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Saturday, February 21, 2004
Mood:  | Bitchy
Music Don’t Stay By Linkin Park
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--Day Two Hundred and Seventy-One--
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Todaii was iight, went ova to Brig’s house lyke I usually do on Saturdaiis and I even talked to her friend Taylor. He’s kool, enjoyed talking to him.
I’ve been trippin todaii tho, when I got home and started to talk to mai sister, I got kinda down. Not cuz of what she said, nah she ain’t never brough meeh down a daii in her life. Ish just what we were talking about, ish one of da thangs that can bring meeh down in a second. ::sighs:: I won’t go into detail as to what brought meeh down but I kno that mai ppl out derre kno what I’m talkin bout’.
So now I’m kinda unsure of maiself. I wanna play GTA so I can shoot someone. I’m listening to rock music, that always helps but the more I listen to it the more I think of him. He’s a rock person, so songs like the one I’m listening to now always get meeh thinking of him. -___- Just when I thought I’d found some thang dat’s going to calm meeh down it has to do with him! But then again don’t all things have to do with him recently?
I’m bored, and ish late. I was thinking of getting a new layout, something imaged. I wanted to make it but I kno I ain’t got the time to so I’ma hold off on it for a minute. I myte make one later but iono. I ain’t got time to do much wiff mai damn classes raining down on meeh and mai story. But I’ll make time someday. I’m sure I will.
The only thing that's bothering meeh other than that, is..well...something I can't really saii. this blog is kinda out in the open and even tho I wanna get this off mai chest I can't saii no names. I just hate it when ppl acting fake. you kno? when they swear they're this and that and they kno that they're not. I hate those ppl who change for other ppl just so that they lyke you. Kinda lyke that bitch that use to call herself mai friend. But this isn't about her. This is about someone.
Still I can't stand the fact that someone I thought to be so close to meeh is going to pull some of that 'flip and change' bullshit knowing damn well that i know how she is. I kno she's not this I kno she's not that. I know that she's going to fall flat on her face one daii and realize that her bullshit is going to coast her. -_____-
Fuck i'm angry aren't i?! Well I gots reason to be mad. I know I myte be over reacting, but shit. I'm mad. I just want ppl to be real, you kno? is dat too much to ask!? I ain't changed, tho ppl think I myte have. But whatever, ya gonna be lyke dat?! Fine! Be that waii bitch! I'm sick of trying to be nice when I'm exploding on the inside! FUCK YOU!
....... ::takes a deep breath::
Iight I think dat’s all I got to saii for now. I just wanted to blog twice in a row I guess since I don’t blog too often there days. Oki, I’m out.
P.S.
YEAH! Paul! Dat’s ryte! I took the song offa ya xanga! Now what!? Hahahaha! I told ya I could do it! YEAH!
THIS is the real Hennessy
2/21/2004 11:39:00 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2004
Mood:  | Bored
Music: Nothing
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--Day Two Hundred Seventy--
I haven't blogged in a while. A whole 16 days. Nothing much has been going on lately anyway. School's been about the same. It's nothing special. And things at home haven't been that interesting to mention them. Everything's been the same. Day in and day out.
I've been working on my story, and it's getting good. It's actually taken off up off da ground and it's starting to look like a real story. I'm on page 40-something so far and I'm no where near done. No way. I can easilly see 100 or so pages coming up, without even trying.
Right now I'm at adult school, working on the school computer. I don't feel like doing the work so I told the teacher that I had to do a project, which I really have to but I don't feel like doing that either. I've been so neglectant of mai lovely blog that I decided to show it some luv. ^___^
The only good thing about school now has to be fourth period, mai spanish class, and flags. I'm in luv with flag class. Ish so much fun. Of course there are times that we have to do things that aren't anywhere near easy but knowing that in a couple of months I'm going to be on the squad is more than just enough for meeh, it's fabolous! ^^
Spanish class is kool cuz I get to do whatever I want since I'm kinda lyke his TA. I be going out for food all the time, like yesterdaii even tho it was raining. -___- It doesn't matter tho, I came back with some coffee. ^_______^
Well I guess that's enough chit-chat for now. I'll be back when there's some real news. ^^;; Until later. Bai bai
THIS is the real Hennessy
2/19/2004 03:44:00 PM
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
Mood:  | Flirty
Music: None
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--Day Two Hundred and Fifty-Four--
I'm feeling great todaii. Yes I surely am!! Had a bomb ass daii. Luving mai first day of the second semester so far. Mai classes didn't really change, just Spanish and Dance. But mai friends, they got they classes flipped.
Speaking of that, Chi has company in her second period now. She has Juunana-gou there. ::Dreamy sigh:: He kicked it with us all daii todaii, which was kind strange but I wasn't complaining. He just makes mai daii. Makes meeh smile. Makes meeh all tingly. In the words of Usher I kno I got it bad. I won't deny it. Ish there as clear as daii. I think that I'm daring to saii that I'm feeling him more than just liking him. I ain't bout to say no things that I'ma regret later but I'ma just saii this. I lyke him more than just lyke.
But yeah, Victor is still trying to get with meeh. He actually came up to meeh when I was with Juunana-Gou, Launch and Chi in the F building. He started hugging all up on meeh and all I could do was just stand there, motionless. I stared at Juunana-kun until Victor finally backed off. I don't kno what he was thinking but I wish I knew. The way Juunana-kun stared at meeh when Victor was there gave meeh an un easy feeling. ::sighs:: Iono.
Well that was mai daii pretty much. Ain't shit happened todaii other than that. I guess I'll go for now. ^___^ Bbl. I'll holla.
THIS is the real Hennessy
2/03/2004 10:29:00 PM
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