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Saturday, August 28, 2004
Mood:  | Expecting
Music: Take it all away Bai Ryan Cabrera
Social: No one, again
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--Day Fourty-One--
I'm baaack and sooner than I was last time ^___^ Yayness for meeh!!
Now before I continue, and ppl start trippin about mai mood no I'm not expecting a kid I'm expecting some news. I kno ish kinda not da same but I lyke da icon so Blah. ::sticks out tonuge:: Leave meeh 'lone.
Iight, now down to buisness. Todaii, meeh and BRIGETTE went to da Brige ^____^ At first we were going to see a movie but what had happened was that the movie we wanted to see isn't playing there anymore. We wanted to see "Lil black book" but they cancled it soo....we didn't have anything to do. Pooie. We actually ended up having lunch at Islands, had a Strawberry Bacadri Dacaquri wiff a BLT and some fries...did some shopping (bought some KYOOOOOTE gold earrings and some long earrings) and I saw a friend there, JEAN PAUL. It was nice to see him again since I hadn't seen him since skewl let out.
You kno, da trip to da brige was kinda what I needed. Lately, things have been really fucked up. Yesterdaii while I was online I got word dat BRAD had been stabbed in da chest..... I don't think I've cried dat hard before in mai life. I was hysterical...you can ask around. I was on da phone wiff ESTELLE not long after I heard da news and I couldn't calm down. I was sobbing uncontrollably and shaking off da charts. ::sighs:: It was just so skari...I kept thinking what if he doesn't make it? I got really skared. Then I got of da intermet and talked on da house phone wiff ESTELLE some more, for 80 minutes actually...I'm going to get mai ass kicked when da bill shows up but I needed it. I needed to talk to someone since JULIAN shut himself off to da world. I couldn't talk to him cuz he'd just look ryte at meeh as if I wasn't talkin at all, lyke I wasn't even there. I kno ish gonna cost meeh, talking on da phone dat much but I had to... I just needed some support for a moment. So big ups go to her for all her help when I needed it da most.
Other than all of us finding our own waiis to cope and take our minds off of what's going on wiff BRAD I've been semi-oki. I know for a fact da trip to da brige helped meeh more than anyone can even imagine. I hate being depressed so dat helped. What else helped was getting a phone call from BOZJA Since we haven't been talkin as much as we use to. It was nice to hear her voice again ^_^ She actually even blogged (::had a heart attack when heard::) She's going to be going to Vegas soon, (As you prolly can tell I'm not going to get a chance to go this year ... -___- ) and she wants meeh to make her a layout while she's gone. Ish gonna be mai pleasure ^_^ I needed something to do other than draw. I've been drawing sooo much lately!! I never draw this much! I'm even getting a lil better, saiis mai dear friend ADRI. I hope that I am, I kno dat I'm lyke never going to come up to her level in drawing cuz ish just amazin, or even KACEA'S level for dat matter. They're both very very talented, and I wish I could be lyke dat too. I'm just not dat great. I'm better wiff mai writing. Speaking of which...I've neglected mai book.... But but but, there's an upside! Ultimate yayness. I got a little flame of inspiration earlier. I'm going to write it down a lil later before I lose it. ^_^;; Cuz knoing meeh, I'll do dat.
Oki...wow dats a long entry for not saying much. But I'm glad to get it outta da waii. I'm keeping mai blog alive ^_____^ Weeeeee.
Iight, I'ma get going now. JULIAN'S giving meeh this look...oki I'm gone!! Until later, HOLLA ATCHA GURL!!
