Tuesday, June 22, 2004

I guess that I should tell you
Just how much I care
I guess that I should tell you
Because it really isn’t fair
I lay at night and dream of you
I care for you so much
During the day I think of you
I sit here longing for your touch
I know that how I think of you
Really shouldn’t be
I’m holding back my feelings
I lie, so you can’t see
But lately I have realized
I need to be with you
And yes, I need to tell you
...I am in love with you

...You kno who you are....

...Holla atcha gurl.

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/22/2004 10:53:00 PM

Monday, June 21, 2004

Mood: | Party
Music: Automatic Bai Utada Hikaru
Social: No one

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--One Year and Thrity-Four Days--

Wow, I suck at bloggin!! I thought I was going to blog last Fridaii after I came home from Robyn's house and now look, I'm bloggin 3 days later. -__- I'm so neglectant of this thing.

Well if you're wondering about the mood, ish in regards to the party/gathering/kickback we had at Robyn's house. It was fun. ^__^ I was the first one to show up, and I brought her some flowers and 5 yellow ballons. ^^ That girl and her yellow. -_-; But until everyone showed up we watched da movie Head of State. It was petty damn good. It was funni as hell. I wanna get it for maiself ^__^

Then Shay and Da'Lisha showed up wiff their gifts. Da-Da ended up getting Robyn and yellow purse, (told y'all, everythin was yellow!) and then Shay got Robyn and Triple Chocolate cake wiff yellow roses and yellow writing on it. We played some DDR for a while, tho I wasn't in the best condition to play I still did. I helped Robyn out a lil bit then I played some serious rounds against Shay and Da-Da. Da-Da really has some talent on the game. For someone who doesn't own the game and playes lyke once a month, she's got skills. I think she'll do really good at it later. Then, believe it or not, Robet played. He was always bragging around school that he'd gotten an A on one song so I made him show meeh. I was surprised, he hadn't been lying, and he did it while eating a piece of the cake I bought him. >.> I underestimated him. He's pretty damn good for a guy. I mean all da guys I've played wiff aren't too great. Then again there are some that just leave you in awe. Lyke on of Andrew's frat brothers, Paul, OMG he's lyke a fucking god on that machine. I just sit back and take notes. Then Andrew himself isn't bad at all. He's pretty good. He can rise some competion for meeh when we seiously play. And as for Julian.... ::shakes head:: I told him to start playing. He just never listens.

Anywaiiz, nuff bout dat. Um....what else have I do?? Oh, went shoppin after I left Robyn's house. Julian bought meeh the "Mrs Pitt" purse since he fucked up and didn't get meeh the shirt. I'm happi now ^__^ He's forgiven.

And yesterdaii I cooked! YES!! Yes, B cooked!! I made breakfast for Julian, mai uncle and Andrew since it was father's daii. They better have remembered dat and lyked it cuz it myte not happen for another 4 years. Shit, I don't cook! But this once I was willing to make an exception.

Um....other than that mai weekened was kinda uneventful. School's finally out so I get to stay home for 2 weeks and kick it wiff Andrew ^__^ I get to bother da hell outta him which I've been doing since 12 todaii. After mai 2 weeks are up I gotta go to summer school. Take mai lil art classes. I don't mind, er'body's going to go so I don't see why I gotta be da only one to stay home. Ish iight, I wanna go to summer school this year. ::smiles:: Last year was hella fun, I hope that this year ends the same waii ^____^

Well, I just wanted to blog. I've been meaning to for a while! I can't believe I've put it off for so long. Tisk tisk. Since I'm going to be at home wiff nothing to do but bother Andrew, I'm going to be blogging a lil more often than I have been lately. ::shakes head:: Still can't believe it took meeh so long this time around. Oh well, I'll be back sooner ^__^ Promise!! Until then, one luv, b-e-z, and all dat good stuff. Holla atcha gurl!

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/21/2004 12:37:00 PM

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Mood: | Washie
Music: Son of a gun Bai Janet Jackson
Social: No one on AIM but at the library wiff Robyn

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--One year and Twenty-Nine days--

Hey ppl I'm back for a second daii in a row. Lyke mai social says I'm at the library again wiff Robyn. We have nothing better to do when we get out of school early so that's why were here I guess. We went to Subwaii and got some lunch before heading over here. Had a nice lil sub wiff some soda and some chips. Then we walked over here.

