO this is waii too much fun. ^_^ v YATTA!!
*sigh* all these haters. Mainly Chi! She's just hating becuase I got skills!
~*~
Category 4
The Weaver
Ending a relationship is a very emotional experience for you. You feel things so deeply and get so attached to a partner that separating from them fills your body with fear and sadness. The best way to deal with letting go of a relationship is to weave a web of support with the people around you. This will help you build a bridge to walk across into a new life.
Category 2
Analysis Junky!
You sense disharmonious feelings once they have arisen but try to figure out in your mind where they have come from. The more you think about them, the more you obscure what you are feeling behind the thoughts in your head. You confuse yourself and in turn cut off from the issue, feeling more comfortable relating to the thoughts in your head than to your partner. This gives you a false feeling of rising above the issue and believing that it has disappeared. Your challenge is that you can never really disconnect from what is going on. While you think that you have taken charge of the situation, your partner is picking up on a whole range of confusing subconscious energies and they in turn react in their own way. You need to go beyond your thoughts and experience what it is you are feeling in your body. From this point you can articulate clearly and without judgement to your partner your insights and feeling on issues.
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5/29/2003 10:32:00 AM
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
--Day Nine--
I didn't go to school todaii. Hehehe. How bad an I? Lol. I felt Chi and Launch at school durning the assembly. But damn! I was sick. They kept telling meeh about those foine boys at the preformance. Whatever, I was just so sick. Very sick. *cough* I have this big-ass head ache and I've been on painkillers all daii. *feels high*
So yeah...there really isn't shit else to do. Honestly. You'd think that having the internet, TV, PS2, and music would be fun. Meh, I've had a better time by just chillin around the house with nothing else to do. I can't believe I'm so bored....*bangs head on keyboard* afshoasidhgninowiebotibagdoopn[oasdgfoihiw
Owwww...
Alright, since there's nothing else to do, I'll go bother someone else. Bai bai!!
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/28/2003 04:35:00 PM
Tuesday, May 27, 2003
--Day Eight--
I had one of those whatchamucall it days where nothing seems to be perfect and yet nothing's gone wrong. Crazy shit, believe meeh I know. I started writing a letter to mai b-er...ex boifriend todaii. It's a page and the top of another one. I'm still not sure if I'm going to send it, but if I do...then it's going to put a lot of shit out in the open. Yeah...there's a part of meeh that really don't wanna sent it to him. Then again there's that one part that says "DO IT!!!" in a really really loud tone of voice.
Hm...what else? PE was tyte todaii. Marribell and meeh spent the whole time chillin, bascially kicking it. Shaz was there, we was just talking and shit. Ooo and Marrible was making moans and stuff in our "spot". A whole bunch of the football players was messing with us when we walked out. It was tyte though. All fun. Hehehe.
O! How could I have forgotten? The hightlight (JK) of mai day! I seen Trowa!! Oh mai lord that boi is foine if I've ever seen it!! Ooooo! DAMN! So sexy and so...damn! No english words for it. We hugged over by Juu's locker todaii for a cool two or three minutes. Makes meeh wonder about his relationship with his ape-looking girlfriend. Man, I remember when none of us had seen his GF, Melissa was always talking about he had a "super-model filp. GF" PLEASE!! If dat's super-model then damn, I'm a goddess. She made her out to seem so pretty. *pufff* Hell, she look lyke she could be one of the extra's on that movie "Planet of the Apes". Excuse mai meaness but it's so tru. Alright enough bashing. There is one more person I could bash...but that's alright. I'll leave her bitch ass outta this shit.
LOOOKIEE!!!!
Your name of Bertha makes you very idealistic and generous, with the strong desire to uplift humanity leading you into situations where you can express your desire to serve others. You want to assume responsibilities and to look after people; however, you can become too involved in other people's problems and tend to worry. Your name gives you a natural desire to express along artistic and musical lines. You desire a settled home and family life, and are expressive and attentive to your loved ones. You must be careful not to become possessive and jealous of those close to you, however, as you could attract losses and unfortunate experiences. If you attach an ideal of service to your life, you could find great happiness and could express a very beautiful, happy, responsible, artistic, and generous nature. The weakness of this name is in worry, which in turn affects the nervous system, creating a tendency to be highly strung or over-sensitive to the thoughts of others.
YOUR REPORT ON PALM ANALYSIS
Your strong, deeply etched lifeline reveals a strong nervous system. In addition to that it reveals an equally strong physical constitution. The stronger the life line, the stronger the overall constitution, ensuring that there is stamina, vitality and good health.
You are a person more likely to succumb to illness more easily and take longer to recover. With the nervous system being more sensitive and finely tuned, mental or emotional stress will play a large part in the overall physical well being.
You might become mentally unstable at the point of time as indicated by the cross in the lifeline.
