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Thursday, September 23, 2004
Mood:  | Give In
Music: Shiver Mai Marron 5
Social: No One on AIM but in the same room as Brad
--One Daii Until Mai Birthdaii--
Wow...mai 200th post...what a waii to ring it in...so....happi.....
....Todaii was...not too great a daii. There were some things dat when on when I was home that I'd really rather not talk about ryte now but they upset meeh. One daii before mai fuckin birthdaii and I have to get upset. Isn't this just fuckin fabolous? Just soooo magical. Since things were so 'magical' at home I kinda had to escape all da 'magic' and find a normal place. So I came to see Bradly. I knew that he wouldn't turn meeh away and he hasn't. I just took mai shit and left. I got one phone call from ROBYN then I went out da front door. I've been here for almost a good 40 minutes. Comfort at last. I don't have to put up wiff da ppl tellin meeh what I've done to their lives, how much of a mistake I am. How every year mai birthdaii is 'a bitter reminder that i've lasted another year'. Doesn't that make you feel all warm inside?
And that was just at home. At skewl it wasn't much better either. Iono...earlier todaii meeh and ROBYN went to get something to eat since we went to da pep rally and well ROBERT was up there helpin out, when we asked him if he could you kno, cut us up to da front of da line he's going to look at meeh and his sister and just saii lyke "Iono you two" WTF is that!?! OOOOOOOH! I wanted to hit him so fuckin bad! So then iono, I just lyke stood to da side and talked to mai friends BERNICE and SAJEETA about how much of an ass he is. I think he heard meeh cuz lyke he didn't even look back at meeh once durning da whole time we was up there and later when I saw him after skewl he didn't even saii hi to meeh. ::rolls eyes:: He looked at dis dude ryte fuckin behind meeh and said hi to HIM but not meeh! UGH! Sometimes I swear that ROBERT makes meeh so fuckin mad!!
Then theres dis thing wiff one of mai close close friends, SHAZ. She is no where to be found! I kno a lotta ppl have been trying to text her and call her but they don't get any real answer. Iono where she is, if she's oki or not, but I'm worried. If she reads this while she's away from skewl, girl, we miss you and we're worried about you. We hope you're safe and come back to us very very soon.
Um...tomorrow's the WB assem. at skewl. I'm kinda lokoing forward to dat. You kno, other than mai birthdaii. I just kinda wanna get back out, I don't wanna go threw tonyte. I just wish I could skip up ahead to tomorrow, get things over wiff I guess. Ish lyke da onlii thing I'm looking forward to, other than that, mai life is a bust. I don't think I can take anymore arguments. I'm sick of them. I wanna have one daii where I'm completely at ease, relaxed. But I think ish a lil bit on da askin too much side. Oh well....I'm going to make due wiff what I have, try and make da best of dis.
I think I'll go now. I'll be back tomorrow, posting hopefully on a better daii.
THIS is the real Hennessy
9/23/2004 09:31:00 PM
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