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Friday, June 27, 2003
--Day Thirty-Nine--
I feel like shit. Todaii could pass for one of the worse daiis of mai life. You know, second to that other daii. I'm not going to say what's going on, but I'm sure you can all guess what's up. Mai life sux, what else is new?
Right now I would be the happiest kid alive if someone just pulled out a gun and shot the hell out of me. I wouldn't even put up a fight. Just shoot....
I'm not hungry. I'm not tired. I can't write. I can't dance. I won't do a thing. I can hardly blog. *sigh*
Now more than even I want revenge. I want to make everyone suffer everyone that's ever made meeh suffer or ever crossed meeh, I want to hurt them! I want them to die! I just want...I want mai sanity back!!
You voice it chased away all the sanity in meeh....
I might as well answer these questions...ugh..whatever...
1. Name: LadyB
2. Birthday: 9*24*88
3. Piercings: 3 but one closed so...2
4. Tattoos: None, yet
5. Height: 5”3
6. Shoe size: 8.5
7. Hair color: Auburn AKA Hennessy
8. Hair Length: LoNG
9. Pets: Dog
10. All I need: Mai friends and someone else
11. Love is: Something very painful and unfair but it makes us happi at the same time...
12. If I could see one person right now: ...........
13. I dream about: stuff...
Last..
1. Movie you rented: Iono
2. Movie you bought: iono...Good Girl...I think
3. Song you listened to: Crazi In Luv
4. Song you had stuck in your head: Crazi In Luv
5. Song you've downloaded: Stuck
6. Person youve called: Chi
7. Person that called you: Ernesto
8. TV shows you've watched: the simpsons!
9. Person you were thinking of: *Cough* No comment....
Do you....
1. You have a b/f?:.....No
2. You have a crush on someone?: yes
3. You wish you could live somewhere else?: sometimes
4. You think about suicide?: yea
5. You believe in online dating?: hell naw
6. think others find you attractive?: From what I hear, yeah sometimes
7. You want more piercings?: Sure
8. You want more tattoos?: yeah, I want one
9. Do you like cleaning?: Hell to da naw!
10. You write in cursive or print?: both
11. You carry a donor card?: WHF is that?!
For or against...
1. Long distance relationships: Against!!
2. Using someone: For
3. Suicide: For
4. Killing people: For
5. Teenage smoking: againSt
6. Driving drunk: AGAiNsT
7. Gay/lesbian relationships: ...For
Favorite
1. Food? Pizza
2. Song? Mai Immortal
3. Thing to do? PS2, Phone, AIM
4. Thing to talk about?: Other ppl, that bitch, boys, stuff...
5. Sports? None
6. Drinks? MaRgariTa DaQuiRi n sMiRNoFF iCe
7. Clothes?: J.Lo. Ecko Red, Lady Enyce, Rocawear, Guess, Baby Phat...
8. Movies? Save da last dance...iono
9. Bands? Iono...none at the moment
10. Holiday? kRiZMas n maH BeRdaE!
11. Car? EsCaLAde, Hummer with
23's, BMW convert
12. Ever cried over a boi?: *sniff* Yeah
13. Ever lied to someone? Yes
14. Ever been in a fight or arrested? A fight, yes, Arrested...naw...
What...?
1. Shampoo do you use? HerBaL EssENcES
2. Perfume/Cologne do you use?: J.Lo, Adidas Moves, Dream Angels (Victoria's Secret)
3. Number of times I have had my heart broken? twice
4. Number of hearts I have broken? Maiibe one...
5. # Of bois I have kissed? 22+
6. # Of drugs taken illegally? 1
7. # Of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? 2
8. # Of people I consider my enemies? 1 at the moment, that bitch!!
9. # Of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? Mainly all
10. # Of CDs? Uhm…over 100
11. # Of scars on my body? 3 or 4
12. # Of things in my past that I regret? More than I can count
Have you ever...
1. Pictured your crush naked? *blush* Who the hell doesn't!?
2. Actually seen your crush naked? No
3. Been in love? Yeah, and currently am
4. Cried when someone died? Yeah
5. Drank alcohol? A couple of times, yeah
With the opposite sex:
1. What do you notice first?: Their eyes and butt
2. Worst thing to say?: Iono
Who:
1. Makes you laugh the most?: Juu and Chi
2. Makes you smile?: No comment...
3. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them?: *cough* No comment
4. Has a crush on you? About three or four boys
5. Easier to talk to, Boys or Girls? Gurl
Have you ever:
1. Sat on the Internet all day waiting for someone special to IM: *cough* Yeah
2. Saved AOL/AIM conversations?: Dead AIM does that for meeh
3. Cried because of someone saying something to u?: Yea
4. Fallen for your best friend?: Mai best guy friend, yes
5. Been rejected? Once I think...I don't remember
6. Rejected someone? Sadly, yea
7. Been cheated on? Hell fucking yea
Who was the last person:
1. You talked to in person?: Julian
2. Hugged?: Julian
3. You instant messaged? Juu
4. You laughed with? Haven't laughed in so long...iono...prolly Chi or Juu
Do you:
1. Color your hair? Of course
2. Ever get off the darn computer? Sometimes
3. Habla espanol? Si, I am hispanic.
Have you / Are you / Do you:
1. Obsessive: Yea, from what I hear...I guess...iono
2. Could you live without the computer? Naw
3. How many peeps are on your buddy list? 200
4. What's your favorite food? Pizza
5. Whats your favorite fruit? Strawberries
6. Drink alcohol?: Yeah
7. Like watching sunrises or sunset? Sunsets
8. What hurts the most, physical pain or emotional pain? Emotional, believe meeh.
9. Trust others way too easily? Sometimes
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Final Questions:
[finally]
I want: to die
I wish: i understood life and luv
I love: mai friends and family
I fear: losing the ones i luv
I hear: screams
I wonder: what if i had never been born
I am: depressed
THIS is the real Hennessy
6/27/2003 01:38:00 PM
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