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Friday, September 24, 2004
Mood:  | Da Birthdaii Girl
Music: You Got It Bad bai Usher
Social: Adri
--ISH MAI BIRTHDAII!!!--
Finally!! Da girl you kno and luv is finally 16! I am so happi. I had a pretty good daii, despite da nyte I had. It's lyke it all magically went away when I came home around 2 in the morning only to find dat I had a package, from ESTELLE. Lemme talk about mai gifts.
ESTELLE: It made mai nyte/morning. She helped all da pain go away. She sent meeh da most beautiful earrings I've seen. I luv them. They're gold and I just can't stop looking at them. Everyone's been asking meeh "omg girl where did you get those" mainly females tho. They luv em. I lyke knowing dat i got something ppl want. And then there was a painting. It just took mai breath away. It was just so.....so....iono i can't even describe it. It moved meeh so much. I luved her gifts. They were soo great.
ANDREW: -__- Damn kill-joy. He knos I luv a good surprise but he told meeh a long time ago what he was going to get meeh so getting that purse was no surprise.
SHAY: She gave meeh some candles, (rose) and a candle holder (bunni). They were soo kyoote. Then she got meeh some of those kyoote lil rubber bracelets. I'm wearing them now. I luved em ^___^
ROBYN: HOOKER EARRINGS!!! Hahaha, she got meeh 2 pairs of big no no---HUGE earrings. I could wear them as bracelets and they would be too big. I think I myte be able to put them around mai neck. Then she also got meeh a pair of "decent" earrings. They were kyoote too ^^
DA'LISHA: Betty Boop stuff ^___^ a kyoote lil wallet wiff a lil notebook thingie and then some MARDI GRAS Beads!! ^________^
Then there are mai friends at skewl lyke CLAUDIA, MAURICIO, FRAN, SAJEETA, JEAN PAUL, SEAN NEAL etc. that gave meeh birthdaii dollars. This years total: 23 dollars. ::sighs:: nothing compared to da money I pulled but it wasn't the money dat counted, ish da fact that they cared enough to give meeh something. ^_^ It made meeh so happi.
There was also the wb assemb. todaii. It was pretty oki. It would have been better if it hadn't been so damn hot. We were outside for a damn hour and it was soo hot. I think I fell sleep for a while. ::shrugs:: N-e-wayz, da assemb. was iight....it could have been better. I kno da Drill team could have done better. I was looking forward to their preformance but it was.......dull. I thought they were going to do something else. Something lyke how they use to. Then there was AK. Now....we all kno I'm not a big AK fan, but they were oki todaii. They did good. I gotta give props where props are earned. Maiibe next year we'll preform. Iono. I'll get on it later.
Well dats about it...I think I'm going to go do something, find anything to do. I'll be back later. Holla atcha gurl!! ^_________^
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/24/2004 08:12:00 PM
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Mood:  | Give In
Music: Shiver Mai Marron 5
Social: No One on AIM but in the same room as Brad
--One Daii Until Mai Birthdaii--
Wow...mai 200th post...what a waii to ring it in...so....happi.....
....Todaii was...not too great a daii. There were some things dat when on when I was home that I'd really rather not talk about ryte now but they upset meeh. One daii before mai fuckin birthdaii and I have to get upset. Isn't this just fuckin fabolous? Just soooo magical. Since things were so 'magical' at home I kinda had to escape all da 'magic' and find a normal place. So I came to see Bradly. I knew that he wouldn't turn meeh away and he hasn't. I just took mai shit and left. I got one phone call from ROBYN then I went out da front door. I've been here for almost a good 40 minutes. Comfort at last. I don't have to put up wiff da ppl tellin meeh what I've done to their lives, how much of a mistake I am. How every year mai birthdaii is 'a bitter reminder that i've lasted another year'. Doesn't that make you feel all warm inside?