You are hard working, alert and work according to a planned scheme. You are quite willing to follow rules and regulations and also to have continuity in a family business.
You are wise and intelligent. You carry out your activities with forethought and conviction. Sensitivity of nature becomes very noticeable.Your moodiness is often uncontrollable, in the sense that the company of people you may be in will dictate your moods.
You may not be mentally strong and might become narrow minded in due course.
You are a person with a cold, unemotional nature with an inability to express love . You are more likely to consider the practical aspects of marriage.
You prefer not to reveal your feelings but to ponder about it,assess and decide how to deal with them.
You may not be trustworthy. You are adept at telling lies.
You will achieve great success and positions of influence in your later stages of life.
The presence of children can be confirmed by the presence of minute vertical lines on the marriage lines.
You have to be careful while undertaking your journey.
You may be healthy,wealthy and may lead an honourable life.
Each braclet signifies a lifespan of about 30 years.
You may face setbacks in your career at the point of time the break appears.
You are a person with robust constitution and excellent immunity from diseases.
I'll be back later. Holla.
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5/27/2003 06:23:00 PM
Monday, May 26, 2003
--Day Seven AKA One Week--
I made it. I live through the week. As hard as I thought it was going to be, I made it. Suprirse indeed. I didn't think that I was going to make it. I thought that I was going to be all drepressed and shit. Oh well, I'm glad I made it. That means that there should only be about two more weeks of this 'thing' before everything gets back to normal. I hope things go back to how they were before last monday night...
I was suppose to go to the movies with Juu todaii. But noooooo! I just had to get sick. *cough* Not only do I have cramps that could pass for contractions, but I have the flu!! How the fuck! It's lyke damn! It happens every time I'm suppose to go somewhere. Fug dat! *grrrr* *cough* IHML. Everytime I'm suppose to go somewhere, I can't.
And then I got a call from mai ex! I mean come on! You call meeh on the day marking a week since we broke up?! Oh lord. Him dumping meeh was lyke killin meeh. And his calling meeh todaii was lyke putting flowers on mai grave! I can't stand him. And then he had the gut, no no, the balls to tell meeh that there was this other girl at school pawing all over his ass. I mean come on now...I luv him lyke crazi and here is he telling meeh about some other girl!! OMG OMG OMG OMG! I HATE HIM!! *sigh* I was just so mad...I can't believe him. I just hope that he really dumped meeh because he needed time because if I found out that he dumped meeh for that phat ass fugly lil whore Kirumi, I'll kill him. I'll ask him out on a date, meet him somewhere and just kill him! *sigh* Alright maiibe I won't kill him but...I'll have a good talk with him. He said he needed time...time away from everything because he was having problems. But was that the real reason, or was it just to be with Kirumi? I don't know, and I don't think I could handle it...
Alright. I'll be back later. TTYL.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/26/2003 09:34:00 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2003
--Day Six--
Yeah, to think that six days ago everything went down. Everything...and tomorrow will be a week...and OMG. I'm just so glad to be getting out of the house tomorrow. I dont' think I could stand being in the house for one more minute. It's irritating! There isn't shit to do! I updated one of mai fics todaii. Wow...lyke after a month of not updating I finally did. Oh no wait, it wasn't a month, it was 20 days. Gosh I need to start writing more often. Since I still have to update mai other fics iono how much time I'm going to have for this blog after school work and social problems are done. I hope that I have time to update again.
I seen the first "Matrix" movie todaii. Don't ask meeh why but this was the first time that I seen it. I shoudl have seen it when it first came out. Iono why I didn't. But I decided to watch it since I'ma go see M:R with Juu-Chan tomorrow. Speaking of which, Chi can't come, neither can Da Da. They both have the flu. I hope they get better soon. Oh well, it would have been nice if Chi and Da Da could have joined us, but whatever. There isn't shit I can change.
I'ma get offline now. There isn't shit to do. When I get bored I start looking back at things and that isn't a good thing for some people. Don't leave meeh alone with meeh, it's dangerious.
Gotta bounce. Be easy, one love. Holla.
A good friend will bail you out of jail, but your best friend will be the one sitting next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!"
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5/25/2003 08:05:00 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2003
Old. You'll have a long (happy?) life and you'll
die at a very elderly age. Like 80 or
something. Nothing to roll your eyes at, eh?
Probably from a disease or something. You
wanted to die young, because you're a bit of a
slug and don't have many goals, but you never
get what you want.
At what age will you die?
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You are Trinity, from "The Matrix."
Strong, beautiful- you epitomize the ultimate
heroine.
What Matrix Persona Are You?
