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Monday, May 31, 2004
Mood:  | SuperGirl
Music: Mr. Telephone Man bai Dream
Social: ^_^ Gar-bear, Kacea, Estelle
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--One Year and Tweleve Days--
Mr Telephone man
There's something wrong with mai line
When I dial mai baby's number
I get a click everytime.
I'm baaack again! ^_^ Two days in a row! There's nothing better for meeh to do so I thought I would keep up wiff mai lil blogging streak. Oh, and before I forget I wanna saii congrats to Ju who's actually using his blog...but just cuz I said congrats to him doesn't mean I'm talking to him yet...nope...I'm still mad at him. Yeah, really heated.
But even though I've been heated at him I made him a couple of moods last nyte. I myte be mad at him but these moods were too kyoote. He's got to use em too! I also made this mood I'm using todaii last nyte, I luv it. Don't you? ^_^ Ish so kawaii.
Anyway, off of all da mood making and what not, I'm bored. Why? Cuz I'm home along again. After running around, eating cherries, and dancing lyke an idiot I'm bored again. I wasn't as bored earlier but now here I am, bored bored bored bored. Poor meeh. -__- I'm just glad that I have this computer because if I didn't have the internet I would go crazi. I'm glad to have that tho. I at least have ppl to talk to online.
Last nyte Robyn called meeh. ^^:; Her stupid lil hyper ass. She called meeh and her cousin was over and they were all acting hyper. -_-;; Her cousin was laughing uncontrolably cuz she had just smelt Robert's cologne or something... o_O Riight. Well, yeah. And then I talked to her cousin, pretty cool. I forgot her name (-_- go figure) but she sounded nice. She sounded lyke a white girl even tho I hear she's totally black. And then she thought that I sounded more lyke a black girl than she did. haha, poor thing.
Other than that, yesterdaii was boring too. After I blogged nothing much happened. I made a layout for mai sis K cuz she lost the one I made her last time, so I did her one that looks a lot lyke mine. Then I went looking thro some old photos and found some interesting ones. I found a picture of mai brother...mai twin brother...I didn't even kno I had one...and we're not fertiernal twins...we're identical...go figure that one out cuz I kno I sure can't...he lives in NY with mai daddy....His name is Brandon...yeah....
Anyway...that's bout it. Nothing else. going to go dance around lyke an idiot again soon. Nothing else to do...That or I could bother Brigette....yeah that's what I'm going to go do. It all beats the hell out of actually doing the HW I was doing before Gar came online. Oh well, I'm out now. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/31/2004 02:00:00 PM
Sunday, May 30, 2004
Mood:  | Lonely
Music: Everytime Bai Britney Spears
Social: Mai lil sis Kacea!
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--One year and Eleven days--
Here I am. Back for another post. -__- Lyke mai mood indicates, feeling kinda lonely ryte now even tho I'm talking to mai lil sis. There's no one home ryte now, dat's why I feel so alone. ::sighs:: I hate being home alone. There's never anything to do and there's no one to bother. ::sighs again:: Sooo bored.
Um...yesterdaii was an oki daii. Didn't really do much. I was going to upload some new pictures onto mai sorority's website but Brig's computer is down so that means we won't be adding anything new for a while. That sucks. I hope that it gest fixed soon. I wanna update da pictures. And, Brig can only last so long wiffout a computer. I think she myte just go crazi... ^^; poor girl. I'll be praying for her.
Dat was da good side of yesterdaii. Da bad? Well I had plans wiff Ju, as you ppl prolly kno if you've been to his blog. We were suppose to go out and watch the two movies that I have to see for school and then catch something to eat and go out to shop. Sounds lyke fun ryte? Yeah, it really did. But what's the matter wiff dat you ask?! He cancelled on meeh! Can you believe him! Cancelled! WHY!? Because he has some stupid bizznaz meeting! Ugh! We had this daii planned out for about a week and then he just calls and saiis "Oh I have something to do tomorrow. Ask Brig if you can hang out wiff her. Later." I was sooo fucking fuming mad. Hell I still am! I mean yeah I understand that this is some stupid shit for his fucking bitch ass company but he made a deal wiff meeh.... ::sighs:: I hate being blown off....but iono why this is bothering meeh now. I mean I'm always being forgotten. I'm always the one being left behind. Take a look at todaii. This is leaving proof that I'm always the dats being left behind and forgotten.
Mai mom's out wiff mai auntie and mai uncle. Julian's working. Andrew wasn't home to begin with. So ish just meeh and the dogs dat spend the whole daii sleeping. -__- Isn't that fun?! I'm glad that Li's online tho. I wanna have someone to talk to. Stelly's online too, but she's on her cell phone and iono what she's doing. Sometimes I kno ppl IM meeh on mai phone and I can hardly reply. Iono if dat's going to happen to her or not. Maiibe I'll IM her later or maiibe IM her when she gets on da comp. Either waii, I'ma talk to her later.