And that was just at home. At skewl it wasn't much better either. Iono...earlier todaii meeh and ROBYN went to get something to eat since we went to da pep rally and well ROBERT was up there helpin out, when we asked him if he could you kno, cut us up to da front of da line he's going to look at meeh and his sister and just saii lyke "Iono you two" WTF is that!?! OOOOOOOH! I wanted to hit him so fuckin bad! So then iono, I just lyke stood to da side and talked to mai friends BERNICE and SAJEETA about how much of an ass he is. I think he heard meeh cuz lyke he didn't even look back at meeh once durning da whole time we was up there and later when I saw him after skewl he didn't even saii hi to meeh. ::rolls eyes:: He looked at dis dude ryte fuckin behind meeh and said hi to HIM but not meeh! UGH! Sometimes I swear that ROBERT makes meeh so fuckin mad!!
Then theres dis thing wiff one of mai close close friends, SHAZ. She is no where to be found! I kno a lotta ppl have been trying to text her and call her but they don't get any real answer. Iono where she is, if she's oki or not, but I'm worried. If she reads this while she's away from skewl, girl, we miss you and we're worried about you. We hope you're safe and come back to us very very soon.
Um...tomorrow's the WB assem. at skewl. I'm kinda lokoing forward to dat. You kno, other than mai birthdaii. I just kinda wanna get back out, I don't wanna go threw tonyte. I just wish I could skip up ahead to tomorrow, get things over wiff I guess. Ish lyke da onlii thing I'm looking forward to, other than that, mai life is a bust. I don't think I can take anymore arguments. I'm sick of them. I wanna have one daii where I'm completely at ease, relaxed. But I think ish a lil bit on da askin too much side. Oh well....I'm going to make due wiff what I have, try and make da best of dis.
I think I'll go now. I'll be back tomorrow, posting hopefully on a better daii.
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/23/2004 09:31:00 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Mood: Skewl Girl
Music: None
Social: AIM's Down
--Two Daiis Until Mai Birthdaii--
AHHH! I hate it when AIM's down!! ::sobs:: Nothin to do!! No one to talk to!! Dats why I have BRADLY on da phone so dat I can have company. I'm just going to blog a lil and get outta here so that I can let JU get online. Maiibe he can make AIM work. ::mumbles:: If he makes it work and I don't...
N-e-wayz, I added a lil sparkily header, as you can see, in honor of mai birthdaii. I kno dat ish not mai birthdaii just yet I kinda wanted to add it. It looks really nice, it would look nicer wiff da old old layout since it was pink instead of blu. Hope dat it skill looks kyoote. I kno dat it stands out ^__^
Soooo, todaii I was in a really good mood. Iono why exactly, but I was just so happi todaii!!! I had a great daii, nothing made meeh mad...well actually I seen dat bitch Lydia outside da skewl but dat's no thing. I'm good. She didn't do a thing to meeh. I just don't even lyke seeing her. Even when she breathes she annoys meeh. Oooh lyke I was telling SHAY and ROBYN if it were a different daii and it hadn't been so fuckin hot todaii I would have gone over there and leveled Lydia's face in. Stupid bitch. Dats why when ROBERT walked bai he didn't even saii anything to her. If he's what she was looking for, she lucked out. Sorry, we dont serve whores.
Oki, off of dat, I went down to Lincon street wiff SHAY todaii. We hung out for a while, went to the liquor store to get some daquiries. It was good. Had a good time. See? Skewl was fun and then after skewl was fun too. ^__^ I'm having a pretty good daii todaii. yay for meeh.
Iight I think I'ma get outta here. I have dinner to eat. I'll be back tomorrow. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/22/2004 08:09:00 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Mood:  | TOUCH YO' TOES!
Music: Get Low bai Lil Jon and The Eastside Boys
Social: Kacea, Shay, Robert
--Three Daiis Until Mai Birthdaii--
I'm baaaaaack. ^^;; I'm hyper. I'm feeling better than I was before, cuz I got things figured out. I hear things are doing a lil better but iono too much. I'm going to find out tho, if I can.