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5/24/2003 12:19:00 PM
Friday, May 23, 2003
--Day Four of "MPLH". Taking it: Kinda hashly--
Seems I can't stop thinking about him. He's just all over mai mind. I don't think I've even thought about him this much when we were together! Something's wrong with meeh!!
Well in other news I'ma go see M:R with Juu and maiibe Chi on Monday. Mai momma said it's iight, and I think I desireve sometime to chill with mai friends.
Otay. There's not much else to sai. I'll holla. Bai bai.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/23/2003 07:26:00 PM
Thursday, May 22, 2003
--Day three of mai own personal little hell. How am I taking it? Stage three: Livid Rage--
I think that I've figured out what stage three is. Yepp, Livid Rage. Oh now wait...that might have been yesterdaii I can't remember anymore. I just know I'm still slightly pissed. Not mainly at mai ex, naw we're over that I think. But kinda at other people. What they say, what they do, and how things work out. I know I've done mai share of evil things in mai life. Hell lately I've been a walking bundle of sins. I guess I too have to confess for the things I've done. But you wanna know the problem? I ain't catholic. Tee hee. But this blog is as close as I'm going to get to a religional confession. I just wanna amen the things I've done. But I know things won't be the same. I can't take back the words I've said and that hurts the people I luv the most sometimes.
Mai pride loves to stand in the way of these things. I can't call him and tell him how sorry I am. But I can wait, and I guess that's what I'm going to do. Just wait on him. When I see him, I hope I'll be able to get him outta mai system.
It's hard to do. 6 months and 12 days wasted on him...time I could have spent in the arms of someone else, rather than losing sleep thinking about the emotions left unturned. I thought about him todaii. *slap* I shouldn't be don't that. Whenever I get bored enough I guess that's just what I do. I think about him. I wanna be with him. I wonder what he's wearing what he looks lyke and what he smells lyke sometimes. I just can't get him offa mia mind. *sigh* Oh well, only three more weeks left, then things should be back to normal. I hope.
I have to go. I'm too tired. I've had a seris of unpleasent events this week so I might as well just go to sleep. I'm way to tired!! Mai lungs hurt from all the yelling, I think I'm starting to lose mai voice. Poor meeh. *sob* I'll type later. TTYL.
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5/22/2003 10:25:00 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
--Day two of mai own personal little hell. How am I taking it? ...I’ve been better.--
Yeah, Things are still painful to look back one. But for some reason I keep replaying that conversation over and over in mai head all the time. The fact still bothers meeh and there are things that still confuse meeh. However; I’ve finally stopped crying. The pain is starting to wear off. In its place is now desire. The desire that’s so maddening, the desire for him. And then again, the desire to hurt him and anger him the way he did to meeh. Not that I’m trying to hurt him badly, I just want to do what he did to meeh. If I wanted to hurt him then I’d lay all of his personal shit bare. Naw, see, I just want to make him the one who asks for meeh this time. We’ve broken up so many times it’s become a routine. We lay all of our feelings bare before we brake up, I cry for the first few days after the brake up, we try to stay friends, then we notice the tension. The tension so thick that you could slice that shit with a knife. Then one of us decides not to call the other and when that happens, we stop talking because we’re too proud to call each other unless it’s the other giving in. Finally when we do call each other that’s when the other one gives in to pride and just says that they want the other one back.
Right now I believe we’re trying to stay friends. I don’t think that it’s going to work. IN a few days our conversations will grow less and less frequent. The one that we had last night was so short, and it was odd as hell too. Usually when we have time to talk we take full advantage of it. Sometimes we even abuse the time we have and try to get more time. But last night, we had time, neither of us were busy. Then things got so silent we just had to hang up. We should be hitting stage three of this time in a few days.
To be completely honestly iono if we’re seriously gonna get back together. We’ve never broken up “just because I need time”. There was always a reason, but this time...oh boi; there was no reason, well, not a huge one lyke last time. Things are different this time; I just can’t say why but believe meeh, it’s complicated. I just know what next time I see him, I wanna make him beg for even the right to talk to meeh! He told meeh that he needed time...well fuck it! I need time to whip his ass! He never sees meeh so how can he need time from something that isn’t even there?! Sometimes I swear men are morons! Mainly him! Such a ‘tard.
Today, in other news, I was very proud of mai matching work. I wore a black wife-beater shirt with the word ‘Chica’ in silver letters with mai “type one” jeans. All of that with matching timbs and a jacket. I was looking good and best believe it paid off. I seen Trowa again for the first time in lyke a week. OMG he got meeh sprung. And now he’s all mines! Tee hee. He was looking soooo good. And when he hugged meeh...ooo that voice of his! What a purr he has. Damn that voice in mai ear...oh god he was looking good. And he smelled so good. Mmmm. I just wanted to say in his embrace forever! He was so kyoote!! Now there’s nothing holding meeh back. Nothing at all.
