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Monday, June 07, 2004

Mood: | Crushed
Music: You Got It Bad bai Usher
Social: Estelle and Gareth

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Ladies say:
"I'm you girl
You're mai man
Promise to luv thee
The best I can."

--One Year and Nineteen days--

....Lyke mai mood says, I'm totally completely utterly crushed. I have been crushed from what I am down to bits and pieces and now I'm being ground to dust by demons picking meeh apart again. The reason I've been so out of it is too personal. Way too personal. I've told those who need to kno so there's no sense in posting it here for those who have no buisness reading this. Even tho this blog is password protected I can't take da chance...I don't wanna take da chance....

So when I found out the news dat I did todaii at da library I turned into this. A hollow person. Sure, since then I've smiled, laughed, shopped and eaten food but was I really there? No, mai mind was elsewhere. I was elsewhere. I wanted to be somewhere, alone so that I could pick out da feelings dat I was having. I felt crushed to a pulp...I couldn't even breathe for a minute or two. It took meeh all da willpower in da world not to break down in mid library....

::sighs::

Talking to Estelle and Gareth helps. I made the mistake of telling Julian about [insert insident here] and he told me to never ever in mai does he wanna see meeh around [name] or he'd take matters into his own hands. He says ish far too dangerous. He's right but....I can't fyte to stay away forever. I'll try but this is just too much for meeh to take ryte now. I got finals coming up soon and this is some stress that I really could have done wiffout...I don't need this now...no...no I really really don't. I don't think I can take this. Wiff all dat's been happening lately I wouldn't be surprised if I just dropped dead...frankly...I'd welcome it...

I think I'm just going to end this pathetic post here. Nuffin else for meeh to saii but wollow in self pity. If I wanna do dat then I can do it away from dis blog...I don't need to type to feel totally worthless.


THIS is the real Hennessy
6/07/2004 07:29:00 PM

What you see


Pronunciation: Hen-nes-si Roy-se
Variant(s): Henny, Hen, Rolls Royce, Roycie, The Drink
Function: Noun
Etymology: Easily falls in love. Mild tempered but explosive when angered. Thinks with heart over logic, thus, suffers from a broken heart constantly.

¤Name¤: Hennessy Royce
¤Birthdate¤: Sept. 24
¤Gender¤: Female
¤Height¤: 5'2''
¤Age¤: 15
¤Eye Color¤: Brown
¤Hair Color¤: Aurburn
¤Star Sign¤: Proud to be a LIBRA!
¤Obsession¤: Shoppin and Internet, Football
¤Personality¤: Loud and Hyper
¤Instrument¤: Piano and Flute
¤Angel or Devil¤: 30-70
¤Relationship Status¤: Single and NOT looking


¤AIM¤

Only Comforts


¤Adriana¤
¤Andrew¤
¤Brandon¤
¤Star¤
¤Damita¤
Rheo
¤Miyana¤
¤Paul¤
¤Bozjanique¤
¤Shaz¤

Past Unforgotten


+04/01/2003 - 05/01/2003+
+05/01/2003 - 06/01/2003+
+06/01/2003 - 07/01/2003+
+07/01/2003 - 08/01/2003+
+08/01/2003 - 09/01/2003+
+09/01/2003 - 10/01/2003+
+10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003+
+11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003+
+12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004+
+01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004+
+02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004+
+03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004+
+04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004+
+05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004+
+06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004+
+07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004+
+08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004+
+09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004+
+12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005+
+01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005+
+02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005+
+03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005+
+08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005+
+11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005+

Wishes Unfulfilled



¤ Ipod Photo
¤ New Make-up Bag
¤ Louis Vuitton Backpack
¤ Red Nail Polish
¤ Von Dutch Jacket
¤ New Timberlands
¤ Video Phone
¤ Sorority Jacket
¤ USC FootBall Jersey
¤ Over-sized Frat. T-Shirt
¤ Just Cavalli (perfume)
¤ Fendi Purse
¤ Dooney and Bourke Purse
¤ Dior Sunglasses
¤ Chanel Boots
¤ Chanel Glasses
¤ New Digital Camera
¤ Roberto Cavalli coat