Ryte now I'm not doing much, it's back to being hot again. Earlier this morning it was sooo cold. I kno I didn't wanna get up. It was too cold and to top things off I washed mai hair in the morning so it was all wet and cold and I was skared i was going to catch phemonia. ^^;;
N-e-wayz, other than suffering from the heat, I'm just talkin to KACEA. When I started this post I was still talkin ROBERT and SHAY but now iono where they went so I'm just talkin to K and ROBYN IMed meeh. Not much to saii tho, ish too hot to think. Blaaaaaah. -__-
Oh I wrote mai essay for MR. MILLER'S class todaii. It wasn't too hard to do. Oooh and in the monring I got mai test scores. I got an 'above average' in English and then...well....we're going to leave math alone ^^;; Later, lyke after I finish this post, I'm going to draw a picture for mai friend SAJEETA. I've owed it to her for a while. I got a couple of pictures to do and not enough time to do it in. -_- I hate it when I can't do everything at once.
I'm kinda not looking forward to MR. WERONKA'S class. I lyke it or whatever but all he does is lecture. I can't stand that. But at least it's a class wiff some of mai friends. That always makes it worth while.
Well I think I'm going to cut this. I have to work on SAJEETA'S picture, then I have a couple of phone calls to make. Sooo I'll be back later. Tomorrow. I'm happi to be back to posting everydaii tho that's kinda hard. Dammit that reminds meeh...I have 2 journal entries to write for MR. MILLER Damn...well Oki I should go finish up everything. I'll be back tomorrow. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/21/2004 04:31:00 PM
Monday, September 20, 2004
Mood:  | Frightened
Music: Only Hope Bai Mandy Moore
Social: No one
--Four Daiis Until Mai Birthday--
Here I am....cell phone in hand....staring at it....drinking green tea and tryin to think. I tried to call ESTELLER earlier todaii when I heard what had happened to her. I made da mistake on telling JULIAN. He had asked meeh if I had heard from her, I told him not since last nyte when she stopped talkin to meeh last nyte cuz...and then I trailed off. He pressed meeh until I told him and when I did.... ::sigh:: I wish I hadn't. He stood there for a while, staring at meeh blankly until his eyes got all breakie. Then he turned around and locked himself in his room, aint said a thing to meeh since.
::sighs::
Iono what I'm going to do. I'm really worried about both of 'em. I wanna do whatever I can to help em. I kno dat if one of em aint feeling ryte da other one isn't going to be doing oki, and I wanna do what I can to help em but....things seem so impossible ryte now.
I'm scared for ESTELLE. I want her to be oki. I'm scared for how JULIAN takes news. I want him to open up to ppl and talk to meeh because I kno he needs someone ryte now. I'm just so fuckin scared ryte now....::sighs again:: I have no idea what I'm going to do.
......
Well I'm going to try to talk about something else ryte now, cuz if I keep mai mind on this any longer I'm not going to do too well, I myte as well join JULIAN then. I'm going to try to make this work....
Um....I had an oki daii at skewl todaii. I went to da library wiff ROBYN todaii. Tomorrow is twin daii and we were all suppose to dress alike but iono anymore...I talked to SHAY and iono if that's still going to happen. Ryte now I don't really care about much....I don't even care about how close mai birthdaii is. Funni huh? I was all hyped up about dat earlier todaii but not much...and ish not only the situation dats going on ryte now...ish something I have to take care of soon. I have to speak to mai uncle soon....and that's something I'm really not looking forward too. I kno lyke sooner or later when we talk I'm going to bust down cryin....I'm lyke on da bring of tears ryte now, so I kno dat when I talk to him I'm going to lose it. I can't keep mai feelings in too much. I feel lyke I'm going to pop wiff everything I'm feeling. I'm lyke searching everything I have for money...I just can't get mai hands on it....