I-ight I have to get going. I’ll holla back.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/21/2003 09:20:00 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
--Mood: As depressed as a human can get...--
*sigh* Things haven't been going mai way lately. I really wish that things would just turn around for meeh. Just when I thought that mai life was looking up, damn, things are in the shitter again. I can't believe he did that....JUU! CHI! Can ya'll believe his bitch ass?! I know that he has problems but...damn...he really didn't have to do meeh lyke dat!
There's an ache in mai soul
for the stories longing to be told
I never thought you'd make meeh feel
all the things I've now found real....
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/20/2003 06:35:00 PM
Monday, May 19, 2003
If all is swept away with time
Then what is the meaning of this memory
If there could never be a you and I
Why even try
For that which cannot be
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/19/2003 05:00:00 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2003
Todaii was kinda interesting. I was on the phone when Chi when she reminded meeh about old letters and shit lyke dat. I was looking through this one book that meeh and "a friend" had going. OMG that shit was funni as hell! It was so fun to look back on everything that happened. And yet, at the same time, I feel so foolish for all the things that happened. I can't believe that I thought I lyked "the prick". There are so many things that I just wonder why the hell I did them. I mean...come on now..."the prick"?! I can understand where HE (the prick and HIM are two different ppl) came in. He was hott as hell. I think he was lyke one of the only white boi crushes I've had. Not saying that white bois are bad or anything, it's just that I don't usually know that many.
That notebook...whoa! It was crazi. I think meeh and mai friend covered almost every emotion known to man in that book. It went from love, hate, anger, sorrow, joy, laziness, to anything else. You name it, we most likely got it down. That book was fun as hell though. Maiibe one day when I'm old and have children and they're in high school I'll pull this out and say, "this was back in mai day". Hehehe. I just can't think beyond the moment. It seems hard and yet I know that time does pass. This year went by so fast...soon I'll be in the 10th grade. And before I know it, I'll be crying at graduation again. Wow...imagine...senior year. GOSH! I have a hard time thinking of what I'm going to wear tomorrow, how can I think about senior year?! It's exciting and at the same time it's hard to think about.
As I read back on what was written on those pages, it seems as if I'm almost living the 8th grade all over again. But no....I'm not. That year was long ago over. I guess that just lyke everyone else, the time has come for meeh to miss what I've left behind. I think everyone get's lyke this once in a while, don't they?
Alright, that's long enough for todaii. *yawn* I'm kinda tired too. Oh well. I'll be able to sleep in tomorrow because I get a LAZY DAII!!!!!! Iight, I'll be back tomorrow. TTYL.
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5/18/2003 09:09:00 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2003
I got mai hair cut todaii. It's just a lil shorter and it adds a few years to mai face. I also went to the bridge todaii with Brigette and Ashely. We ate lunch at Islands, went to Boarders and got some smoothies. We basically just hung out there from 1 to 5 since there was nothing to do at home. I wanted to call Veggie and tell him to meet us there or something but hell he just had to be out of the house todaii. What an ass.
Well I guess that's all I did todaii. I'm not going to go to school on Mondaii. I don't wanna. I'm just take a lazy daii. Heaven knows Juu's taken enough of them. Iight I'ma get going. I'll holla baq.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/17/2003 11:54:00 PM
New layout.
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5/17/2003 08:59:00 PM
Friday, May 16, 2003
I had a good daii todaii, i guess. Todaii was just one of those daiis when things were normal, but fun. I saw mai "white boi" in french class, that was good. But you kno I think mai heart just fell about three hundred feet to hell. I was going out, now I'm not...heheh, no surprise there. I guess I just...whatever. Fuck it. Sure I'm angry...sure I'm sad, but there ain't shit I can do! There never is anything I can do.
When I told Veggie he didn't sound very happi. He even cussed at the person that was responcable for this, but come on now. There isn't shit that either of us can do. I guess I'll have to wait some more time. I wonder why things never go mai way. Am I really that horrible of a person? I must be for God to crush mai dreams all the time. I gather that I ain't worthy of being happi. *sigh* Mai chest hurts. Mai head hurts. Mai thoughts are clouded. I think I'ma just gonna take a few pills and numb out. Mmmm....
Other than that, PE was tyte again. Sean was just telling jokes most of the period and Ryan and Carlos were talking about meeh. I think that Ryan is trying to get meeh and Carlos hooked up. Whatever. I don't care...if he really thinks that I'm going to leave mai boifriend, he's dead wrong. I love mai boifriend too much to leave him. Ever.
Gotta bounce. I'll holla.
