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Thursday, November 27, 2003
--Day One Hundred and Eighty-Eight--
It's Thanksgiving...So to all mai readers. Happi ThanksGiving Daii! ^___^ Hope y'all stuff your faces silly, then run a couple of miles to work it off. ^^;
But now onto the actual post of the blog.
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Nothing big's been going on lately. Just the usual. Lusting after mai best friend's brother! ^^; I never thought that'd happen ya kno?! I mean outta all the ppl for meeh to fall for, I gotta be lusting after Juunana-gou's beat ass! ::mumbles:: Sometimes I worry about mai sanity.
We're gonna go take pictures in December, all five of us. Meeh and Launch are going to wear our white pants with red shirt, Bra and Chi are going to wear red pants with white tops, and Sex-a-lot is going to wear red pants with a white and red shirt I think. Iono but ish gonna be kyoote. ^^ I know that much. I can't wait to take pictures.
We're also suppose to go to the movies tomorrow, Meeh, Chi, Tay, Bra, Launch, and Juunana-gou. But iono how many of those ppl will actually be joining us. Mai momma said that I might be able to go. Which most often times means I will be able to go. We wanna go see "Gothika" I wanna be scared. Looks scary enough. I hope Bra can come and I hope Launch and Juunana-gou can come. (Never thought I'd hope he'd be coming anywhere) Anywayz, I hope our day doesn't get fucked up again. It'd be nice to go out, just all of us. It'd be tyte, no dealing with hating bitch no more, or at least not for a daii.
Hn...what else? Oh yeah...on Tuesdaii Launch blew up on us. -_- Poor gurl. Just when she was starting to warm up on us she backed up further than before. I hope she's ok. Prayers for mai sister going out. I know how it is to be troubled, so I hope that things clear up for her soon.
I guess that's about it for now. We're thinking about making Chay a sister. But we have to clear her out first. So iono about that yet. Gonna have to talk it over with the other sisters first.
Otay that's it for now....gonna go. Gotta go help finish TG dinner. -_- Man do I ever hate cooking...Hope I do ok. Gonna have to learn sometime. ^^; So bai bai for now. If I don't come back...I've killed maiself offa mai own cooking XD
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11/27/2003 04:42:00 PM
Friday, November 21, 2003
--Day One Hundred and Eighty-One--
I haven't been feeling like myself lately. Things have just been getting so damn out of control I'm just like... blah. I want to be like I use to be...but I don't think that I can. Ever since Juunana-gou can into mai life he just ruined everything, now there's just not a day that goes bai that I'm not thinking about him. Now there's not enough hours in a day to hope to bump into him. And when I see him with someone else, mai heart aches....
*sighs*
I don't get it, I really don't. I saw him with her todaii...*sighs again* I can't believe it. She was there waiting for him down the stairs while he climbed up...God knows if he was coming back down to be with her or worse off...would she come up. *bangs head against wall* I don't kno why it bothers meeh so damn much. When I saw them I just damn...it felt like mai damn heart was being pulled out of mai throat slowly. I wanted to leap out of the bus and just stab that bitch to death right before his eyes...to show him that I was just so much better than her. Because gawd dammit, I am better than her. She can't compare to meeh, she just can't! I'm prettier, smarter, younger, kyooter, more mature, I'm so much more than she could ever be for him...why can't he see that shit!?
I can't open his eyes for him but damn I wish I could. He lied to meeh, he told meeh these very words
"Why someone else when I have you?"
And they were just lies. Because he could have meeh if he really wanted meeh. Yet, he chooses to be with that ugly ass, boarder hopping beaner eating bitch! Why on earth would he want to be with her?! Sure she's easy, sleaze, and cheep. She's got no class, she got no ass...it's just lyke damn are you really that stupid to want to be with someone so fucking ugly?!