Nuffin much to report as always. I'm sitting across from Robert, can't you believe mai luck? I just have to sit across from him. ::sighs:: I'm kinda nervous, Iono why either -__-; I just hope thta he doesn't catch meeh looking a him again. I kno that he caught meeh when we walked in here. I was staring at him then he stared back I was lyke "oh shit."

Other than that, I'm just here blogging to keep busy. Listening to mai CD player too. What is there to talk about...lemme think...um I could talk about how mai finals went. They were pretty good todaii. I had mai Bio and mai English final todaii. Mai bio final was longer than I had ever seen a final be. It was 193 questions long and we only had 120 minutes to take care of it. -____-;; I don't kno how I did it. As a matter of fact I'm not even going to question it. I'm just going to sit here and smile. ^_^ As for mai Enligsh final, I cheated mai ass off. I had the answers already so I kno I'm going to pass that. ^__^ Nuffin to worry about here.

Um...tomorrow I'm going to have mai Geo final. I don't have a final for sixth period so that's good. I think that meeh and Robyn are going to leave school at nutrition or something. I mean whats da point of sticking around for a class you don't even have to show up for?

Tomorrow's the last daii of school and I kno for a fact I"m not going to be online to type about it. I heard that mai mom and mai uncle are going to be taking meeh out to dinner to celebrate. Then on Fridaii we have the kick back until 3 and after meeh and Julian are going to see if we can hit a flyer party. He hates to take meeh but I told him that he had to. ^___^ So I kno I'm going to have a good time tomorrow and on Fridaii.

I'll be on Fridaii to talk about what happens. I kno for a fact I'm going to blog about how things went at Robyn's birthdaii party/kick back. ^___^ Sooo until then I'ma cut this post short. I'll bbl. Holla atcha gurl

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/16/2004 01:38:00 PM

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Mood: | Short
Music: No Scrubs Bai TLC
Social: Kacea ^___^


No
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from meeh
Sitting out the passenger's side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holla at meeh


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--One Year and Twenty-Eight Days--

I'm back after a four daii absence. Iono, I've been around or whatever and I've had time to blog but I just haven't gotten around to it. The only reason that I'm diong it now is cuz I ain't got nothing else to do and we're at da library. Todaii we got out early, cuz of finals. Finals just started todaii. I had mai History and mai Spanish final todaii. They were both really easy. The Spanish one wasn't hard for meeh at all and we had our project ready for History. Still, mai momma made meeh get offline yesterdaii while I was talkin' to Estelle to go study. -___- Ooh yeah dat was soo much fun. But I can't decide what was more fun, sitting there staring at the paper or sitting there in the DARK staring at da wall! Yeah, dats ryte, da power went out again. Only dis time one of dem lil breaker things got busted, says Ju, so it took a lil more to get the power back on. Not that it mattered to meeh anyway. I wasn't online at da time to begin wiff. Da only one dat was seriously heated was Ju.

Anywaii, todaii at school I took some pictures wiff da camera I got. I took a picture wiff Mr. Leath, ^___^ Mai fave teacher and wiff Mr. Alderson. It was iight. Then I took some pitures wiff mai friends. Speaking of em, Miyanna, one of mai sisters, fell out of her chair todaii in class and then before you knew what happened she fell out of the DOOR! She wound up in da lil hallwaii outside of da room. >_< I would have been soooo embarassed. ^^;; Glad dat it wasn't meeh.