Uh...well...n-e-wayz, I think I'm going to just go...I can't keep this up much longer. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/20/2004 08:34:00 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Mood:  | Over worked
Music: 4 U Bai Korn
Social: Gar
--Five Daiis Until Mai Brithdaii--
YES!! I've changed da layout finally. Wow da other one lasted all of three daiis before I got sick of it. Hahaha, now I kno I really can't make up mai mind. At first I wanted an imaged layout and when I finally had it I didn't want it anymore. Too much maintenance. I remember when photopeg shut down mai imaged layout looked lyke shit. I didn't wanna have dat happen againm and I didn't really lyke da otha layout so it wasn't a big loss for meeh. As most of you can tell all I did was go back to mai previous layout, changed da pink to blu, and added a few goodies here and there. Not much of a change but I lyke it. Seems plain, yet kyoote, at da same time. ^_^ I am very pleased wiff how it came out.
Well, da reason I'm feelin a lil over worked is cuz I had to make da new layout, took about an hour. Then after that I had to finish up a couple of more pictures for SHAY. I still owe her more of them but for now dats all I can do. Then putting dat aside I still have an essay to write for mai Enligsh class. Ish not going to be hard...I just don't feel lyke writing it. I wanna write for maiself, I miss writing. I'm even trying mai hand at writing some horror but...wiff all dis otha work in mai waii I can't really concentrate.
N-e-wayz, I heard from JULIAN dat he got to talk to ESTELLE last nyte. He didn't wanna talk about it tho, he just said he talked to her and dat was dat. I asked him what was said and he just changed dat subject...iono what's wiff him but he's not acting lyke himself lately. I wish I knew something dat could help him but...::sighs:: ish impossible. Can't help those dat don't wanna be helped. I'ma just let him do what he's gotta do and if he needs meeh he knos where to find meeh but...iono. He's just so out of it.
Iight, I think I'm going to go work on mai story a lil. Mai mom and meeh were thinking about sendin it to a publushing house....so I gotta get working on it. I'll bbl. Holla atcha gurl. ^_^
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/19/2004 01:40:00 PM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Mood:  | Laying about
Music: Hello bai Evanescence
Social: Ju's online, but away, so no one.
--Six Daiis Until Mai Birthdaii--
Ryte now I'm going online and typing over JU'S shoulder. He's not in a good mood ryte now so he's taking it out on his work, while he does dat I'm going to blog ryte fast. ^^ Before he changes his mind.
Todaii I went to BRIGETTE'S house as always. (ish a sat. what do ya'll expect? for meeh to stay home? pfffft haha! no!) Well anywaii I took pics there, and I posted one of the best ones on da blog. I lyke da waii dat one came out. I even took some other ones, lyke one wiff BRAD'S USC jersey but I didn't get to upload those yet. I'll get around to it later.
Also while meeh and BRIG were talkin, we was thinkin bout what we both gonna do for our Homecomings. Hers in on Oct. 9th (I think) and mines is on Nov. 6th. I wanted to go to mines for the longest but mai mom was always telling meeh no. well todaii I got her to kinda bend a lil on how she feels. Since da dance is on a sat. I myte be able to go for a while. Iono why she aint want meeh going but whatever...dats what she kept teling meeh when I brought it up. SOOOOOO, meeh and BRIG were thinkin of going homecoming dress shoppin wiff her next sat. It'll give us something to do since we're always sitting at home wondering what to do. Maiibe we'll even find some kyoote things. ^___^ Who knos but now I'm reallie lookin forward to going to homecoming. At first since I thought that I myte not be going I wasn't hyped but now dat I kno I myte go.....ultimate Yayness!!