Ooh before I leave and forget, what do you guys think of mai new layout? Do you lyke it? Luv it? Too bright and happi?? Leave meeh some luv in mai chatter box and lemme kno what you guys think. I was bored last nyte and since I refused to get on AIM and have Ju IM meeh I started working on a new layout. Ever since da AF insident I hated having such a plain layout. Da icon I added made it kyoote but not...not....VERY KYOOTE! Now this layout, if I do saii so maiself, is very kawaii. I found da pic off some other layout on Blogskins, and then changed da colors to mai liking. So this is the end result of a couple of hours' work. Don't you think ish just soo meeh??
Well I'm going to end this post here. Nothing much to saii. I'll bbl if something happens. If not then, holla atcha gurl!
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/30/2004 01:31:00 PM
Friday, May 28, 2004
Mood:  | Hunnie
Music: Smile Bai Lloyd Banks
Social: At the school library with Robyn; not on AIM (::mumble:: stupid school computers)
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--One year and nine days--
Hunnie Nut!
I'm back. I was going to post something yesterdaii but when I got on the computer at the library some stupid old man said that he had to get on so he told meeh to get off. Whatever, nothing much happened yesterdaii anyway. I went to the library wiff Robyn, Jerrika, Miyana and sadly, Robert. Nothing much there, Robyn was hyper. ^^;; That dumb ass...I forgot what she did but she did something...she was just acting all hyper. She and her brother were suppose to go to some thing online and play some game against each other. Iono how she got to room 31 when he was in room 29... ::shakes head:: she's special. ^_^ Pray for her. o_O Hope she doesn't hurt meeh....pray for meeh!!!
Anyway, we're all in the library at school again, second time this week for sixth period. There's nothing else to do. Ryte now da drill team's having some kind of problems, actually, ish kinda entertaining. I kno dats mean to saii but ish tru. Ish funni when they fyte. The only one over there that I noticed isn't saying anything ish mai sister, Da'Lisha. Other than that mai other sisters are saying things. Lyke 'Becca and Brittni. Oh well. Hope they all fix whatever is going wrong.
Um...Nothing else really. Robyn's not reading over mai shoulder anymore so i can talk about her now!!! hahaha jk jk. I don't have much to saii about her anyway. We both keep each others secrets on the DL anyway. I wouldn't do her dat waii.
Todaii after school I'm going to go baby sit. Get a bit of extra money. And tomorrow I was stuppose to go over to Shay's house wiff Robyn and Da'Lisha. Iono if I blogged about that or nt. But anyway we can't go over anymore. I forgot what her reason was. All I kno is that we can't go over no more. Ish oki I guess. I didn't think that we were going to go anyway. We were all suppose to go over there a while ago too. But something happened then as well. I still dunno why we didn't go over. Whatever tho. Maiibe next weekend and if not whatever. I have two movies to see tomorrow anyway. Not that I wanna go see em. I have to go see Godsend and A day without a mexican for school projects. The first one is for Bio class and the second one is for mai Honors World History class. Pfft....as if I really really care about those movies. I don't care about much lately anyways.
Well I think that's about it for now. I've been rambling on for long enough. Only thing that I forgot to saii is that things wiff Stelly are looking better again. I'm glad that we made up I can only hope that she ties up her other problems soon. I don't like to see her so down. I did all I could to help, now ish up to her and the ones in the sits to fix things up. I'm out of this now. I just hope that everything does work out for the best. She deserves it.
Oki now I think thats it for now. I'm going to go. Bai bai. Until later, Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/28/2004 01:43:00 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Mood:  | Glittery
Music None
Social: No one online; Robyn ryte next to meeh.
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--One Year and Seven Days--
Well nothing much to saii I just started this post since there's nothing really to do. Ish sixth period ryte now and we're not doing nothing. All squads are in the library ryte now, drill dance and flags. I decided to get on one of the computers since there's nothing much else to do.
Robyn's bored. -_- Meaning? Meaning she gets to annoy meeh ^^;; But that's oki...I'll annoy her later. She's always talking about how I type, she says, and I quote "Type type type...backspace backspace backspace." Isn't she so luvin? She's hating on mai skills. She's just mad that I can type waii faster than she can. ^^;; That lil hater.
Anyway, um....Iono....I didn't do much todaii. I finished a couple of drawsings for ppl. I made Shaun's tux and Robyn's prom dress todaii. Nothing other than that. I seen that bich Geraldine (I think that's how you spell it) in mai second period class. She's always looking at meeh lyke she's about to do something but when it comes down to it this bitch doesn't do anything.
T_T Robyn's making meeh mess up!
Other than that I think that's it. Fourth period was oki. The only thing was that stupid Ms. Whitten was there, she's always in there. She went in there todaii and she sat at Mr. Alderson's desk and she kept laughing and flirting wiff him. This was going on for lyke twenty minutes. I thought that thirsty bitch would never leave. But the crazi thing was that Mr. Alderson actually asked her "What are you doing this weekened?" And I didn't get to hear what she said. Then he asked her later, "What are you doing tonight?" Man, he's hungry! If she's thirsty then he's one hungry ass motherfucker. I can't believe him, lyking that scrawny ass chiken head. ::shakes head:: Oh well, whatever floats his stupid boat.