So um...ryte now aint nuffin to do lyke I said. Friendster isn't working, (I'm sooo mad) and meeh and Shay are sitting next to each other on the computers. As for Robyn, yeah she came wiff us but she got seated next to her brother who also came wiff us and she's lyke so fucking heated. I can tell. Man I can tell dat she is not in da mood so I'm lyke "all ryte gonna walk awaii from da angry girl.... ^^;;" I just don't wanna make her madder than she is cuz her mad ain't a good thing. ^^;

I think I'm going to end this post here. Nothing much more to talk about. If there's anything else on mai mind later I'ma come back and edit this. Only reason I'm here now ish to keep meeh busy. Maiibe I'll go walk around or something. Iono, but I kno I'll be back later. Anywaiiz, holla atcha gurl

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/15/2004 01:40:00 PM

Friday, June 11, 2004

Mood: | Lazy
Music: I do Bai Toya
Social: Kacea, but Andrew's doing most of da talkin

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--One Year and Twenty-Four Days--

Watch me drop drop shake it
For the fellas who kno
Watch me pop pop my hips
As I dip and roll
And watch me stop stop traffic
as I walk thro da room
Knowin all da papis want me
but all I want is you


^_^ First things first, ANDREW'S BACK! ^^;; I kno dat makes a certain sumone really happi. Hell, you kno, I think that everyone's happi to have him back home. I kno dat I was worried about him for a long time, to have him come home and be oki makes meeh really happi. Y'all just dunno. ^^;;

Anywaiiz, other than dat, nuffin much is up. Julian got meeh a new CD player earlier todaii since something had happened to mai CD player earlier this week. (Did I mention that?? Can't remember....) It's a nice blue one. Doesn't do much, just plays CDs and even tho it don't play da radio I don't care. I just want mai CD player back. I'm sick of dis damn tape player even tho I did find some old mix tapes wiff dis song on it. I forgot how much I luved this song when it came out ^^;;

Um...as for school aint nothing much happened. It was a normal daii. I turned in a lot of work, and dats about it. Da only thing dat did kinda happen is dat meeh and Shay decided what it is dat we wanna get Robert for his birthdaii since we kno dat it would be rude to throw his sister a party and not give him shit. I felt really bad not getting him something in da first place and now since he's been kinda down lately I kno I had to get him something to kinda help cheer him up. Shay's going to bring him a cake as well as Robyn, and I'ma give him some money...20 dollars in a card and call it a daii. Hey, ish better than nuffin. I didn't kno what to get him so I know dat you can't go wrong wiff money ^^ haha.

Oh and I took pictures wiff da camera around da house last sundaii. I finally got those back yesterdaii. They lookin kinda good!! I luv em! Well...some of em. Not all of em were good. But when we get the scanner fixed I'm going to upload da good ones. ^_^ Can't wait.

Another thing I can't wait for is for school to be over!! I can't wait!!! 5 more daiis...just 5 more. ^^;;
Oki I think I'ma go, ish hard sharing a chair wiff Andy so I'ma just let him talk wiff K. I kno they need they time alone! haha jk jk. Iight I'm out. One luv, b-e-z, and all dat good stuff. Holla atcha gurl

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/11/2004 08:15:00 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Mood: | Flirty
Music: Nothing
Social: Gareth

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--One year and Twenty Two-days--

Aside from feelin a lil bit flirty I'm also bored. All mai friends just left and I'm at the library for lyke da 3 time this week. It shows you how much I hate the idea of having to go home.

Well...nuffin much has been going on since da last time I blogged....well there is something but again I don't wanna saii it here. I kno dat this blog is password protected and dat only da ppl I want to see it have da password but...sometimes...I just don't wanna write it out you kno? Iono why either. Just something dat tells meeh to watch what I write and when I write it.

So lyke I was saying I got left alone bai Jerrika and Miyana (two of mai sisters). They had to go home early todaii and I really hate that. There's no one here...well there is someone, and no for once ish not Robet. Acually now dat I think about it, he really really did seem bothered todaii. I wonder what's wrong wiff him and if he's oki. He just seemed really quiet and when it was time for him to leave and I told him "bai" he seemed really out of it. Iono why but I hope he's iight. I hate to see it when someone I kno is out of it. Even if ish just a lil bit. Part of meeh feels dat I have something to do wiff why he's so out of it. Why? Because lyke when he rolled up meeh, Jerrika and Miyana were making all mean comments about him. Now I kno dat others would saii dat I'm not mean enough to him I just hate being mean to him. Period. I don't care what he's done in da past I hate being mean to him. They were all chanting "Nightmare from hell" and stuff lyke dat. They were talking about how he looks and stuff...Iono I feel pretty bad. I kno I'm going to feel really really bad if he's down because of meeh....

