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Thursday, May 22, 2003

--Day three of mai own personal little hell. How am I taking it? Stage three: Livid Rage--

I think that I've figured out what stage three is. Yepp, Livid Rage. Oh now wait...that might have been yesterdaii I can't remember anymore. I just know I'm still slightly pissed. Not mainly at mai ex, naw we're over that I think. But kinda at other people. What they say, what they do, and how things work out. I know I've done mai share of evil things in mai life. Hell lately I've been a walking bundle of sins. I guess I too have to confess for the things I've done. But you wanna know the problem? I ain't catholic. Tee hee. But this blog is as close as I'm going to get to a religional confession. I just wanna amen the things I've done. But I know things won't be the same. I can't take back the words I've said and that hurts the people I luv the most sometimes.

Mai pride loves to stand in the way of these things. I can't call him and tell him how sorry I am. But I can wait, and I guess that's what I'm going to do. Just wait on him. When I see him, I hope I'll be able to get him outta mai system.

It's hard to do. 6 months and 12 days wasted on him...time I could have spent in the arms of someone else, rather than losing sleep thinking about the emotions left unturned. I thought about him todaii. *slap* I shouldn't be don't that. Whenever I get bored enough I guess that's just what I do. I think about him. I wanna be with him. I wonder what he's wearing what he looks lyke and what he smells lyke sometimes. I just can't get him offa mia mind. *sigh* Oh well, only three more weeks left, then things should be back to normal. I hope.

I have to go. I'm too tired. I've had a seris of unpleasent events this week so I might as well just go to sleep. I'm way to tired!! Mai lungs hurt from all the yelling, I think I'm starting to lose mai voice. Poor meeh. *sob* I'll type later. TTYL.


THIS is the real Hennessy
5/22/2003 10:25:00 PM

What you see


Pronunciation: Hen-nes-si Roy-se
Variant(s): Henny, Hen, Rolls Royce, Roycie, The Drink
Function: Noun
Etymology: Easily falls in love. Mild tempered but explosive when angered. Thinks with heart over logic, thus, suffers from a broken heart constantly.

¤Name¤: Hennessy Royce
¤Birthdate¤: Sept. 24
¤Gender¤: Female
¤Height¤: 5'2''
¤Age¤: 15
¤Eye Color¤: Brown
¤Hair Color¤: Aurburn
¤Star Sign¤: Proud to be a LIBRA!
¤Obsession¤: Shoppin and Internet, Football
¤Personality¤: Loud and Hyper
¤Instrument¤: Piano and Flute
¤Angel or Devil¤: 30-70
¤Relationship Status¤: Single and NOT looking


¤AIM¤

Only Comforts


¤Adriana¤
¤Andrew¤
¤Brandon¤
¤Star¤
¤Damita¤
Rheo
¤Miyana¤
¤Paul¤
¤Bozjanique¤
¤Shaz¤

Past Unforgotten


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+11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005+

Wishes Unfulfilled



¤ Ipod Photo
¤ New Make-up Bag
¤ Louis Vuitton Backpack
¤ Red Nail Polish
¤ Von Dutch Jacket
¤ New Timberlands
¤ Video Phone
¤ Sorority Jacket
¤ USC FootBall Jersey
¤ Over-sized Frat. T-Shirt
¤ Just Cavalli (perfume)
¤ Fendi Purse
¤ Dooney and Bourke Purse
¤ Dior Sunglasses
¤ Chanel Boots
¤ Chanel Glasses
¤ New Digital Camera
¤ Roberto Cavalli coat