Robyn just read what I wrote about Alderson...all she had to saii was "damn....damn..." We both have him for spanish class. Shame for us huh? She's just lucky that Ms. Thirsty-ass-bitch has a class for fifth period (mines, sadly) and she can't go in there to bother Alderson then. She would tho. I kno she would. But she has to take care of our class. Oh! And about that...that stupid bitch is always getting an attitude wiff meeh....that stupid stupid stupid stupid heffa! I swear that if one day she gets too much of an att. wiff meeh she bout to kno meeh. hell she bout to see mai attitude. She think she the shit just cuz she got bald-ass Mr. Clean to look at her. Ha, she aint nothing.
oki I think I'm done for now. Nothing else to do. I'm going to bother someone....maiibe Rebecca, or Robyn. ^^;; yeah that sounds lyke fun! haha, anyway....I'ma goooooo! Holla atcha gurl!
Word of the week Nafro: (adj)-- Nappy Ass Afro
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Wow...I'm back, it's 4:26 now. I'm at the library wiff mai sister, Jerrika. We're on the computers so I thought I would blog about what happened when I left school. Lemme tell y'all....whoa lemme just tell you....
So we got out of sixth period the regular time. I went to walk around and then I was going to go wiff Jerrika to her locker. Then when I was about to walk into the F buidling I got a phone call from Robyn. She told meeh to get mai ass to the front of the school, it was time to fyte...who? ::shakes head:: ....Lydia.
For those of you who don't kno who Lydia is lemme just put this....I hate her. I hate that damn heffa.
Anyway, I was dead ready to fyte the bitch but then we got to thinking.....She isn't worth mai time and mai energy. So I kinda calmed down..but I don't lyke the fact that she was posted at the parking lot waiting for Robert to come out of there and walk home from school. ::shakes head:: That stupid ass needy ugly bitch. I don't see why he could ever lyke her. She's so stupid. The only thing I can think of him liking her for is because she's so damn easy. If he lykes em easy and sleezy, well, she's the girl for him.
Oki....I think I'm done wiff mai ranting for now. I'm talking to Gar. I can't be worried about what happened earily. I'm too happi to care. ^_^ Oki, I'll be back later. This time, fo' real, I'll bbl. Holla acha gurl!
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/26/2004 01:09:00 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Mood:  | Longing
Music: Throwback bai Usher
Social: Estelle and Gar-bear
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Its driving me crazy
I'm missing my baby...
--One year and Six Days--
Nothing has really been going on todaii. At school, it was a normal daii. We went to some stupid assembly. It was hella stupid. Whatever, it got us out of class so I don't care.
Anywayz, I went to the Library after school wiff Robyn and Shalycia. We had an oki time. Some shit happened at the library but those are mai personal thoughts, so personal that not even this blog can hold the thoughts. Mai close close ppl all ready kno, and they're the ones that read this so ish not lyke I'm hiding anything from anyone. They all kno, so whatever. I'm still not kinda over it, I'm still kinda jealous and kinda pissed off. But I'm just going to leave that at that. I think I've said too much as it is.
Now I'm home and talking to mai Gar. ^_^ As always he's brightening mai mood. I'm talking to Estelle as well, and we're just having our daily dose of gossip. We always have to! BTW, todaiis her B-Daii and I wanna saii..... HAPPI BIRTHDAII!!! I hope you have fun todaii, and that you lyked your gifts. I kno you have but I hope you enjoy em. ^___^ You deserve it!!
The end of school is coming. I can't wait for that. Everyone else I kno ish out. Li is almost out. Estelle's out. Ju's out, and Brad and Andrew. Robyn's dad's out all ready. ::sighs:: That just leaves meeh and Robyn and everyone else at our crappy ass school. We have two weeks left, actully three, but two weeks left of actual instruction and then one week of finals. The finals for us are three days long, two finals a day. I think we get out early all week...I'm not really sure. But I kno for a fact that we're not going to go to school on the last two days of that week. We're going to celebrate Robyn's b-daii on the 17th and then we're going to take the last two days off, by going to her house and playing some major DDR. Lucky for meeh and everyone else's sanity Robert won't be there. ^_^ Just some quality time wiff mai sisters. That's something I'm looking forward to.
Later this week, lyke Saturdaii, I'm going to upload a lot of pictures to our sorority website. ^_^ There are some really good ones, then some crazi ones. But they're all pretty good. I kno that we all have a bit too much fun wiff a camera. And when we get our new uniforms next year, I kno for a fact we're going to be in front of the camera 24/7 ^___^
Well, I think dat's it for now. I don't got nuffin else to saii. I'll bbl. Until then, Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/25/2004 07:53:00 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Mood:  | Hug-A-Thug
Music:Boom-Boom Bai Britney Spears Feat. Ying Yang Twins
Social: No one
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--One Year and Four Days--
Shorty!
She think she fine!
Fine enough to blow your mind!
Shorty!
She think she bad!
Get on the floor and shake that ass!