Anyway, yeah, I'm here with Daniel, well now he's on another computer and sitting a bit away from meeh but we're still here together. Now I hear that he lykes meeh, but iono if dats tru. He's always saying da opposite when someone brings it up and then he seems kinda....you kno... um... ::coughs::gay::coughs:: So I have no idea if this is tru or not. Iono...either waii all I kno ish dat I got mai flirt on ^_^ Don't matter. I was feeling flirty all daii.

Which, considering how mai nyte/morning went, is a fucking surprise. I can't go into detail but...it was just so fucked up. I hated last nyte...I kno for sure that I wanted to die. Just flat out. Stop living. Stop breathing. I wanted to kill maiself. I wanted someone to kill meeh. I didn't wanna be around anymore...what was the point then?

But when later this morning rolled around Julian knew how to make things better for meeh. He always does. He's lyke his name sake, super man always makin the evil go away. Iono how to thank him for da things dat he did but I kno I have to.

Oki I think that I'm going to end this post here. Nuffin else to saii. I think I'ma go deal wiff Daniel. Iono. Iight I'ma go. One luv. Holla atcha gurl.

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/09/2004 04:38:00 PM

Monday, June 07, 2004

Mood: | Crushed
Music: You Got It Bad bai Usher
Social: Estelle and Gareth

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Ladies say:
"I'm you girl
You're mai man
Promise to luv thee
The best I can."

--One Year and Nineteen days--

....Lyke mai mood says, I'm totally completely utterly crushed. I have been crushed from what I am down to bits and pieces and now I'm being ground to dust by demons picking meeh apart again. The reason I've been so out of it is too personal. Way too personal. I've told those who need to kno so there's no sense in posting it here for those who have no buisness reading this. Even tho this blog is password protected I can't take da chance...I don't wanna take da chance....

So when I found out the news dat I did todaii at da library I turned into this. A hollow person. Sure, since then I've smiled, laughed, shopped and eaten food but was I really there? No, mai mind was elsewhere. I was elsewhere. I wanted to be somewhere, alone so that I could pick out da feelings dat I was having. I felt crushed to a pulp...I couldn't even breathe for a minute or two. It took meeh all da willpower in da world not to break down in mid library....

::sighs::

Talking to Estelle and Gareth helps. I made the mistake of telling Julian about [insert insident here] and he told me to never ever in mai does he wanna see meeh around [name] or he'd take matters into his own hands. He says ish far too dangerous. He's right but....I can't fyte to stay away forever. I'll try but this is just too much for meeh to take ryte now. I got finals coming up soon and this is some stress that I really could have done wiffout...I don't need this now...no...no I really really don't. I don't think I can take this. Wiff all dat's been happening lately I wouldn't be surprised if I just dropped dead...frankly...I'd welcome it...

I think I'm just going to end this pathetic post here. Nuffin else for meeh to saii but wollow in self pity. If I wanna do dat then I can do it away from dis blog...I don't need to type to feel totally worthless.

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/07/2004 07:29:00 PM

Sunday, June 06, 2004

Mood: | Delicious ^_^;
Music: If I Can't Have You bai Alicia Keys
Social: No one

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--One year and Eighteen Days--

I'm back now. And in a much better mood than before. Whoever said that you can't bai happiness hasn't been introduced to Julian's credit cards. ^^;; I'm kidding, I kno you can't bai happiness but todaii sure seemed to lift mai spirts.

Lemme start from the beginning. We got up this morning around 9 which was admirable I think cuz we both went to be later than 12. Iono what time Julian went to sleep cuz bai the time he came into his room I was all ready sleepin, but I kno I went to be around...um...1 something. So anyway, we got up around 9 to go get some flowers and stuff . We had a bit of an embarassing event dis morning dat I won't post cuz I don't wanna embarass either of us further...but dat was kind aodd so it took us a while to get out of da house and get comfortable around each otha. Moving on, we went get flowes lyke I had said. What for? To go see ANDREW!! ^____^ When we got there I was relived to see dat he was oki and he's talkin, tho he sounds kinda raspy cuz of what he's been thro. Either waii tho I was glad to see him. He said dat the flowers made him feel kinda gay, or spoiled, he said he hasn't decided which one. I told him ish better to be spoiled than Gay so he's lyke "Oki I'm just spoiled." We stayed wiff him for da majority of da morning. We were there until around noon-ish and then we said that we were going to go, but we myte go back to see him tomorrow after I get out of skool and Ju gets off work. Andrew's condition is doing much better than anyone thought after taking what he did. If all goes well he should be able to come home in a week or so.