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/16/2003 09:25:00 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2003
Testing a lil kitty pic of moi
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5/15/2003 09:10:00 PM
Hi hi!! Oooo, I'm in a really great mood todaii! It was lyke the perfect daii. I don't think I've had a day so perfect in a long while, ok...wait...I take that back. There have been other days but damn todaii was tyte. PE was so fun todaii!! Meeh, Shaz and Marri talked the whole tyme about things that we hardly ever talk about. We were in our spot the whole tyme and it was just bomb. We kicked it the whole tyme, it was just tyte. I hardly ever get to kick it with them and they're mai gurls! We got to catch up on lost time. It was kool.
Oooooo, there's this boi...heheh, he's foine. LOL. He's in mai french class, (aren't they all?!) and he is so foine. I didn't realize this until a few days ago. Mmmmm. He's kyoote. If I didn't have a boi friend I would really wanna get with him. Him and his deep blue green eyes, and he was taking his shirts off (he had more than one on) in class in front of meeh. I NEED WILL POWER!! Hehehehe.
A lil something something to that girl. What now? Hm? Still have nothing to saii?
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/15/2003 08:30:00 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
Just had a blow out with this girl...whatever. Right now I don't give a shit.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/14/2003 09:20:00 PM
Who is Your Cowboy Bebop Soul Mate?
You are the ... Cute Heroine!
Which anime babe are you? (females)
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5/14/2003 08:53:00 PM
Find out what anime series you belong in.
You know what? I was looking through some of the old things that have been laying around. You know, lyke letters, poems, stories, blog entries, anything I could find. Things really did change this year. They were a total up and down ride of emotions. And to think the year's almost over. I'll be in the tenth grade soon. I'm not really looking forward to it, I mean, people already think I'm in the tenth grade. If anything they'll think I flunked. >.< But whatever. I don't care...
I called mai boifriend last night. Hehehehehe. He's such a hottie!! When I think about the hard times I've had with him I'm actually glad. I'm glad to still be with him. And I'm also thankful to have found what some people send their whole lives looking for. I'm in love! And I'm happi to saii, someone loves meeh back. He may not love meeh back as much as I love him, oh but damn, I kno he still loves meeh and that's all I care about. It's not how much, it's the fact that he does. And while he doesn't say it every two or three minutes, the love is there. I don't need him to reasure it to meeh all the time. I kno people who live one sided love affairs all their lives. I don't really think that I could be able to live with maiself if that happened. I think I'd just die or something of the nature. Sure I've said I've loved someone before, (which turned out to be a bunch of BS) but I don't think I meant it. Ooo but now, damn...now...when I tell him I love him, I feel it. I really do. *sigh* He makes meeh want to be a better person sometimes. And I can't wait to see him again.
Well enough of the lovey-dovey shit. I'm on page seven of mai manga! I really love the waii it's coming out and so do a whole grip of mai friends. Both online and at school. I might really keep going with this. Hehehe. I know there are a lot of people out there with mangas/comics, but I can safely say that mines is lyke no other. Mines is all it's own without any help or copying of anything else. I hope you have time to check it out.
Iight, I think I should go. Mai cell phone is ringing in the background. I besta go get that. Booty call!! You kno I can't make those bois leave meeh alone. Tee hee. I'll holla. One luv.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/14/2003 08:23:00 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2003
Sup fool?
I've started to notice that most of the people I thought I knew and I thought I trusted aren't what I thought they were. I'm starting to feel as if I never knew them in the first place...*sigh* it's a horrible thing to experence.
Wll about that one girl, the wanna be sigma-psi, well her, she's getting on my last damn nerves!! I hate her. Seriously. She's always worrying about what other ppl think of her, or of what other ppl are going to say when they see her. Shit, she gets on mai fucking nerves! And to think she wanted to be a Sigma! I mean come on now! Take that shit up with AK because SPK don't do that shit. I don't want to fake-ass-trife-bitch-lil whore hanging around meeh all the time. If you're going to be my friend, be mai friend. But if you're funna be a lil bitch who is only mai friend when it's convient to you, fuck you then. I don't need that shit in mai life right now. I'm right where I wanna be in life and I'll be damned if I let a lil whore lyke you mess everything up for meeh. I think I can honestly say I hate her, no doubt about it.
I think that if it weren't for all the time that I invested in her, then she wouldn't be the way she is todaii. LMAO. One of the things that I look forward to is making a mockery of her in public next year. I can't say how, but believe meeh, SPK mobbs deep! On the real! Next year, I'm going to have an even better year than this one. And by the time I'm a senior...ohhhh damn! I'ma be on flags, yearbook, prom committee, and just like MS mai crew will be the crew.
Don't mind meeh if I'm coming off concided. Hell, I'm just spitting the truth. I kno there are more than a handful of ppl who think I'm concided. But whatever. This is how I am. Unlike other people out there, I'm not going to change just because someone else doesn't lyke meeh. I'm not trying to be someone I'm not. I'm perfect the way I am. I don't care if someone doesn't think I'm pretty. Fuck them! I think I'm pretty and that's all that matters. Ooo, and Veggie thinks so too and that's fine with meeh!! I'm happi with mai life. That's all I have to say!!