THIS is the real Hennessy
8/28/2004 09:58:00 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Mood: | Skewl Sick
Music: LaLa bai Ashlee Simpson
Social: Not on AIM
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--Day Thritry-Seven--
Wow, I am soooo neglectant of mai blog...I should be blogging more often since I'm home all da tyme but iono mai daii flies bai sooo fast bai just sleepin and whatnot. ^^;;
N-e-waiiz, todaii I went out da house ::gasps:: I actually went out only cuz i had to mail something for 'Stelly, a lil picture I drew 4 her and 2 CDs...but you kno what? I can't believe dis either...even now, I left her damn address at home! HOME! what good's dat gonna do meeh when I'm at da post office?! GRRR! So den I called her and she don't pick up her fone ( -_-;; ) So I left da house for no reason. -_____-;; Ish oki tho...I had piano lessons later todaii so dats kinda oki...I'm not mad or anything I'm just a lil disappointed at maiself. Oh well, I'ma send it out tomorrow ^^;;
Well, lyke mai mood says I'm actually skewl sick. I'm lonesum for mai friends. Hehehe. I can't wait to see em. I talked to Shaz yesterdaii on da phone and tomorrow I'ma call her, and ryte now I'm talking to Jerrika, mai sister. We're talkin about how trife her boifriend is acting lately. Hahah, men ^^ they're so fun to talk about ^_____^
Other than dat, I'm not doing much. I'm suppose to go back to skewl shoppin soon, gotta get a whole new batch of make-up, some more clothes and whatnots, purses, backpacks, all dat good stuff. And then I still gotta handle dis lil matter wiff some guy...ain't gonna saii no names and stuff but mai friends kno what I'm talkin bout.
Earlier todaii i talked to Robert on da phone. Man...no body makes meeh laugh lyke he does. I'm serious. I was red in da face he made meeh laugh so much. I need to call him tomorrow, I'll add him to da list. I need a good laugh. ^___^
Oki, I think I'm going to tie dis down. I'ma outta here. Phone calls going too long. Iight I'm outta here. Until later, holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
8/24/2004 08:04:00 PM
Monday, August 16, 2004
Mood:  Candy Sweet
Music: None
Social: No one online but at the library wiff Shaz, Christian, Bryan and Ryan
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--Day Twenty-Nine--
Todaii is da second to last daii of summer skewl. I'm soooo glad. Iono why I even came to skewl todaii tho....dats why meeh and everyone else decided to leave skewl before second period. Now we're at da library and I'm here bloggin while everyone is lookin at something else. ::shrugs:: Iono what they're doing but I kno I'm getting mai blog on. I only have nine more minutes to go so I better make this quick.
Since da last time I blogged (I kno I've been gone a while) Not too much has happened. Actually something has. I did kinda take Cory as mai man, I still dunno why. Iono what came ova meeh but I kno dat I'm confused. I still lyke Robert a lot, A LOT a lot, I mean you just don't even kno....so meeh going wiff Cory has been rather confusing for mai poor lil brain. Iono what I'm going to do about dis situation but I'll figure it out later. Ryte now I'm just going to live for da moment.
8 minutes to go....
N-e-waiiz, meeh and Shaz were suppose to go take pictures tomorrow but we changed our minds. We're going to go take X-mas pictures instead later on in the year. I don't have much money on meeh at da moment cuz I have to paii a 3.10 dollar fone bill. Robert's was 226 this month...we're both in some deep shit wiff our parents...looks lyke we're going to have to cut bk on all da phone calls and texting....
7 minutes to go....
Well...dat's actually da only thing dat's been going on. I'm still not talking to Robyn, I don't think that I will for some time. She's being rather difficult and to be honest...Yes I do miss her but I'm not going to die ova da fact dat she's not around no mo'. Yes we were tyte, tyter dan dat really but if she's not going to come to meeh proper and try to be mai friend I'm not going to beg for her. I'm fine ryte now, I got good friends and while I miss her I don't need her so, Neeeh!
6 minutes....
Shaz just showed up ^^;; lemme talk to her. She says da guys are lookin at some Slipknot stuff... ::rolls eyes:: men. ^^;;; They're so eazily intertained.
Oki...I'm outta here. I'll BBL. Until den, Holla atcha gurl. I'm out.