In otha news tho, not much better news, I heard about ESTELLE not being able to get online. I kno dats lyke da topic of some ppl's blog, (::cough::julian::cough::) cuz ish a serious issue. Things just don't feel da same when she's not around. ::shrugs:: Iono why, don't ask meeh. But I kno ppl lyke JULIAN and BRAD aren't da same. Earlier I was talkin to BRAD and he sounds as out of it as JU do and that's saying a lot. I wish she could come back, I think that all of this "curruptin her mind" is a bunch of shit. Da ppl ova there dat are makin her not talk to us are a bunch of fuckin bitches. I can't believe they would do some shit lyke dat. Let em try to do something lyke dat to meeh and I promise you...if she was a bitch she'd wake up titless and if it was a dude he'd wake up dickless. Simple as that. You fuck wiff meeh and da things I luv and you gonna wake up fucked up. Fuck wiff meeh and make sure to sleep wiff one eye open cuz I sho in hell don't play. Shit....now I'm fuckin heated lyke I was when I heard da news dis morning. I'm going to have to get mai hands on another phone card so dat I can call ESTELLE and check on her.
Well other than that...I don't think there's much else to saii. I know dat I just changed mai layout lyke....iono....2 daiis ago but since it came out kinda fucked up it's getting on mai nerves and when I get another free daii ish coming down. Iono what I'm going to chage it to, personally I wanna keep it lyte since mai layout was black for the longest time. I myte even take it back to an old layout iono. I'll see. I just kno dat dis one here has gotta go. Da sooner da better.
Oki I'm outta here. Gonna let JU back on this thing. I'll bbl. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/18/2004 09:44:00 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Mood:  | Lazy
Music: Ride wit meeh Bai Nelly
Social: Kacea, Gar, Shay
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--Eight Daiis Until Mai Birthdaii--
Nuffin much up wiff meeh, just finally changed mai layout! ^____^ About time huh? The pic kinda looks a lil distorted....but I'll get it better later or not. I'm too lazy to do it but I'm glad dat I finally changed da layout.
I have HW to do soon, so I'm not going to go on and on wiff dis post. After some HW I got some pics to color and stuff to turn in tomorrow so that I can get paid!! ^__^;;
Well....um...yeah there's reallie nothing much to saii. I didn't go to skewl todaii. But I talked to ESTELLE most of the afternoon. We got to sort a few things out, and I do honestly hope that she's feeling better. So here's mai prayer going on to her. I hope that she gets better. She doesn't deserve to feel this waii, I don't care what she saiis. She's too nice for all dat. I'm going to do whatever I can to help her, and I kno others dat will too. She's going to be oki. I kno it...she has to be...
Iight I think I'ma get to crackin on dat HW so that I can work on what I really luv. BBL. Holla atcha gurl!!
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/16/2004 05:31:00 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004
Mood:  | Demonic
Music: Burn Bai Usher
Social: No one
--Eleven Days Until Mai Birthdaii--
OMG I have 193 posts in dis blog!! Hahah...wow dat was soooo random.....
OKI! Getting ryte down to it...Todaii was a strange daii. As always I was late to mai first period class, cuz I was in da office trying to change mai classes. I was trying to get of mai spanish class but I heard dat I couldn't so whatever. I'll get to dat later. So I was late, lucky for meeh MR. MONK didn't question meeh too much.
Then later when I was at nutrition, I saw CORY outside of mai homeroom. ::rolls eyes:: Wow...dat's getting so annoying...