Well, lyke the social says there ain't no one on AIM that I wanna talk to so I thought I'd go on and blog. I haven't been around for three daiis. I have been but aint nothing really happened. Only thing dat happened really was that testing is finally over! ^_^ Thank god! Y'all just don't kno how happi I am about dat.
Anyway, besides da evil testing being over, I went over to Robyn's house on Fridaii wiff Shay and Da'Lisha. We ordered some Chinese food and watched Soul Plane since Shay's mom got it on bootleg. It was funni, or what I saw of it. I didn't get to see too much of it cuz mai mom showed up to pick meeh up. -_-
After dat we had to go to the police station to pick up a certain someone who was in there. ::cough::juiliansamoron::cough:: Oooh will y'all look at that...ish cough season. ^^;;
So then we came home, and that was all of Fridaii. Yesterdaii I went over to Brig's house as always. We had an easy daii. We braided mai hair so I'ma be sporting the messy poof on Mondaii. Maiibe I'll take some picutres wiff da last camera we have and post a pic or something ^^;; Hopefully y'all don't go blind lookin at em.
Er...um....uh...I think that's all for now. Isn't mai life just sooo interesting?! Yeah I kno.
OH! Congrats to Che for getting the job she applied for! I knew she would! ^___^ ::claps:: yayness for her..
And I added a small little moving icon/picture to this blog as you all can see. The icon was inspired bai the mood for this post. If you don't already kno, the ppl in the picture are indeed Hennessy and DéMarion, two charas from mai story. Hahaha, lookie his hair! Ish all over da place! ^^;; messy messy! But that's how he's suppose to look. Messy messy messy, yet thuggie. ^_^ But speaking of the story...-__- I really really should update it. I haven't in a month, since I started to write Che's story for her b-daii which she said she luved. I'm glad that she did. It took meeh a lot of hard work. I remember when she called meeh on Fridaii to tell meeh that she had gotten mai pack. I had to rush her off da phone cuz there was some fyting going on. But when I called her back she opened the pack and she started to crii. Awwwwwe. How kyoote ^^: I'm just really really really happi dat she luved what we sent her.
Um...
::looks around::
...Ugh, still nothing to do. I guess I'll just end this post here. Nothing else to saii. I'll bbl. Maiibe I'll edit mai post later todaii if something happens but I doubt it. Iight I'ma get going. Maiibe I'll even update mai story. ^_^ So, Holla atcha gurl, I'm out. One Luv.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/23/2004 03:33:00 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Mood:  | Bleh
Music: None
Social: No one.
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--One year and one day--
Bored....nothing to do really. I'm just at the library since there's nothing better for meeh to do wiff mai time. I should be at adult school today. But I don't think that I'm up to it at the moment. I'm lyke really irritatble ryte now. Iono if I spelt that ryte or not. Either waii, that's how I am ryte now, aside from just being bored and blank. I don't feel very much of anything ryte now. I'm out of it. Totally and completely out of it. Maiibe I should have just stayed at school, i kno there I would have at least been able to take a nice nap. -_- Here, nah.
Well two of mai sisters just showed up. I was bored wiffout them. And now I'm talking to Gar, so I'm going to change social to talking to someone. I'm glad that I'm at least talking to someone ryte now. I could really use it wiff da mood I'm in.
::sighs::
Guess I'm not the best person to talk to at the moment. I bet I'm boring ryte now huh? I kno fo' a fact I am. There's nothing much for meeh to saii anyway. I'm just typing to keep busy.
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Anyway....I think dat's da last of what I had to saii. I'm done for now. I'll be back later. Holla atcha gurl! ^_^ You know...i'm feeling better now....
::smiles::
Thanks Gar.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/20/2004 03:38:00 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Mood:  | HeartBroken
Music: My Immortal bai Evanesence
Social No one, not on AIM
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Your face...it haunts...
My once pleasant dream...
Your voice it chased away...
...All the sanity in me.
--Day Three Hundred and Sixty-Five AKA One Year--
Wow...as you can see...ish been a year... ::sighs sadly:: A whole year. I didn’t think I would make it this long...honestly I didn’t think I was going to make it past the first week. When what happened a year ago happened (read archives and find out if you don’t kno) I thought I was really done for. I thought dat was it for meeh. He was a big part of mai life, I thought dat once things were ova wiff him dat he was going to take meeh wiff him. And the truth of da matter ish, he did take a part of meeh wiff him. And ish really really had to look back now and see how far I’ve come. On da one hand I’ve got how much I’ve changed and how mai life has moved forward, how I got ova this. But then on da other hand I’ve got how much I really still miss him, even after all dis time.
::sighs::
But here I am. A year later and I find maiself ryte where I was last year. Well...not ryte where I was but I’m in dat area. I’m in luv again, lyke I was back then. And I don’t kno how to deal wiff it, lyke back then. Only this time there’s an upside. The one I luv don’t kno and this time I don’t gotta deal wiff him breaking things up wiff meeh. Nah, I did have to deal wiff it but this time it happened earlier. I’ve all ready had to deal wiff things lyke dat, and all I gotta worry about now is getting ova dat person. I’ll be good after dat.
