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Saturday, July 24, 2004
Mood: Pretty Damn Oki
Music: Some old Metalica song
Social: No one yet...but da nyte ish young ^^;;
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--Day Five--
Well I’m back and ooooooh what a horrible past couple of days. Shit has been going on dat I can’t even explain. Some of ish good, some of ish bad...but ish all in da past, kinda. Ova da past three daiis dat I haven’t blogged I’ve been talkin a lot more to Robert, lyke a couple of times a daii. I kno dat on thus. Nyte I talked to him for almost an hour and then since I didn’t get much sleep dat nyte I stayed home on Fridaii. So we talked on and off all of Fridaii, and then again todaii on and off. It was kinda hard for meeh to talk to him todaii cuz mai momma was around da whole tyme and she’s really doesn’t lyke meeh talkin to him. In fact, if I talk to him n-e-more on mai phone I’m going to get it taken away, well more than I already have cuz ish taken away from meeh now since mai phone bill is sooo high. Then if he calls da house phone mai mom’s going to yell at him she said so Iono what the fuck her damn problem is but it needs to stop! I can’t take her shit no more. Earlier at lunch todaii Robert called meeh and she reaches ova and snatches da phone from meeh and yells! Talkin bout "Why you callin mai daughter!" and shit lyke dat. ::shakes head::
But dats lyke da kinda oki part...as for da bad part...I’ve told him how I feel...yepp I’ve done da stupidest thing I could have done. I told him. I literally broke down on da phone and thro mai tears told him how I felt. Aint dat about a bitch? I swore dat would neva happen and yet it has....great huh? Actually...I kinda hate to admit dis but I do feel a lil bit better. Now he knos and I kno I said I was neva gonna tell him but...iono it feels kinda ryte dat he knos. We’ve been talkin a lot mo’ lately, we’ve got a couple of thangs on da DL between us so meeh tellin him wasn’t soooo bad, well it doesn’t seem too bad now. Back when I was tellin him it felt lyke hell.
N-e-waiiz, I wasn’t feeling dis good earlier in da week...nah. This is really good compared to how I was acting yesterdaii even. Yesterdaii I just cried and cried and cried for most of the daii. That’s just great isn’t it? Pfft yeah ryte. Oh well...whatever. UGH! Talkin to dat lil boiz got meeh usin dem words.... -__- "Whatever, oh well, yeah, ok, maiibe..." T_T Damn lazy answers.... N-E-WAIIZ! Back on mai topic, yesterdaii was not a good daii for meeh. I was going to blog about it but I couldn’t. I just aint had it in meeh. I aint even had nuff in meeh to heat up some decent food. I was just sooo not maiself. Now I am, I’m feelin better....much much better. Again tho I couldn’t’ve gotten dis waii wiffout mai friends who’re always helping meeh. They kno who they are and as always I wanna take em. Cuz I kno dat if I didn’t have em to talk to and to call and cry to, I wouldn’t be where I am todaii. Sometimes I just need a shoulder to cry on or someone to yell some sense into meeh. Thanks. Y’all have taken care of meeh when I’ve been down and if you guys are ever down I’m going to take care of y’all just lyke y’all helped meeh.
I kinda feel bas for everyone dats in dis lil situation. I hate being stuck in luv triangles, but we have no other waii around this. Tomorrow I’m going to find out what’s going down, see if our deal is on or off. I don’t care for it...if ish on then good if ish off then oh well.
::sighs::
The only thing dats bothering meeh ryte now ish mai mom. I don’t understand her. Iono why she’s making this big deal about meeh talkin to Robert. I’ve known him FOREVER and just because we started talkin now she freaks out and makes a big deal. How stupid can she be.
::sighs::
This gets worse everydaii...I just can’t take this anymore...I can’t...I don’t kno how much more of her I can take... Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
7/24/2004 10:15:00 PM
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