Anywaiiz, I wore BRAD'S football jersey to skewl todaii, and I took pics wiff it wiff SHAY'S digital camera. I'll hope to get a good one out of those and put a new pic up in this blog. Speakin of which...I kinda wanna get rid of dis layout. I've been trying to get rid of it for da longest but I haven't come up wiff anything good yet....I kinda want a white layout sinec I had black for so long. I lyke it, ish nice and simple but I'm in the mood for a change. I just hope I haven't forgotten how to HTML things. ^^;;
Well, oooh before I forget and get off track wiff dis post, I fuckin yelled at mai spanish teacher, that stupid man-whore lookin MONTAÑO. We just went at it, she yelled at meeh and I yelled ryte back at her! SHIT! I was NOT about to just take her bullshit lyke last year. So then she kicks meeh outta class but lucky for meeh I kno da dean and he didn't do anything to meeh. He let meeh help him around the office for a while and then he told meeh dat we're going to get mai classes changed tomorrow. I hope to get 5th period History and 1st period spanish. Dat waii I can get mai spanish done wiff and maiibe have more classes wiff mai friends. If I get 5th period History I myte have a class wiff mai sister so dat's always nice ^__^
Speakin of sisters I'm goin to redo da layout for da sorority site, dat myte take a while. But I gotta since we're going to put new picture up and whatnot. I'm also going to take pics on mai birthdaii which is close so dat'll be fun ^____^
Oki, I think I'm going to get going now. I'm going to actually do some homework and then get to bed. TTYL. Holla atcha gurl!!
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/13/2004 10:13:00 PM
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Mood:  | HOT
Music: Seaons Bai "Good Charlott"
Social: Kacea and Virginia
--Thriteen Days Until Mai Birthdaii--
I made a survey todaii...here it is ^___^ Enjoy!
..::[P][i][l][l][o][w] * [T][a][l][k]::..
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What’s sexy in and about the bedroom to you? Let us know!
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In the bedroom?
I lyke to relax and take a load off from the daii, ish da only place in mai house where I can really just be maiself wiffout having to act a certain waii for someone. It’s mai escape from da world.
Bedside table?
Jewelry from the day before, lose change, keys, maybe mai purse, da bible and a notebook in cause I get an idea in da middle of da nyte.
Fantasy Bed?
A satin canopy bed covered wiff rose petals. ^__^
Breakfast in bed?
I think ish one of da most romantic things, only problem is da mess you gotta pick up later. ^^;;
Nighty or Nude?
Depends on the weather, if ish really hot go nude. No ones there to bother you n-e-wayz. Da bedroom’s da only place where ppl don’t have to be censored.
Boxers or Buff?
I lyke men in boxers! I don’t kno why. They just look really really sexy. But don’t get meeh wrong, buff is just as sexy too!!
Recurring Dream?
A couple of dreams, mostly they have to do wiff mai crushes at the time ^^;
Hunting or Pray?
I’m not much for hunting you kno, getting all dirty and whatnot soooo I guess I’d go for pray
Beauty or Brains
I think I’d consider maiself to be more brains than beauty since I don’t think I’m overly pretty.
Daring or Dork?
I luv daring men. I wanna have a smart man too but if mai man isn’t into taking risks, forget about it! I need someone who’s not scared of going out there and getting dirty
Bookstore or Bar?
As much as I luv a good read....I think a bar’s more fun. There’s more of a party atmosphere but....then again it depends on mai mood. If in the mood to curl up wiff a cup of coffee and a good book I’ll go to a bookstore. If I’m in the mood to party mai ass off I’m going to hit a bar.
Roses or Wildflowers?
I luv roses. No other waii to saii it!
Coffee or Caramel?
Damn...um....i lyke both!! Especially together!!
Boy next door or Bad Ass Boy?
Lyke I said before, I luv the down to Earth smart boys, but I have a weakness for bad ass boys.
Innocent School Girl or Not that Innocent?
Um....I don’t think I’m that innocent at all. ^^;;
Wink or Smile?
While a smile is much more truthful, a wink is sexy, seductive. Much more mai type.
Smirk or Grin?
SMIRK!! SMIRK ALL THE WAII! I luv it when men smirk. It’s soooo damn hot!! Makes you wonder what they’re thinking!!
Leather or Lace?
Hm....I’m not one for that whole domination thing so I’ll go for the lace. It’s more delicate and I’m a more delicate person maiself
Buisness Suit or Birthday Suit?