::shakes head::
Honestly, I really didn’t think that after what happened last year I could set maiself up again for another fall. But I did. And here I am. Iono how things are going to work out this time around tho.
::sighs again::
I just dunno anymore...dunno anything anymore. Todaii, while it myte have looked lyke a normal daii was something really big for meeh emotionally. I had a really had time thinking and concentrating todaii. The tests that I had to take todaii were horrible. I hate this whole CAT 6 testing. Gets on mai fucking nerves. I’m glad dat ish finally over.
But da daii really wasn’t too bad, you kno? Just had a lot of thinking. After skool I went to Robyn’s house and we started to bake a cake for Mr. Leath, (our history teacher) since his b-daii is tomorrow. Of course, Robert was there. ::shrugs:: Seeing him is still kinda hard. There are times that I just can’t take mai fucking eyes off of him. I don’t kno...I don’t kno why dat is but it just is. I kept staring at him all daii todaii, gosh...and iono how to quit.
::shakes head::
I’m not going to get into dat, cuz if I do I’m going to force maiself to think about him and dat’s something dat I don’t need ryte now. I got enough on mai mind, I don’t need to think about Robert anymore. I’ve got so much shit going on in mai head ryte now, mainly...surprisingly, having to do wiff Ernesto. Wow...I haven’t seen dat name written...er typed...in a long time. Its strange...really strange. I guess I miss him. A lot. I really miss him. I hadn’t realized that. I kinda wanna call him but I kno dat’s not going to end in anything well. Everytime we’d talked after we broke up nuffin good came of it. I think ish best dat I just leave it alone. I have to forget him. No matter how hard. I hadn’t thought about him too much since da break up, not until todaii. He was on mai mind for most of da daii. Ish been going between Ernesto to Robert, then back around. I was thinking about the both of them all daii todaii and I don’t think dat’s good. I’m trying to forget both of em but it’s damn near impossible.
::sighs sadly::
Well this post was kinda pointless. Just had to saii ish been a year and I’m around, surprisingly. I knew I had to blog todaii, even if there wasn’t much to saii. I had to. Ish been a year and I want to show that I’m still around. I made it. But sometimes I wonder, if I shouldn’t’ve just given up.
Iight, dat’s it for now. Maiibe I’ll be back tomorrow.
Holla atcha girl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/19/2004 08:20:00 PM
Monday, May 17, 2004
Mood:  | Accomplished
Music: From the Inside Bai Linkin Park
Social: Cheena
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--Day Three Hundred and Sixty-Three--
Take everything
From the inside
And throw it all away!
Cuz I swear!
For the last time!
I won’t trust myself with you!
UGH! You kno what I just noticed!? Mai fucking counting had been off for a WHILE! UGH! No one told meeh! Well I fixed it now, but damn, talk about late. -_-
Anywayz!! I do feel really accomplished. I got mai image hosting to work! Yayaness for meeh!! ^_^ I’m so happi.
You kno what else I’m happi about!? Testing is going to be over after wed. and I went shopping todaii! Oh yeah! Don’t get much better than this!
Well dat was mai good side...now for mai bad side.
I’m ticked off as fuck. Yeah I said it now what bitch!? I’m ticked! Yes I’m fucking fuming! Why!? WHY!? Well because mai damn mother is so fucking over protective of meeh! Shit! She never lets meeh leave the house and she never lets meeh do what I fucking want! Well she better start to give meeh some fucking freedom! Shit, and if she doesn’t, I’ll just have to keep lying to her. Fuck, I’ll be 18 in two years and when I am she can’t do shit to stop meeh. I’ll wait for da daii cuz I kno she can’t hold meeh back from doing shit dat I wanna do!
Ugh...well I guess I’m not that ticked anymore. I just let it out and it helps.
::sighs::
Well, nothing else going on in mai life todaii. There is but...for a private blog this is much too public. There are just some things I can’t tell even this blog. It’ll just have to die wiff meeh.
Anywayz, I gotta bounce. I’m out. Holla atcha girl!!
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/17/2004 09:50:00 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
Mood: (still can’t show pictures) Slightly Frustrated
Music Nothing
Social Lianna
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--Day Three Hundred and Fifty-Seven--
Well I’m back lyke I said I would be. But I got bad news, mai stupid images hosting on geocities isn’t working. The hotlinking shit ain’t working so I gotta find a new place to host mai shit. I tried that cypertrap thing too. But it doesn’t work on mai computer. So I gotta find something else again. I’m still looking and that’s taking forever. I can’t stand this. It’s pissing meeh off to no end.