"You've seen the rest, now come chill with the best."
Take the World of Darkness Quiz
by David J Rust
Quiz Title
What Shoujo Cutie Are You?
What Shoujo Cutie Are You?
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/13/2003 07:11:00 PM
Monday, May 12, 2003
Ahhh...back to the basics...tee hee
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/12/2003 07:36:00 PM
Which Inu Yasha charecter are you?
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Emotional Wreck. You are extremely emotional. You
feel contentment moreso than happiness and your
emotional lows are to the extreme. You need to
cheer up and start enjoying your life. Where
there is rain there is a rainbow and you need
to see it more than others. Do something that
makes you happy.
How Emotional Are You?
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...........o_0' - -'
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/12/2003 12:12:00 PM
I was looking around at all of the other blogs around us. Damn...I've noticed that there really a lot of ppl who have issues inside themselves. I mean honestly, they strive too much for the originality that they don't really have. They try so hard to be something that they really aren't. Trying to mold themselves into the image that they have created within themselves to be perfection. When in reality they can't see that they're just fine the way they are. I've lost many friends that way; I mean to you know...change. They change to mother fucking much. I don't kno why they want 'original'. Fuck that shit.
In other news the girl that we were training to fit into the 'clique' has failed. She didn't get to pass all of the other thangs that we wanted her to. She's still cool with us, I don't even know if she knows that she failed. Whatever. If she don't kno, dont' let meeh be the one to tell her that she failed. One of the other girls that we were training got in, she's in she's cool, she iight. But as for that other one, come next year, I think I'm not even going to give her a second glance. See, we think as ourselves to be harder to get into than a seouority(sp). We don't tell you you're being tested, it just happens.
You are Brolly. You were the strongest born Saiyan
ever with a power level of 10,000. Goku,
however, was still able to make you cry, and
you never forgot this. You have the ability to
go Super Saiyan, not to mention grow to
incredible heights. You are the Legendary
Saiyan...until Goku takes your place.
Which Dragonball Z Villian Are You?
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Congratulations, You're Wufei. You let nothing
stand in your way. Yet you don't like to
hurt/kill woman and weaklings. Your pride is
something you charish, if it gets damadged you
break down and have a hard time getting back on
your feet.
Which gundam character are you
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This is your DREAM. You wasted your life
researching Vampires, and you're going to waste
your after-life doing exactly the same.
Except...well...it's much more hands-on
experiance.
What kind of Vampire are you?
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^-^ w00t! you're a sweet sweet dream.
What sort of dream are you
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Stawberry- you're pink. A favorite of six- year
old girls everywhere, and the one color most
despised by men(except as candy). You are
sweet and innocent and loved by all.
What Starburst Flavor are you?
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chocolate...your sensual and caring
What flavor are you?
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Iight, I gotta bounce. One love, be easy.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/12/2003 11:21:00 AM
Ah fuck it!! This shit ain't working!! *mumbles*
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/12/2003 11:10:00 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2003
You're Narusegawa Naru! You're very bright, fun,
and take no crap from anyone. You tend to
overreact about some things... Like perverts.
Which Love Hina girl are you?
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You are Wind!
What type of element are you?
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You crave attention from the opposite sex. You
live to flirt, and just can't get enough of
that hot lovin'! Some might call you obsessed,
and at times you come on too strong. Lay off
the dating for a while and get a hobby. You
sex machine you.
What's your phobia?
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Hoplessly Romantic, Is pink or red your
favorite color? It should be, you are in love
with the idea of being in love. An ideal
outfit for you would be a 3/4 length skirt with
a cute flower print and a solid tank to match
with a denim jacket. Be careful of your high
hopes tho, or you'll never find your prince.
What Is Your Fashion Sense? (Girls Only)
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THIS is the real Hennessy
5/11/2003 06:34:00 PM
I just can't control myself,
I can't be with no one else,
seems i'm addicted to the way you like to touch me
I don't think they understand,
why I love at your command,
from the words you speak,
so deep about it's need I have to have you,
I love you, you're perfect,
a manifestation of my dreams,
you make my body feel,
about a million different things
I think God made you for me,
a mix of passionate fidelities,
baby your so complete,
I write this song to let you know,
that you will always be
my lust, my love, my man,
my child, my friend, and my king,
I love you, you're perfect,
a manifestation of my dreams,
you make my body feel,
about a million different things
theres no way i'd leave you,
it is not a reality,
sometimes I feel like I'm living in a fantasy.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/11/2003 03:19:00 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2003
I just helped out one of Chi's friends. She's now on the links, be sure to cheeck her blog out. Oh and I know that layout is going to look familiar but don't hate! Just look around.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/10/2003 11:37:00 PM
Hey everyone. I just came back from a Piano Gig that I had to do at a church tonight. I should still be there, at the after party. The party started at 10 and doesn't end until 1 but whatever. I didn't wanna stay. It's always the same old thing, eat, talk, dance, talk, eat, talk, talk, talk...nothing ever new. It just get's so old! I know that this is mai fifth year and all but damn! It all gets old very very fast.
