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Thursday, January 13, 2005
Mood:  | At Skewl
Music: None
Social: No one online, at skewl in da library wiff Miyana, Fran, And Anastasia
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Todaii I happen to be in da library, as it saiis in mai social, cuz I didnt wanna go to fifth period. Yeah I kno I shouldn't be doing this because I just got back in after being gone for a whole month but wtf, Idc. Ahh look at that BRAD'S waii of writing is rubbin off on meeh...crazi...
Anyway, yesterdaii was sooo not a good daii. I finally got up the nerves to ask this boi I lyked MAURICIO out and you kno what? Yea dats ryte he said that "he wasn't lookin for someone ryte now". I can't believe that shit. All mai friends think he's consided. We were passing a note back and forth in sixth period and I started asking him some "hypathetical" (sp?) questions and then I just came out and told him that I lyked him. After that i asked him out since he had broken up wiff his former girlfriend SAVANNA and I thought maii he was lookin to move on. I guess I was wrong. I was a lil upset...oki no scratch that. I was reallie upset. So upset, that I went to the bathroom, called SHAY, told her I needed to talk, and when she got there I just ended up cryin mai eyes out for a good 20 minutes. And as if that wasn't bad enough, I ended up throwin up too.
I don't kno why it all bothered meeh so much, I went into it thinkin that if he said yes that would be cool and if he said no then that would be oki too. But I guess I was wrong about that too. Looks lyke I'm wrong about a lot of things....
So yea whatever, that happened, and I went home. I wasn't feeling so good so before that I went to mai soror's house, ROBYN. I needed some pick meeh up. I wasn't in the mood to be alone.
Then when I got home I just kept busy. I even finally got a "Myspace.com" account, JASMINE had been tellin meeh to do so for the longest. I'll post the link up later, since I'm at skewl I can't ryte now I can't. stupid skewl computer...it wont lemme check mai mail and stuff lyke dat so when I get a chance I'll post up the link and all that. I'm going to make that blog public...I posted abotu what happened yesterdaii there too but I didn't use names and all. I just said something happened but I didn't put ppls names on there. I didn't have the balls to do it. Call meeh a chicken if you want but I just didn't have the balls to do so since I kno that MAURICIOU was going to see it. not only him tho, him and everyone else at our skewl.
So yeah, I guess I'm going end this shit here. I can't keep goin on and shit. I'm lyke going to cut it here and get back to whatever I was doin before this.
Iight, I guess I'm out. Leave meeh some luv. Until later. Hollatcha gurl!!
THIS is the real Hennessy
1/13/2005 02:19:00 PM
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