So anyway, after dat we went to da Fox Hills mall, (even tho they changed da name to Westside shopping center it will forever be the Fox Hills to meeh) to get some lunch and to shop a lil. Julian said he wanted to make it to meeh for canceling on meeh dat one Mondaii, you kno, da one dat had meeh real real heated. I kno dat he said dat he was gonna make it up to meeh but honestly I really didn't believe him. Sure Ju says things and sometimes he keeps his word but as of lately he'd been so cold to meeh, so down right icy I figured he was lying again. I am glad that we got to spend some time together tho. It's been a while since we got to just kick it and unwind. I'm sure he could have used todaii, I kno I sure did. It was fun. We went to Macy's and I brought some shirts, another pair of pants and a skirt I'm never going to leave da house in. Then I went upstairs to get a peticure and get mai hair ironed. As if dat wasn't enough I got one more thing...da perfume I wanted!! Notice I've crossed it off mai list, cuz I got it!!! ^____^ I had a great time todaii. Lunch was FABO! and the shoppin was great. ^_^ I didn't think I could feel so good given the week dat we've all been having. Ish been stressful and not to mention hurtfull.

After da mall we went to his office to pick up some of da papers he missed from work on Fridaii since we both stayed home. When we got there yet another person thought I was his girlfriend. -__- When I told them I was 15 years old this one guy was lyke "o_O Whoa, she's jail bait" I'm standing there thinkin lyke "O_O Hello! I'm standing ryte here!! ::jumps up and down and waves:: Do you not see meeh!?" ::pouts:: I'm not jail bait... >_>

And after all of dat here we are, home. Julian's sleeping on da couch behind meeh ryte now and I'm obvious blogging. No ones online yet, not surprised. I kno Stelly can't get on too early, Iono where Gar is and I think dat K's comp. still ain't working ryte. -__- I'm sooo alone!! ^^;; But feeling totally delish! Had such a great daii I feel lyke just dancing around...oh wait...already did dat. Wish I had a camera. Ish not every daii I get to see Ju dancing around lyke a moron. ^_^ Lookie, I've rubbed off on him.

Speaking of him, he wrote da poem for meeh dat I have as da new Poem of Obsession. I changed da name cuz I keep forgetting when ish time to change da poem ^^;; so I'll just change it now when mai obsession changes. Much much easier for simple mind.

Oki I think I'm going to end mai post here. Nothing much else to saii. I'ma go outside and take some pictures. I'm bored and we found a camera ^___^ haha. Iight, I'm out. Luv peace and chiken grease. B-E-Z and all dat good stuff. Holla atcha gurl!

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/06/2004 03:58:00 PM

Friday, June 04, 2004

Mood: | Trying to Hold on
Music Rain on Meeh bai Ashanti
Social: No one, not on AIM

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--One year and Sixteen Days--

Well...here I am.... I've noticed that everone else has blogged about what happened...and I guess that ish about time that I do it too...

::sighs::

But what to saii? I don't kno what there is too saii. Much lyke mai lil sis I've done mai share of crying. Iono what to do about this iono what to saii. All that has to be said has been said....

I hope Estelle doesn't mind meeh taking one of her previous moods...that's just how I feel tho. I feel lyke I'm hardly holding on... ish all so hard...

Ish hard when the ppl you want to talk to just turn their backs on you. Ish hard to feel lyke you're alone in this. This is something I don't wanna be left alone wiff...I can't be left alone wiff mai thoughts ryte now. the more that happens the more and more worried I get.