Anywayz, other than that, I’m doing oki I guess. I’m bored. Nothing much to do. Talkin to Li, or I was, but she’s kinda silent now since she’s reading something I sent her. But at least I got her to keep meeh company. I’m glad for dat ^_^
Um...nuffin goin on. I was thinking of writing a new story again and I got some more ideas for mai story that I neglected for da past month. I got some kyoote things planned for that one. As for the new one I wanna write, I wanna write something kinda historical, non-fiction. ::gasps:: I kno, what is the world coming to! I don’t do thinks lyke this! Haha. But I guess ish worth a shot. It sounds kinda lyke fun. I was reading up a bit on Greek mythology cuz dat’s all I’ve been seeing lately since Ju has an exam/final coming up on this shit. What caught mai eye was Apollo. I lyke him already ^_^ Soooo I was planning to do something with him and of course his twin sister, Artimis. ^^;; I actually myte enjoy this. I’m not too bad at mythology tho. When I studied it last year I did really good. I got an A+ I was always good at remembering things. I’ll just have to get mai facts straight, and once I do, I got meeh a great new story ^____^ Ohhhh yeah!
-__- Wow, I’m hyper. T_T Yeah, lyke dat’s something to be shocked about. I’m always hyper. Well....most always. I haven’t even been awake for dat long either, about an hour at the most. I over slept todaii, big time. ::yawns:: But what can I saii? I was sleepy. ^^;;
Oki, I think I’m going to end this post here. I’m still mad at geocities. ::pouts:: I hate it. I hate having to wait to get imagehosting too. -__- But enough about dat. Hopefully I’ll have something bai the next time I come on to post. I’m out. HOLLA ATCHA GURL!
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/16/2004 12:41:00 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Mood:  | Troy-ish
Music: Sound Track To Troy
Social: Cheena
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--Day Three Hundred and Fifty-Six--
OMG todaii was such a good daii!! I went to go see the movie Troy with Shay, Robyn, Shannon and her brother Cory who bai the waii is also very kyoote. We had sooo much fun. We were all dying to see the movie, except Cory, I think he was just dragged along to keep Shannon company much lyke Robert would have been if he had shown up. But he went to go skating wiff some friends. That's good. I'm actually kinda glad that he didn't show up. You wanna kno why?! Cuz I cried!! I cried soooo hard at this movie you just don't even kno! When Brad Pitt's chara. died, I didn't even kno I was crying until I felt the tears rolling down mai face and mai mascara running. ::sighs:: It was just soooo sad. He died trying to save his lover. ::sniffs:: I don't kno how there could have been anyone in that theater not crying. Well, Cory's a dude so I understand him but even Robyn was on the brink of tears! Now you kno dat's some serious shit if she's almost crying.
Other than the emotional ending, the movie was soo good. There was lot of action. There were some parts that were just too much for meeh and Robyn. We were sitting ryte next to each other, so when some of the scary fight parts came on you kno we got all girly and squealed, or gasped, or did something. I kno there was this one part where we both just jumped in our seats and covered our faces. It was such a good movie. I luved it to death. Even made an icon to rep. the event.
We saw Shaz at the bridge, (Did you lyke the movie? we gotta talk about it!!) wiff her lil sister. She told meeh she was going to go earlier this week, and just as we was coming out of the theater she was going in. I hope she lyked the movie. I kno I did. Iono how the critics could have given it anything lower than an A+
After the movie, Shannon and Cory went home, and then Shay, Robyn and meeh went to Johnny Rockerts to get something to eat. We were all still very emotionally shaken, I kno I'ma be this waii all weekened long, so we had to go get something to eat and drown out our tears in. We had a good meal, some chillie fries and a root beer float. Yummie-ness factor! No wait!!! JOIGASM! (LMAO)
I guess you can tell that I'm still kinda hyped. Well I am! Shiiit! Ju got home and he brought some food and wiff him he brought the Troy soundtrack. I luv it. Ish all Greek-ish. I luv it a lot! I'm never going to let this CD outta mai syte! Ish neva gonna leave the house...I doubt that it will, since ish not even mines, ish really Ju's. He still hasn't seen the movie but him and his bois are gonna go see it sometime this week.
Anywayz, getting offa mai Greek daii. I'm talking to Che. Helped her out. I'm glad that I did. ^_^ I really wanted to help her and I did! I finally did something ryte. I don't lyke to sit back and watch mai friends suffer so I had to help her out, and I did. I didn't just talk to her, I helped her out! Yay for meeh and yay for her for feeling better.
Um...I think that's all I have to saii for todaii. I kno I haven't been blogging much lately. One of the things that's been keeping meeh from that ish not that I haven't had enough time cuz I can always find time to blog but, the fact dat mai moods were all gone. I was soo mad about that. But now I've put them on geocities, hopefully that works. The link/site that Juu put on mai tagboard didn't show up on mai computer...iono why...:;shrugs::
Iight I think that's about it for now. I'll try to blog again later, tomorrow maiibe. I only got for daiis to go till mai one year on this countdown...I'm nervously watching the daiis tick bai.... Soo, until I blog again...Holla atcha gurl!