On other news I looked really really nice todaii!! I know that much. Man it didn't even matter if I were to fuck up the song I played (which I didn't), I still looked so much better than anyone else there. Sure there were other girls that looked nice, and a few bois as well, but ain't no body done come up to mai level! Tee hee. I just sounded so concided didn't I? Oh well, so what if it's the truth.
Ohhh, and I called mai boifriend. *sigh*
Iight, I'ma get going. I'll holla.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/10/2003 10:12:00 PM
Thursday, May 08, 2003
Naru x Urashima (9:54:41 PM): do you still go out with what's her face?
OuJi SaMuRaI (9:54:51 PM): you're changin the subject
Naru x Urashima (9:55:14 PM): i kno but just answer the damn question
OuJi SaMuRaI (9:55:30 PM): you know what? i don't think that this should matter. it's not a factor in our friendship
Naru x Urashima (9:55:43 PM): i was just wondering....
OuJi SaMuRaI (9:55:58 PM): and i'm just saying...these are things better left unsaid
Naru x Urashima (9:56:45 PM): can i take that as a "no i dumped her"
OuJi SaMuRaI (9:57:09 PM): take it how you must, i'm still not answering the question. besides you still haven't told me if you have a boyfriend
Naru x Urashima (9:57:21 PM): now why does that matter?
OuJi SaMuRaI (9:57:41 PM): because if i know you have someone then it will save us both some time.
~*~
Naru x Urashima: don't you miss not having a girlfriend that goes to the same school as you?
OuJi SaMuRaI: not this again....
Naru x Urashima: ah come on i'm just asking
Naru x Urashima (10:03:48 PM): now seriously, can you at least answer that
OuJi SaMuRaI (10:04:14 PM): it's hard, mainly when there's tempation all around you
OuJi SaMuRaI (10:04:20 PM): it's very hard to stay faithful
OuJi SaMuRaI (10:04:29 PM): i mean, haven't you even been tempted?
Naru x Urashima (10:04:41 PM): believe meeh there are time when i know just what you're talking about...
~*~
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/08/2003 10:13:00 PM
Sheesh, another fangirl. Well, I dont blame you.
How can any woman resist a sexy body, and the
ruggedness that is Wolverine? Hes a loner by
nature, a heavy drinker, and is plagued by
memories of his past...or lack thereof. It may
take time to work your way into his heart, but
when you do, he'll do anything for his woman.
Just be careful, he has a tendency to stab
people in his sleep. ^_^;;
Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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THIS is the real Hennessy
5/08/2003 08:25:00 PM
Wednesday, May 07, 2003
You're a lil bad ass
What Type of Classical Flirt Are You?
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Hehehe I made that quiz!! Take it, it might be fun! Tell meeh what you think.
You are an Angel! You love to guide Humans and lead
them on the path of ritousness and you love
white and peach. You dislike (you are to
heavenly to hate) Demons and you love being
around others. You love big cities because they
make you feel like you're not the only one out
there and you want to protect them.
(Pictures in results)What Mythical Being are You?
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You should be a Libra, Cosmopolitan, refined,
amiable, sociable, happy, generous, realistic,
charming, gracious, affectionate, balanced,
diplomatic, easy-going, elegant, charming,
flirtatious, committed, objective but can be
indecisive, emotionally complex, vague,
dependent, distant, argumentative, depressed,
exhausted, materialistic, superficial, self-
indulgent, easily-offended
~*What is your TRUE Zodica sign?*~
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Yuna
What FFX Final Fantasy are you? (with pictures)
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Well I'll holla. I g2g sorry so short!
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/07/2003 08:14:00 PM
Tuesday, May 06, 2003
Hey everyone. Sup? I'm just chillin, loungin'. I just got off of the phone with mai boifriend so you know I'm feeling it. Oh you know what else I'm really feeling? Trowa was looking good todaii all up in that teal shirt and them jeans. Oo. I swear if someone's going to bring meeh mai downfall it's going to be Trowa. I don't think that's something to be proud of but, whatever. *lights candle* I took a test, so here ya go. Go take it! NOW! Tee hee. I had sugar...
How Much of DDR Freak Are you?
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THIS is the real Hennessy
5/06/2003 08:29:00 PM
Sunday, May 04, 2003
Your magical style is Dark.