Mmmmm damn that’s a tuffie. I luv meeh mai revealing men but there’s nothing sexier than a man wearing a sharp suit. Maks you wanna just rush him ^^;;
First thing in the morning or last thing at night?
Last thing at nyte, most def. I’m most active at nyte. I don’t care much for mornings.
Watching The News or Making Headlines?
^____^ Wouldn’t you lyke to kno??
Diamonds or Pearls?
Diamonds! I don’t care if that makes meeh high maintenance but I can’t help it. Ish all tru! Diamonds are a girl’s best friend!
Sexiest Accent?
Hm...British. Ooooowwwwie! That and a thick spanish accent. ^______^
Caviar or Chocolate-Chip Cookies?
CHOCOLATE! CHOCOLATE! I don’t play dat fish guts shit.
Jeans or The Little Black Dress?
Jeans are comfortable and all, but I luv lookin sexy so I think I’d rule the little black dress. Of course the occasion comes into play but for da most part I luv dresses
Favorite Aphrodisiac?
Hm.....I’ll have to go wiff fruits. Any kind of fruit just knos how to set the mood. Mainly strawberries.
Sultriest Eyes?
There is NOTHING and I mean NOTHING lyke a big pair of hazel eyes to get you all “hot and bothered”
Intoxicating aroma?
A guy’s cologne. Especially if when it’s all light and masculine
Jagged Edge By The Bed?
I’m not too big a JE fan....I lyke Usher better...
Silk or Cotton Sheets?
Silk
Silkably touchable hair?
I like that somewhat short but somewhat long black hair, stopping just above the nape of their neck long enough to run your fingers through.
Lights out and Candles On?
Yepp, no amount of artificial light could make up for the feeling candles give off.
Share the covers?
I guess, most of the time I don’t have to worry about that but sure. Why not?
Left or Right Side?
I don’t care, side closest to the wall.
Bed, Floor, or Chair?
The bed, best part of the bedroom n-e-wayz.
Cuddling?
Yepp, I think ish soo sweet
Whisper Sweet Nothings?
I think that’s one of the sweetest, sexiest things in the world. So yes, most def.
In The Bedroom, Romantic Is...
Just laying in bed at night, holding hands, talking about anything and everything.
In The Bedroom, Timeless is...
Memories. The things that take place in there from talkin....to other things, ish just about the time you spend there alone or wiff someone.
Escape Reality or Face the Music?
Escape. I’d like to leave the world even if just for a little bit and I know in mai room that could happen since I’m totally relaxed there.
Lock and Blot the Door?
Hell yes, I don’t want no body coming in mai room out of the blue!
Ciggaretts in Bed?
EW! Hell no! That’s sick as hell! I’d break mai partner of that habit quick, fast, and in a hurry
Oh My God...Is That...Snoring?!
>>; I’d hope not but if it is....time to cover that mouth
Original, wordless communication?
Holding hands.
Sweetest Act of Affection
Brushing the hair away from your luvers face. T_T So kyoote!! ::sniffs::
Close My Eyes To...
The sight of mai ceiling.
Share the Goodies...pass this on!!
Survey ©LadyB
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/12/2004 03:22:00 PM
Friday, September 10, 2004
Mood:  | Player
Music: Homeboy Bai JoJo
Social: Again, no one
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--Fourteen days until my birthday--
So I didn't blog yesterdaii which was mai first daii of skewl. I was going to blog yesterdaii, I even started da entrii but when I moved to publish it da comp shut down so I didn't even bother. It had been a long post. So I really didn't feel lyke typing it again. But here goes.
Mai first daii wasn't too bad actually. I thought it was going to be lyke hella bad but it wasn't so bad. I even talked to ROBYN and patched things up. I don't kno what happened but we just talked things out...now I kno dat things are never going to be the same again wiff meeh and her but I wanna try. I wanna see if we can still be a lil bit friends. We're not sisters anymore, she quit the sorority and Iono if she's gonna want to repledge but even if she was mai sister again I wouldn't trust her lyke I use to. I hear dat she says dat dis was all to try to protect meeh from getting hurt bai ROBERT but if I think about it...she hurt meeh worse than he ever could have. Nuffin hurts more than your own sister turning your back on you. Nuffin. I dont' care what anyone says, no man would ever hurt meeh more than man own sister.