THIS is the real Hennessy
8/16/2004 11:14:00 AM
Friday, August 06, 2004
Mood:  Girlie
Music: Burn Bai Usher
Social: No one online, but in the same room as Andrew
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--Day Nineteen--
Well I kno dat I didn’t blog when I said dat I was going to. Oh well, nuffin happened on tuesdaii n-e-wayz. For some reason or otha we couldn’t go so I just went home. Whatever, I still haven’t spoken to Robyn, I tried to saii hi to her a couple of daiis ago and I couldn’t really tell if she cared or not. So since she doesn’t seen to be making an effort I’ve just forgotten about dat. I’ve got a life to live ^^
Speakin of dat, da last couple of daiis have been pretty oki surprisingly. Brad’s actually doing pretty good. I’m glad dat he is. I was so worried about him. I’m so glad dat he’s doing better. Yesterdaii, I wasn’t too pleased wiff Brad but I’m ova it now. I forgive him.
Todaii, I came to da conclusion dat I don’t lyke dis guy named Bree anymore. I use to lyke him but things didn’t work out. Now, I have a crush on someone named Cory. ^_^ Christian, Shaz and maiibe even Bryon are trying to hook us up. I heard dat Cory thinks dat I’m kyoote, hell I think he’s hot! He’s got dis lil babi boi face dat I just go crazi for. He’s a nice guy and after dating nothing but losers ish nice to date a nice guy. I hope dat things go well wiff hooking us up cuz I really do lyke Cory. He’s sooo kyoote ::blushes::
When we were at the bus stop todaii, waiting on da bus for an hour, Robert called meeh and invited meeh over. I would have gone but I was wiff Cory, Shaz, Christian and Bryon and we were all actually having a good time sitting there, eating, and talking. I did want to see him and if it had been any other daii I think dat I would have gone. Maiibe I’ll go see him sometime in da coming week but not todaii...I just wasn’t feeling it. I was crushing far too hard on Cory to care. I do lyke Robert still, I can’t deny dat but at the same time I kno dat he’s never going to lyke meeh da same waii I lyke him. I was talking to him earlier this morning on text messages during and I don’t remember how but as always the subject got to Shazlenn again. He said dat he was going to continue to try and talk to her about possibly having a relationship cuz he thought that they would make da most perfect couple. ::sighs:: I’m not going to think about this much anymore. I’m trying to move on dat why I’m seeing if there’s a chance to hook up wiff Cory. No...before you even go there, I’m not trying to hook up wiff Cory just to forget Robert. Nah, I’ve lyked Cory since waii back when we went to go see “Troy” wiff his sister, Shay, and Robyn. I’ve always thought that he was a lil Q.T. Pie!! ^_^
I’m taking to Christian ryte now on texts and he said dat he told Cory dat I lyke him and dat he should talk to meeh about getting together. But he also saiis dat Cory’s kinda scared of acting meeh out! ^^ Awe dats so adorable. I have lyke da biggest grin on mai face ryte now all cuz of dis lil situation. ^_^ Oh wow….^_____^ I haven’t been lyke dis in a long time! I think dat if Cory asks meeh out we myte actually have something here!! Wow...dat would be nice. ^^ I don’t care dat he’s a year younger than meeh. I’d be willin to put dat aside. I kno dat I usually only date older guys but if he’s willin to treat meeh ryte I don’t care how old he is...oki wait dat a lie but still y’all kno what I mean.
Oki I think dat I’m going to cut dis post here. I’ll bbl. Maiibe tomorrow. I have plans on changing da layout so who knos ^^;; Iight I’m out. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
8/06/2004 03:03:00 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
Mood:  | Alone
Music: Goodies Bai "I forgot"
Social: No one
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--Day Fifteen--
Ryte now I'm in frist period, doing nothing but going on mai teacher's laptop. I'm bored. Aint nothing else to do since we aint in our normal classroom.