::sighs again::

Last nyte I couldn't sleep. I went to bed ryte after dinner cuz I wsa just feeling so depressed. I was online wiff Estelle but when Ju got on I just left em alone and went to sleep. But here's the thing...I couldn't sleep! The minute I drifted off to sleep I got to thinking about how heavy things were. How at any given moment one of mai closest friends could be no more....

So I crawled out of bed around 1-ish and walked to Ju's room. I was in there till around 6 or something todaii....and I do mean 6 in the afternoon. I didn't feel lyke getting up. Even in the morning when I felt Ju leave I didn't wanna follow. I had tried to talk to him about things earlier that morning but he wasn't listening to meeh...I was better off talking to maiself. Dat's how it felt. He just looked at meeh, as if he could see thro meeh, then got up and left. It's lyke I never said anything at all....

::shakes head::

So here I am finally awake, ice cream in mai system, and alive. Not much to saii tho....everything that had to be said on dis subject has been said. The only thing I can saii now ish dat i hope dat Andrew will be oki...I really do hope so...

...Well...this post took meeh long enough to get out. I must have backspaced and restarted this post a million times. I wanted to at least make a lil sense. I started it about an hour ago, but I never got the words to sound ryte. I would repeat maiself or something lyke dat, I just wasn't making any sense at all and i doubt dat I am now. I'm talkin to Estelle now. She called meeh twice but...when I saw da phone I just ignored it. ::shakes head:: I couldn't speak to her, or anyone. I can't find mai voice. I kno where it is and I kno i cna use it but I don't wanna. I can't ryte now.

I think I'm going to end this post here. nuffin more to saii...

Oh before I go, thanks to Estelle for helping meeh out of this lil rump...thanks a lot...

...Holla atcha girl

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/04/2004 09:34:00 PM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Mood: | Boyish
Music: Sweetest Sin bai Jessica Simpson
Social Lil Sis

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--One year and Fourteen days--

Your lips upon my lips
Your fingertips upon my fingertips
Your skin upon my skin
Would be the sweetest sin


^_^ I'm in a good mood ryte now! And yes, I am feeling very boyish ryte now. Why? Maiibe it's the fact that I hung out wiff Robert for the most part of the afternoon and we did mostly nothing but fyte and talk about cars. >_> Talk about boyish. I didn't mind tho. I usually don't talk about cars wiff anyone other than Julian and sometimes Andrew so it was different to get Robert's input. It was nice tho, hanging out wiff him always lightens up mai mood. I was at the library since around 2:50 wiff Robyn but we both had to get on the computers to look up something for our World History class so we wound up splitting up. Then later I was talking with one of the AK girls that's in mai first period and guess who happened to strole along?! Yepp, that moron. So from then on we hung out. It was cool ^_^ I don't mind his company. But you kno what was horrible!? When mai mom came to pick meeh up, -____- she caught meeh and him in mid fight. I can't believe mai fucking luck. She looked at meeh all cold and shit and she was lyke "Hn, hello Robert." He's lyke "Um...hi Ms. Mejia." it was funni. They both don't lyke each other so they kinda had a lil strange moment between them. ^^; I dunno who to feel more sorry for. Him or mai mom. >_< Both of them looked pretty uncomfortable. Then on the waii home mai mom bombarded meeh with questions. -_- Oh can't y'all just feel the joy. Dat was ooooh sooooo great for meeh. [/sarcasm]

Seriously tho, there are times when mai mom just gets on mai last nerve. Lyke todaii, I mean she kept bringing up the library, talking about she was standing there watching meeh. I don't care!! Damn! She said she doesn't want meeh to hang around Robert, says that nothing good will come of it. She was making this big deal out of it cuz when she walked over to us he had just fought meeh off and had mai wrists pinned in his hands and he was holding them above mai head. -_- Dammit i really can't believe her sometimes. I don't see what the big deal is. He's just mai friend, and she's always making a big deal out of meeh and him hanging out. I don't get her sometimes, she's always got something to saii about meeh and Robert. ::mumbles::

Anyway, other than after school mai daii was pretty standard. I turned in mai Spanish Pro. todaii and I got an A. I didn't think I was going to get a lower grade than that anyway. Tomorrow I have to do some typing for one of mai sisters at lunch and maiibe earlier in the morning. Iono, but I'll type it out for her. I don't mind typing shit out, it doesn't take meeh too long. She told meeh it was only a couple of paras. anyway. If ish not even a page then I ain't even trippin.