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/15/2004 09:24:00 PM
Monday, May 10, 2004
Mood: Full (can't show pictures since AF got fucked up)
Music: Nothing
Social: Cheena and Chi
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--Day Three Hundred and Fifty--
I haven' blogged in a couple of days, I've been getting lazy. Iono why either. As you can tell AF fucked up and Iono why the links aren't working but none of mai pictures are showing up. So until I find a new place to host mai pics I won't be putting up any new pics for mai mood. That, and mai fucking layout is ruined. I can't believe it. I'm so fucked ticked off at that
Other than that though I've been good. School's being a bitch tho. We got testing for the next two weeks and there is no way in hell that I am looking fowards to that. I hate it. But it's something that I guess I have to do
Anyway, other than that nothing much has been going on. We went out to dinner last night for mother's day, we went to this nice place in lil tokyo. WHen we were there we were eating and someone (::cough::andrew::cough::) deicded to take some wasbi. He took some and OMG he got sooo red. He started coughing and shit and he looked as if he was going to die. All these azn ppl started to stare at us and Andrew's lyke "Y'all act lyke you never seen a white person choke before" LMAO. He's something else all right. ^^;;
Yeah....nothing more to saii I guess. Tomorrow all of the sisters and I are going to be matching. We're going to be wearing white and blue. And we're going to take pictures too. I'll put them on the sorority webpage later this week.
Um...yeah...dat's all i kinda had to saii.....i'm just chatting wiff Che now and talking with Chi. Iight I should go, I'ma go write a letter to Shaz, then one to Mi-Mi, and then finally one to the Baby Girl Gangsta! Hahaha. Iight I'm out.
Holla atcha gurl!! (back into tradition, SON!)
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/10/2004 04:24:00 PM
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Mood:  | Unwanted
Music: Club Banger bai Pete Pablo
Social: Cheena
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--Day Three Hundred and Forty-Four--
Like mai moods says, dat's how I feel. I ain't bout to go into no details. Jus'...lemme lone.
I was outside working on a step routine for the girls. I'm going to see if we can do something together with AK. I was working on that for a while. I kinda have an idea of what I wanna do but then again I have a hard time putting it together. So iono, this myte take longer than I thought.
Well...yeah...ain't nothing really to saii. Jus' feelin' how I do. Tried to go out and step things out and stuff but...iono ain't working lyke I thought it would. I played the piano fo' a while, again, not working lyke I thought it would. Nuffin is working. ::shakes head:: Oh the joy.
Other than that I was working on mai sorority website. As pres. this year I'm making this shit look tyte. I ain't having that weak shit. So I'm working on getting things to look bomb. When everything's up and ready I'm going to post the link on here.
Um....other than that I don't have much else to saii. Went out wiff mai sisters lyke I said I would. We had a great time. It was bomb. The food was great as always. We just had a good time. It was nice to go out.
Oki, that's it for meeh. Don't wanna blog no more. I'm out. One luv. B-E-Z
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/04/2004 09:26:00 PM
Monday, May 03, 2004
Mood:  | HOT!
Music: Peaches and Cream bai 112
Social: Cheena
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--Day Three Hundred and Forty-Three--
IT'S TOO HOT!! AGUA!! ( <---- LMAO Chi!! )
Well, ignoring mai lil pluggie up there, IT SERIOUSLY IS SOOO DAMN HOT! We've all been having some trouble coping wiff da heat. School sucked cuz of it. At least I didn't have to practice todaii at 6th period. For the most part mai other classes had AC up full blast so that was nice but some of them didn't. I'm sitting here blogging with the AC on full, trying to calm down and recover from a nose bleed. I'm telling you, this heat is murder.
Anyway, nothing big happened todaii. Just the heat. That's lyke the biggest part of mai daii....isn't that exciting?! Seriously tho, that's prolly the biggest part of mai daii. -__-; Aren't I sooo fun?? [/sarcasm]
Um...Oh yeah! Going to call Che later on tonight. We gots some to talk about! ^_^ Yay, that's going to be fun.
OOH! And going out wiff mai sisters tomorrow for some lunch. That's going to be fun since we get out at 1:33. Go figure, not 1:30 but 1:33. ::rolls eyes:: Soo stupid.
OMG OMG OMG!! Something has just been brought to mai attention!!! Meeh and Che have known each other for a whole year!! OMG!! It's been that long!! WOW!! Che and I were talking and then all of a sudden we start talking about dates and it's almost been a year since we got together and started our RPG board and since we've been tyte friends!! AHHH! OMG!!! COOOOOLIES!
Take a lil look at our convo. Go on, be nosy. ^^;;
Sultry x Pandora (6:50:29 PM): omg really!? it's been a year?!?!?!?!
Cheena Son (6:50:51 PM): Yeah it has. We met earlier on and then in this month got together and created the board, it's been a full year
Sultry x Pandora (6:51:00 PM): AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Sultry x Pandora (6:51:02 PM): OMG!!!
Sultry x Pandora (6:51:08 PM): MUST BLOG ABOUT THAT!
Cheena Son (6:51:50 PM): haha, I was surprised at first. I'm like "OMG, it's been a full year since I met B" and then I look at the calendar and see that it's almost a year since we got together and did that board.
Sultry x Pandora (6:52:02 PM): OMG WOW!!
Wow...I still can't believe its been that long...