Speaking of men, or boys in this case, I dumped CORY. Don't get meeh wrong he was great while it lasted but I've had too much on mai mind...I had to do it. I'm feeling a bit better now dat dat's over wiff.
And I must mention I saw ODAI at skewl todaii....oh MAN!! If he's not sexy I don't kno who is!! Man...he's enough to make meeh wanna go out and play football!! Damn....just too sexy. Too sexy... I wish I had a class wiff him. ::sighs dreamily::
But life does go on after sexy bois, tho they are a big BIG part. So who could forget, mai classes!! They weren't even bad! I actually lyke most of em! Except mai fifth period, why?! Cuz I got fucking Dr. Montano again! That stupid bitch. But other than that I luv mai classes. I got Mr. Monk, (ooooh hell yeah!!), Mr. Weronka, Mr. Lee, Mr. Okazaki (OKI MAN!!), and Mr. Miller. They're all good teachers. If I didn't have Montano mai classes would be perfect. I'm going to try to get rid of da class on mondaii. I kinda wanna leave cuz I kno if I don't I'm going to get into a fyte wiff dis bitch, again. But if I leave I'm leaving mai friends... ::pouts:: Iono what to do about dat anymore.
OOO! And then mai birthdaii is in 14 daiis. OMG i'm so fuckin happi!! ^________________^ I can't wait to turn 16. I've waited forever to turn 16 and finally I am. I want to do something big for this. I want to go out and have a good time cuz from then on I'm going to be a grown ass woman! ^^;;
Oki I think I'm going to cut this short. I'll bbl. I kno I'm going to post before mai birthdaii and then of course on da big daii so I'll keep this thing alive. Iight, I'm out. Holla atcha gurl!!
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/10/2004 10:20:00 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Mood:  | Lonely
Music: 99 Problems bai Jay-Z
Social: No one
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--Fourty-Five--
I don't know anymore, I'm feelin so messed up ryte now. There's somethings that went on and I'm not going to saii what they are because I really can't. But there have been those things and because of that I had the worst morning in mai life.
Then, more stuff happened.
Just lyke about a minute ago BOZJA called meeh talking about someone wants to talk to meeh. When someone else took the phone ADRIANA was on the other line ^_________^ yayness for that. That brightened mai mood. Then I found out they're there wiff ROBYN. What kind of shit is that? ::shakes head:: I'm upset about that, do they not kno nuff bai now that that lil girl hurt meeh? I'm not so mad at ADRIANA but more at BOZJA for what she's doing. She knos how much I've been hurt mai ROBYN and she's going to go and hang out wiff her some more. I don't want them to stop talkin but I mean god damn. Talk about fuckin betrayal.
::rolls eyes::
That, and the events dat went down dis morning, are flowing around in mai mind. I don't know what I'm going to do. I myte have mai friends, ryte now I can only coutn about 2-3 but other than them I feel so fuckin alone. JU'S mad at meeh again. I can't take him being so mad at meeh anymore. I just want all of this shit to die but I don't know...I'm going to go get it taken care of tomorrow and then I'm going to babysit some kids....but... ::sighs:: I wish it never happened at all.
At least I'm blogging tho, dat's a plus. I'm going to keep blogging more often but I haven't had too much to saii. But now things are changing, huh? tho stuffs happening and ish all blogable it just takes such a drain on meeh....
Oh well I'm going to get outta here. Maiibe Ju'll talk to meeh again. Iono. I don't care...I just got a mess to clean up. I'll bb some other time. Holla atcha gurl.
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/01/2004 05:46:00 PM
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