*shakes head*
Hanging in? Oh yeah barely. I'm not going to do any stupid shit over Juunana-gou, he's not worth tht much. But I'm sure as hell fucking pissed out lyke whoa. I'm just lyke trying to calm down because he's not worth mai anger. He's not even worth mai tears....and I cried over him for the first time todaii...that's a bad sign. I never thought I would cry over him of all ppl. He's not worth it. He's ugly, he's a bastard, old, sick, perverted...and all those other bad things. I'm just trippin. I want him to hold meeh and no one else. That's the bottom line. But I guess that the first mistake here was not telling him that I wanted to be exclusive when we started fucking around the waii we were before. If I told him that I wanted to be his and no on else's then maiibe I wouldn't be in this problem now.
That bitch had him all to herself for a while, why can't I? I think...I think I just had a plan.... *smirks* That might be good... Of course I'm going to have to think things over a lot more before I make a move. It's something...serious. My pride is on the line here, but serious situations call for serious actions. I'm going to do this, and I'm going to do this right....
Ok I'm going to go for now. This has been a long enough post and it's getting rather late. I think it counts for being Saturday now....so happi saturdaii for those who actually read this shit. I'm going to go now. BBL.
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11/21/2003 11:45:00 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2003
--Day One Hundred and Seventy-Five--
Again, posting for a layout. But for other reasons as well.
I know that lately I haven't been posting as much as I use to. School's been...otay for da most part. I gots mai 10 week grades and they as all good. I got 4 B's an A and a C. Meanin.... I PASSED BIO!!! *falls to knees* There is a God!! Thank you Lord!!
OH! Before I forget, we have a new pledge on-line. The future Soror Sex-a-lot joined us on Thrusdaii of last week so she myte be a Sigma pretty soon. ^_^ I wish her luck. So far she is well on her waii to joining us. Good luck to our Double S. A.
Um...in other news.... We got out early on fridaii. Got to kick it with Launch and that sorry excuse of a brother she has. -_- God...how much more of him am I going to have to take? Dis ish gettin hard. I don't lyke having to see him so damn much. Especially for four hours stright. Ish not too pleasin' when all ya doin it fyting someone off ya for four hours. But whatever. He's iight at times. Ish just otha tymes when he's being a bitch. -_- Whatever. But all in all Fridaii was tyte. Gettin out early was bangin!
Otay I think dat's it for now. Gonna get off da computer now. Julian needs to get online. -_- Is there no luv for the blue haired beauty?!
*sighs*
I'll bbl.
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11/16/2003 12:35:00 PM
Saturday, November 08, 2003
--Day One Hundred and Sixty-Seven--
Just wanted to see how the new layout came out. That's about.
I could post about the whole problem now that it's gotten a lot bigger but I think I'm going to wait until I have time to write about it. Plus, I don't feel lyke dwelling on it too much right now. I feel lyke just....chillin, ya feel?
So I hope the layout came out good. That's about it.
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LadyB
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11/08/2003 05:35:00 PM
Saturday, November 01, 2003
--Day One Hundred and Fifty-Eight--
I'm baaack! ^__^ Just for a minute tho. I just wanted to check up on mai change of layout.
Other than that there hasn't been much going on around school. Things are getting iffy with "that boi" that I kinda go with and kinda don't. It's a long story. And I really don't feel up to typing it all out. All I have to say is that we're on and off. Or we would be if we were claiming each other. We're just together for the fun of it when it's convinient. Juu calls him mai "Sex buddy" but the right term would be "make out buddy" He's fun to be with but he's nothing to get serious about. I just have to keep that in mind that's all.
Yeah...other than that things are going iight. Nothing out of the normal. I was going to go out to a party on Holloween. Plans flopped, it rained, it was cold, so I stayed home. Julian went tho. He had a good time and this time, he wasn't drunk off of his ass. ^_^ He did meeh proud.
I was kinda mad at Chi earlier. Not anymore tho or I guess....whatever. It's just lyke when I tell you to come to school and you tell meeh not to stay home the least I could expect you to do is keep your word.
Iight that's it. Nothing else. TTYL. I'll BBL. Oh and testing the remake to an old layout. ^_^
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Later luvies,
LadyB
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11/01/2003 10:50:00 PM
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