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Saturday, August 28, 2004
Mood:  | Expecting
Music: Take it all away Bai Ryan Cabrera
Social: No one, again
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--Day Fourty-One--
I'm baaack and sooner than I was last time ^___^ Yayness for meeh!!
Now before I continue, and ppl start trippin about mai mood no I'm not expecting a kid I'm expecting some news. I kno ish kinda not da same but I lyke da icon so Blah. ::sticks out tonuge:: Leave meeh 'lone.
Iight, now down to buisness. Todaii, meeh and BRIGETTE went to da Brige ^____^ At first we were going to see a movie but what had happened was that the movie we wanted to see isn't playing there anymore. We wanted to see "Lil black book" but they cancled it soo....we didn't have anything to do. Pooie. We actually ended up having lunch at Islands, had a Strawberry Bacadri Dacaquri wiff a BLT and some fries...did some shopping (bought some KYOOOOOTE gold earrings and some long earrings) and I saw a friend there, JEAN PAUL. It was nice to see him again since I hadn't seen him since skewl let out.
You kno, da trip to da brige was kinda what I needed. Lately, things have been really fucked up. Yesterdaii while I was online I got word dat BRAD had been stabbed in da chest..... I don't think I've cried dat hard before in mai life. I was hysterical...you can ask around. I was on da phone wiff ESTELLE not long after I heard da news and I couldn't calm down. I was sobbing uncontrollably and shaking off da charts. ::sighs:: It was just so skari...I kept thinking what if he doesn't make it? I got really skared. Then I got of da intermet and talked on da house phone wiff ESTELLE some more, for 80 minutes actually...I'm going to get mai ass kicked when da bill shows up but I needed it. I needed to talk to someone since JULIAN shut himself off to da world. I couldn't talk to him cuz he'd just look ryte at meeh as if I wasn't talkin at all, lyke I wasn't even there. I kno ish gonna cost meeh, talking on da phone dat much but I had to... I just needed some support for a moment. So big ups go to her for all her help when I needed it da most.
Other than all of us finding our own waiis to cope and take our minds off of what's going on wiff BRAD I've been semi-oki. I know for a fact da trip to da brige helped meeh more than anyone can even imagine. I hate being depressed so dat helped. What else helped was getting a phone call from BOZJA Since we haven't been talkin as much as we use to. It was nice to hear her voice again ^_^ She actually even blogged (::had a heart attack when heard::) She's going to be going to Vegas soon, (As you prolly can tell I'm not going to get a chance to go this year ... -___- ) and she wants meeh to make her a layout while she's gone. Ish gonna be mai pleasure ^_^ I needed something to do other than draw. I've been drawing sooo much lately!! I never draw this much! I'm even getting a lil better, saiis mai dear friend ADRI. I hope that I am, I kno dat I'm lyke never going to come up to her level in drawing cuz ish just amazin, or even KACEA'S level for dat matter. They're both very very talented, and I wish I could be lyke dat too. I'm just not dat great. I'm better wiff mai writing. Speaking of which...I've neglected mai book.... But but but, there's an upside! Ultimate yayness. I got a little flame of inspiration earlier. I'm going to write it down a lil later before I lose it. ^_^;; Cuz knoing meeh, I'll do dat.
Oki...wow dats a long entry for not saying much. But I'm glad to get it outta da waii. I'm keeping mai blog alive ^_____^ Weeeeee.
Iight, I'ma get going now. JULIAN'S giving meeh this look...oki I'm gone!! Until later, HOLLA ATCHA GURL!!
THIS is the real Hennessy
8/28/2004 09:58:00 PM
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