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Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Mood:  | Flirty
Music: Nothing
Social: Gareth
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--One year and Twenty Two-days--
Aside from feelin a lil bit flirty I'm also bored. All mai friends just left and I'm at the library for lyke da 3 time this week. It shows you how much I hate the idea of having to go home.
Well...nuffin much has been going on since da last time I blogged....well there is something but again I don't wanna saii it here. I kno dat this blog is password protected and dat only da ppl I want to see it have da password but...sometimes...I just don't wanna write it out you kno? Iono why either. Just something dat tells meeh to watch what I write and when I write it.
So lyke I was saying I got left alone bai Jerrika and Miyana (two of mai sisters). They had to go home early todaii and I really hate that. There's no one here...well there is someone, and no for once ish not Robet. Acually now dat I think about it, he really really did seem bothered todaii. I wonder what's wrong wiff him and if he's oki. He just seemed really quiet and when it was time for him to leave and I told him "bai" he seemed really out of it. Iono why but I hope he's iight. I hate to see it when someone I kno is out of it. Even if ish just a lil bit. Part of meeh feels dat I have something to do wiff why he's so out of it. Why? Because lyke when he rolled up meeh, Jerrika and Miyana were making all mean comments about him. Now I kno dat others would saii dat I'm not mean enough to him I just hate being mean to him. Period. I don't care what he's done in da past I hate being mean to him. They were all chanting "Nightmare from hell" and stuff lyke dat. They were talking about how he looks and stuff...Iono I feel pretty bad. I kno I'm going to feel really really bad if he's down because of meeh....
Anyway, yeah, I'm here with Daniel, well now he's on another computer and sitting a bit away from meeh but we're still here together. Now I hear that he lykes meeh, but iono if dats tru. He's always saying da opposite when someone brings it up and then he seems kinda....you kno... um... ::coughs::gay::coughs:: So I have no idea if this is tru or not. Iono...either waii all I kno ish dat I got mai flirt on ^_^ Don't matter. I was feeling flirty all daii.
Which, considering how mai nyte/morning went, is a fucking surprise. I can't go into detail but...it was just so fucked up. I hated last nyte...I kno for sure that I wanted to die. Just flat out. Stop living. Stop breathing. I wanted to kill maiself. I wanted someone to kill meeh. I didn't wanna be around anymore...what was the point then?
But when later this morning rolled around Julian knew how to make things better for meeh. He always does. He's lyke his name sake, super man always makin the evil go away. Iono how to thank him for da things dat he did but I kno I have to.
Oki I think that I'm going to end this post here. Nuffin else to saii. I think I'ma go deal wiff Daniel. Iono. Iight I'ma go. One luv. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
6/09/2004 04:38:00 PM
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