We actually did work in our geo. class todaii. I think I'm actually learning something...yeah...I think I did learn something todaii. I was working and stuff, got mai A for the daii. ^^;; I want to pass mai classes. I'm not trying to be no damn stupid senior. I'll be dammed if I do that shit.

Speaking of stupid seniors and stuff lyke not having your credits in line, I know that I was fucked up bai 5 credits last sememester. I'm good now, I'm on track and stuff, but whatever. When I took mai yearbook picture I was behind so now that I got to see the yearbook I realized that I was in the FRESHMEN class!! Not the SOPHMORES lyke I should be but the damn FRESHMEN!! Can you believe that!? UGH! I was soo mad. But whatever...ish not lyke I can do anything. And the sad thing is that Shay's picture was also in the Freshmen class and she's in the Junior class. As for Robyn and Robert, they were in the Sophmore class when they should have been in the Junior class. I guess that none of us are right on our credits. The only smart one is Da'Lisha but then again that's no surprise to anyone. I'm not even trippin about mai picture anymore. I'm not going to bai the yearbook until mai senior year. I should be on the yearbook staff bai then and if not I'm still going to bai it just cuz I'm going to be out of that bitch ass skool then. I mean, who doesn't bai their senior yearbook?! That's just plain stupid. -_- If you don't get anything senior year, the yearbook should at least be something you get. I kno I'm going to get it. This year's book was $85. Yeah, lyke I'm seriously gonna dish out that much money each year. Pfft. please. Lyke I'm really shitting out money.

Um....I think that's it for now. Estelle just signed on. Gonna go talk to her now. I'll be back later. ^_^ Holla atcha boyish feelin gurl! Haha.

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/02/2004 06:24:00 PM

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Mood: | Wild
Music: Thoia Thong Remix bai R. Kelly feat. Baby
Social: Little sister Kacea and Estelle

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--One Year and Fourteen Days--


Todaii was a good daii. I had lots of fun. Yesterdaii we didn't have school and that was a plus. ^_^ And todaii when we went to school it was a shortened daii! ^___^ Yayness. So since we got out at 1:33 (why ish not 1:30 I will never kno) we walked wiff Robyn to her house. When we got there guess what!? We played some serious DDR. ^_^ That was soo fun. Hahaha. Robyn and Robert just got the game so you kno they're not too good....actually...Robert's better than Robyn.... o_O That's a strange happening. But meeh...we all kno how good I am! I played in front of Shay, Da'Lisha, Robyn and Robert and they were all lyke ... ::jaw drops:: ^^;; it was nice to surprise them. They hadn't seen meeh play in the longest and i'm lyke waii waii better than I was when they last saw. It was fun fun fun ^_^

Oh but speaking of Robert, he got his hair braided!! O___O ::falls out of chair:: It was a shock! He's got cornrows in and...well.... ::blushes:: it looks really really good. As if it weren't bad enough, I bet Robert's going to have a whole bunch of females on him now. -_- Everyone was commenting on how he looked...
-_____-; And of course Robyn also got her hair braided. She looks so nice! Very kawaii!! I luv it. They both look nice! ^_^ I have to congrat. their cousin Zanita ( I think that's how it's spelled). She did a good job on their hair. It's about time someone did it! Haha.

Well...other than that nothing else happened. On thurs. stupid fucking thirsty-ass teacher isn't going to be here so needless to saii I'm not going to go to 5th period. Todaii I went, but I was there later on in the period. Doesn't matter to meeh. If I do mai work the stupid bitch can't fail meeh. Supid supid heffa. ::mumbles:: Not going to go into that ryte now.

Um...that's it. I don't think I have anything else to saii. I'm doing mai Spanish project ryte now. I'll bbl later tho. ^^ I've had a GOOOOOOD daii! ^_^;; anyway, gonna go. Holla atcha gurl!

THIS is the real Hennessy
6/01/2004 06:16:00 PM