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Monday, August 02, 2004
Mood:  | Alone
Music: Goodies Bai "I forgot"
Social: No one
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--Day Fifteen--
Ryte now I'm in frist period, doing nothing but going on mai teacher's laptop. I'm bored. Aint nothing else to do since we aint in our normal classroom.
Yesterdaii, when Julian was on da computer talkin to Bradly, Da'Lisha called. I talked to her for a lil bit about the whole situation dat's going on between meeh and Robyn. It seems dat everyone's all up in dis now. From what I heard they talked to her and they got her side of the story. Then when they called meeh they wanted mai side. I didn't mind talking to them about, I mean ish whatever ryte? Everyone knos now, so whatever. I don't care.
They told meeh that they wanted meeh and her to talk abotu this. I would talk to her but the thing is, I aint nuffin nice to saii to Robyn. Mai momma taught meeh not to saii nuffin if I aint got nuffin nice to saii. So given da situation ish best I don't saii nuffin for a long time to come. Robyn was acting ultra shady and treating meeh lyke shit for da past week so if anyone asks meeh I've got all da ryte in da world to be as mad as I am.
I even talked to Adriana about dis problem. She got online on Saturdaii nyte and I cannot even being to express how happi I was to see her sn pop up. I lyke felt tears of joy coming up cuz I hadn't talked to her in so long. Lately, I had been feeling so alone, as if I was losing all of mai friends. It was nice to talk to her since to meeh, Adri's always been a sister to meeh, just lyke mai other friends. But since we weren't seeing eye to eye at da moment, Adri was all I had.
Everyone's been trying to help meeh wiff dis and I really really really I mean REALLY appriciate dis. Big thanks go out to Shay and Da'Lisha because even tho this isn't their problem and they could have just turned their backs on this they didn't. Then of course there's Shazlenn who's been thro all of dis wiff meeh. She hasn't let meeh go one moment alone wiff dis and I'm glad. Thanks to her I don't feel as alone as I would if she wasn't around. When things got really really down and out, it felt as if she was the only friend I had left that would leave meeh at skewl. So thanks to her too. More thanks go out to Estelle who as always was there for meeh lyke a big sister should be. Thanks a bunch. Then there's Julian who....up until this point I had been flaming mad at. But he changed mai oppinion of him last nyte. We're on good terms again....
...But speaking about last nyte...not everything was sunshine and rainbows. Why? Cuz well, there was some stuff going on that's not exactly mai story to tell. But I kno dat because of what was going on, someone got mad at someone and then left here. (They kno who they are). And...tho I'm going to skip a lot of the details someone got in a car accident: Bradly. From what I heard he almost hit another car, so in order not to he swirved. When he swrived his car flipped over and the rest is history as they saii. A lil later, around 10-ish or so, someone called here asking for Ju. He was some dude from the highway patrol. Said that Brad said to call Ju and tell him. When he got of da phone Ju went to the hospital to find out how Brad was doing.
He came back sometime in the early morning. But when I woke up around 7 he told meeh dat Brad's goig to be fine. He just got some stitches on his forehead and on the back of his head. But other than that he's going to be fine. I'm glad. I was scared so bad when I heard I thought for a moment it was going to be a serious crash. I can't even saii how glad I am that nothing too serious happened to Brad....i was just so worried. And I kno dat I wasn't da only one. I stayed up a good portion of da nyte praying and hoping that he was going to be oki. I couldn't lose him lyke dat. I just wouldn't have been able to bear dat. He's lyke mai big brother. We've been thro some of the same things and we're so alike. I need him around cuz I kno dat if no one will understand meeh, he will.
And dat's dat.....nuffin else has happened other than dat. I'm sure dat I'm going to blog about what happenes tomorrow because I gotta meet up wiff Robyn, Da'Lisha, Shay, and even Robert at da library to swish dis drama once and for all. ::sighs:: About time. I hate fyting wiff folks. I just wanna kno what's up. I wanna kno if our friendship is really over or if we can work dis out. Iono. I'ma find out. Wish meeh luck, eh? Oki, I'm out for now. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
8/02/2004 09:09:00 AM
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