Yesterdaii, when Julian was on da computer talkin to Bradly, Da'Lisha called. I talked to her for a lil bit about the whole situation dat's going on between meeh and Robyn. It seems dat everyone's all up in dis now. From what I heard they talked to her and they got her side of the story. Then when they called meeh they wanted mai side. I didn't mind talking to them about, I mean ish whatever ryte? Everyone knos now, so whatever. I don't care.
They told meeh that they wanted meeh and her to talk abotu this. I would talk to her but the thing is, I aint nuffin nice to saii to Robyn. Mai momma taught meeh not to saii nuffin if I aint got nuffin nice to saii. So given da situation ish best I don't saii nuffin for a long time to come. Robyn was acting ultra shady and treating meeh lyke shit for da past week so if anyone asks meeh I've got all da ryte in da world to be as mad as I am.
I even talked to Adriana about dis problem. She got online on Saturdaii nyte and I cannot even being to express how happi I was to see her sn pop up. I lyke felt tears of joy coming up cuz I hadn't talked to her in so long. Lately, I had been feeling so alone, as if I was losing all of mai friends. It was nice to talk to her since to meeh, Adri's always been a sister to meeh, just lyke mai other friends. But since we weren't seeing eye to eye at da moment, Adri was all I had.
Everyone's been trying to help meeh wiff dis and I really really really I mean REALLY appriciate dis. Big thanks go out to Shay and Da'Lisha because even tho this isn't their problem and they could have just turned their backs on this they didn't. Then of course there's Shazlenn who's been thro all of dis wiff meeh. She hasn't let meeh go one moment alone wiff dis and I'm glad. Thanks to her I don't feel as alone as I would if she wasn't around. When things got really really down and out, it felt as if she was the only friend I had left that would leave meeh at skewl. So thanks to her too. More thanks go out to Estelle who as always was there for meeh lyke a big sister should be. Thanks a bunch. Then there's Julian who....up until this point I had been flaming mad at. But he changed mai oppinion of him last nyte. We're on good terms again....
...But speaking about last nyte...not everything was sunshine and rainbows. Why? Cuz well, there was some stuff going on that's not exactly mai story to tell. But I kno dat because of what was going on, someone got mad at someone and then left here. (They kno who they are). And...tho I'm going to skip a lot of the details someone got in a car accident: Bradly. From what I heard he almost hit another car, so in order not to he swirved. When he swrived his car flipped over and the rest is history as they saii. A lil later, around 10-ish or so, someone called here asking for Ju. He was some dude from the highway patrol. Said that Brad said to call Ju and tell him. When he got of da phone Ju went to the hospital to find out how Brad was doing.
He came back sometime in the early morning. But when I woke up around 7 he told meeh dat Brad's goig to be fine. He just got some stitches on his forehead and on the back of his head. But other than that he's going to be fine. I'm glad. I was scared so bad when I heard I thought for a moment it was going to be a serious crash. I can't even saii how glad I am that nothing too serious happened to Brad....i was just so worried. And I kno dat I wasn't da only one. I stayed up a good portion of da nyte praying and hoping that he was going to be oki. I couldn't lose him lyke dat. I just wouldn't have been able to bear dat. He's lyke mai big brother. We've been thro some of the same things and we're so alike. I need him around cuz I kno dat if no one will understand meeh, he will.
And dat's dat.....nuffin else has happened other than dat. I'm sure dat I'm going to blog about what happenes tomorrow because I gotta meet up wiff Robyn, Da'Lisha, Shay, and even Robert at da library to swish dis drama once and for all. ::sighs:: About time. I hate fyting wiff folks. I just wanna kno what's up. I wanna kno if our friendship is really over or if we can work dis out. Iono. I'ma find out. Wish meeh luck, eh? Oki, I'm out for now. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
8/02/2004 09:09:00 AM
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