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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Mood: Stuck Up
Music: Nothing
Social: Estelle, Via Cell Phone
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--Day Ten--
Yeah just lyke mai mood says I'm feeling lyke a stuck up lil bitch. Why? Cuz that's just the waii that Robyn is acting. I kno that we're suppose to be best friends and whatever but if she starts giving meeh her stupid ol' attitude she's going to get nothing but mhate back from meeh. Yeah I love her and all lyke a sister but I don't play that stupid shit. I told her when we first met that I don't roll lyke dat and yet she's going to act lyke dis...so whatever. Let her act lyke dis all she wanna. Cuz I'm not going to walk on egg shells for no bitch. I'm not going to kiss no ones ass just cuz there's something going on that she doesn't lyke. Minding her business....mai ass! Iono what the fuck has her so fucking angry at meeh but I don't care anymore. Yeah I cared a lil bit earlier when I had to see her but I don't care anymore. She wants to be mad then fine let her be mad cuz I really dont' care anymore. I've lost friends, and yeah I'ma saii this, ish gonna hurt meeh to lose her as a friend but if this is how she wants it then this is how she's going to get it. I'm not going to talk to her unless she talks to meeh! DONE DEAL!
::sighs::
N-e-wayz, other than that, I'm not too bad in a mood. I'm oki. I was here (at da library) wiff Robert and Shay. I don't really count her tho because you kno what the heffa did? She goes off and she sits in da stupid lil corner wiff Robyn talkin about god knows what. So whatever, she wasn't really here wiff meeh. The only person I count being here wiff todaii is Robert. Yeah....he was kinda getting on mai nerves earlier as always but that's oki. At least I kno that if something goes wrong wiff him he wont' be a total prick about it and shut meeh out in a stupid child-like pout. ::shakes head:: I'm sorry that I can't blog wiffout bringing da issue wiff Robyn up she's just getting on mai nerves so fucking bad ryte now. I don't kno if she's still here or not, frankly I don't care. I don't even wanna hear her stupid ass. I tried to be nice to her earlier, ask her whats wrong and if there was something wrong wiff meeh then she could have told meeh then. But what does she do? Nothing, she just shuts meeh out lyke she's doing wiff everyone else except Shay. She can talk to her, hell those heffas can even LAUGH together. But NOOO! Let meeh try and talk to em and they get all fucking quiet. Well you kno what...FUCK THIS!
::groans::
I kno dat it seems lyke I'm not going to get over this any time soon but I relaly think that bai ranting I'm doing the ryte thing. I haven't typed this fast in years, I have ppl just staring at meeh in awe! I'm that fucking mad. I'm wondering maiself how on earth I'm making it this fast wiffout making a mistake. I'm not making many! I'm just typing away, taking mai anger out on the keys cuz I kno that's better than taking it out on someone or maiself.
Well, when I get home I kno now that I'm going to be in a world full of trouble. Why? Cuz I lost one of the most valuable things that Julian has ever given meeh. Yepp....the set of gold earings he gave to meeh for mai 15th birthdaii....::sighs:: gone. I lost one of em and I kno that he's going to notice when I don't wear them around the house or out to dinner and stuff lyke dat. I just can't believe that I lost them. I don't even kno how I lost them. I've been so mad todaii that they could have fallen off anywhere. Hell, I could have lost it at school before I even got mad. Or on the walk here (thanks for leaving meeh Robert!!) and even when I got here. I could have been too mad to remember. ::sighs:: Either waii I hope that I do find it...if not...oh lord oh lord....let Julian go blind....
Well, I think that's all I have to saii for now. I think I'm going to go walk around or get something to eat...Iono....i just realized that I'm here alone so I have nothing to do...as always. Whatever. I'll be around later. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
7/28/2004 02:35:00 PM
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