...and speaking about long the countdown on mai blog is coming towards it's year mark. No, this is not a countdown for how long I've had this blog. I have had this blog for a lil over a year, and the one before it for 2 years. So I've been busy blogging for a while now. I'm not new to this at all. Either waii, the countdown on this blog is to signify how long I've been ______________. Yeah....Y'all can fill in the blank later. But still...it means a lot to meeh and when I hit that year mark, it's going to be a long post. Maiibe even the longest one in this whole blog. I wonder if I can do that.
Well...I think that's it for now. Nothing much to saii. I need to calm back down, too hot for all of this hyperness. ^^;; I'll BBL. One luv. B-E-Z and all that good stuff.
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/03/2004 06:42:00 PM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
Mood:  | Ghetto (hm...I wonder why!?)
Music: Everything I've known by Korn
Social: Cheena, (thus the ghetto-ness)
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--Day Three Hundred and Forty-One--
Wow, I've had an emotional couple of days. Since Thrusday I've been on an emotional joyride. Fridaii I was torn the hell apart and Thursdaii I was so deep in lust I didn't know what to think. And todaii I've been..oki. I told Gar what happened with Robert. I had to get it off of mai chest. It was killing meeh! Now call meeh stupid but I felt that I had to. I felt that if I didn't it was lyke keeping something major from him. It felt lyke I was cheating on him! Go figure that out! I was lyke "WTF". I had no idea why I was feeling like that since he has Sarah and all but, hey, I'm fucked up dat waii. I feel things that aren't there and think things through too much. He prolly doesn't care. He's prolly all lyke "oh wow". I doubt he gives a hot fuck that I kissed Robert.
But other than that mai daii was pretty up. I took some pictures wiff Brig. I got some nice ones so I keep meaning to put them up. ::shakes head:: I've been so busy I ain't got time. I've also been meaning to change this picture. Tho I luv it and all, ish just too big for mai blog. I wanna bring it back down to a smaller size. So I myte take it back to the Kira and Rei picture I had a few weeks ago. Iono yet. I'll think about that.
Anyway, back to mai daii. It was good! Mai nyte was even better! I got to talk to Che online then I got on the phone and called her. It was nice! Funni as hell too. We talked for about forty minutes or something. However long we talked it was great. Lifted mai mood since I was kinda down when I got home. No one was home. Julian and Andrew were gone for the night, Iono when or if they'll be back and mai mom and went out wiff mai uncle and mai aunt. So I was all alone. After talking to her mai mood had picked up. Even after mai mom yelled at meeh, I was still kinda up.
Now I'm just bored, trying to get this blog out before I have to go. I gotta go clean the stupid house soon. Yuppie. ::rolls eyes::
Well...I think that's about it. Ryte now I'm just talking to mami-che aka Mamma Stelly. We're talking about how she would disown meeh if I married Robert. Iono how we got onto this convo but I kno she said she would. I kno she's serious too. She's just lookin out for mai best inerest. I mean I lyke Robert. He's good. Really good. But he ain't nothing. He ain't the type of boi you bring home to momma and he sure in hell ain't the man to make the father of your kids. Just ain't gonna float. She was ryte about meeh breaking down in due time, hell that shit started already on Fridaii, so I kno she's ryte about having to stay away from him as much as I can. She sure in hell was ryte about all the pain that would come from this. I ain't never felt so ripped up in mai life.
::sighs::
On Fridaii I was thinkin of the reasons as to why I let him do what he does to meeh. I guess ish just cuz he gives meeh what almost everyone around us has. Passion. But the only thing is that he doesn't wanna be serious, so that's just empty passion. Others got boyfriends and girlfriends that keep em company, that they even consider their best friends. Meeh and Robert can't even consider ourselves close friends. We're good friends on one level, and on the other level we were more. But there's nothing that's going to come from that.
And then there's his girlfriend. I think he name is Molly. What about her? He's runnin game on her and I'm the other woman again. That's what he did to Lydia. Cheated on her with meeh and now he's doin this to Molly. Obviously she don't kno. If she did, then I think she'd've come up and said something to meeh. And from what I hear they're just fine so she really don't kno. She don't kno shit. He's makin meeh the second woman in his relationship and he's not going to leave Molly for meeh. I kno that now. So I guess I'll just have to carry on as if nothing ever happened. I mean it was nothing right? What was it? Just a few kisses from mai best friend's brother? Yepp, totally nothing. It's not like I luv him or anything.
::shakes head::
Dammit I hate ranting on and on about Robert. But this is the only place I can do it now it now it seems. I don't want to talk to this to Gar. I kno for a fact he don't wanna hear this. Che and meeh talk about this sometimes but, there are other things to talk about. I can't tell Ju, he'll skin meeh alive. So this poor blog must take it and hold these thoughts.
Until I figure things out, this is where I'm going to write about how things happen. This is mai only outlet.
::hugs blog::
Thank god for you, bloggie.
Well...I think that now I'm really just going to end mai post. I'm not feeling as hyper and ghetto as I was when I started this post but...hey...things always change ryte?
THIS is the real Hennessy
5/01/2004 10:05:00 PM
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