What type of Magic do you work?. Take the Magical Style Quiz by
Your magical style is Dark.
What type of Magic do you work?. Take the Magical Style Quiz by 
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/04/2003 04:53:00 PM
Since I wanted to take some quizes I went to Juu's blog. She always finds some tyte ass quizes. Tee hee. I know where to get the hook up! LOL. I-ight here they go. Oh and in case you were wondering, I still can't get mai archivies to work....*grrr*
What DragonBall Girl Are You?
What DragonBall Guy Are You?
What Anime Vampire Are You?
Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?
What Anime Art Style Are You?
What Anime Type Are You?
What Anime Stereotype Are You?
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/04/2003 03:49:00 PM
I'm kinda ticked off at mai blog, I can't get mai fucking archives to show!!! *screams bloody murder* Work dammit! WORK! *pulls hair*
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/04/2003 03:19:00 PM
Saturday, May 03, 2003
How do ya'll lyke the new layout? As nice as the other one was, when I was editting the layout for Juu I just had to make meeh a copy of it, you know, just in pink. Then when Chi saw it she wanted one. I guess this is the layout for now. If I may saii so maiself I do believe that the colors came out nice. It's a nice one. It's dark and mysterious while it has a hit of cheeriness. It's both for the days when I luv mai life and then again for the days I'm not really feeling it. Ahhhh, the best of both worlds. Hope ya'll lyke the layout. And if you don't, oh just stop hating!
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/03/2003 10:10:00 PM
You Are A Slut..You would most likely be found in a
hotel room with some guy you met at a club..
Naughty naughty.
Whats Your Personality? Girls Only
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THIS is the real Hennessy
5/03/2003 09:46:00 PM
Friday, May 02, 2003
I-ight i-ight. Lemme really update this blog for the people who acctually read this thing. Well, here goes...
Yesterdaii was relivently normal, at least for the morning part. I got to school on tyme. *Claps* The daii didn't realy get interesting until after school. Now, although people may know who he is, I will say no names. I-ight? Otay, allow meeh to continue. I saw him after school as always. Thie tyme he was complaining about his teacher. Not that I blame him. And then he came up to meeh to great meeh and he hugged meeh all tyte and shit. He was lyke "Fucking teacher kept us in. I need some love." *Cough* Let's not get into great detail as to how I would have handled that. He hugged meeh really tyte again and I replied with "I would give you a kiss but I have lipstick on." Then he said, "other than that it'd be all good." OMG OMG!!! *blush*
Yeah, so I'm innerly fighting mai little demons inside. They won't leave meeh alone!! *Sigh* I'm really feeling him. Seriously though. But I'm feeling mai man a lot more. So much more. I just don't know if it's possible to love someone and then really, I mean really, be feeling someone else. Is that seriously possible? But whatever, I won't do anything I regret later, I just need tyme to think. Cuz you know what? A lot of things todaii and yesterdaii have been reminding meeh about mai boo, a lot. Lyke all through the little 'thang' we had to do todaii. I was just thinkin about him every moment I got alone.
Speaking of that shit, I almost lost mai mother fucking purse todaii!! Awe hell fuckin' naw! Not the way I was about to lose 150 + dollars! Hell naw...
I'm just a cool person. People like me.
Why do people read your Livejournal?
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You're a Magical Girl!
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You're sugar-hyped, caffeine-hyped, and permanently genki-er than a whole busload of Disney characters on crack. You eat too much, you're a total klutz, and somehow this makes you an ideal candidate for saving the world. If you're really unlucky, you get to get naked in an embarrassing transformation sequence in every single episode, with only a few sparkles and pastel blobs to cover your dignity.
Which generic anime character are you?
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THIS is the real Hennessy
5/02/2003 08:32:00 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2003
~Latin Princess~
What race matches with your personality?
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You're Mercedes. You have an insatiable craving
for sex, no matter if it's with a guy or a
girl. Hell, you'd do the whole crew of your
latest movie. But, you still hold a special
place in your heart for that certain
someone...but until they give up, you'll just
do the whole town.
Which GTA Vice City Character are you?
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You are Berry Splash. You're sweet. You're sugary
without having to have sugar. Your refreshingly
cool, and damn sexy, a real hotty. Go you. Just
stop worrying about your weight, would you?
what flavor of koolerz gum are you?
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I haven't been able to get online must but fuck it...i'll be on later. Right now I'm in mai friend's class, Juu's class, and I didn't even go to class. Tee hee. Mai teacher don't even know that I didn't even show up. LMAO that bitch may never know. I don't plan on going back either. Fuck dat shit man. I don't lyke french and I sure in hell know that it don't lyke meeh. I'll holla back later.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/01/2003 12:12:00 PM
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