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Friday, January 21, 2005

Mood: | Reaching out
Music: Nothing
Social: In second period, Cant get on AIM but talkin to Francesca

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AHHH!
Oki wow I just needed to scream. There has been a lotta bullcrap goin on since last nyte and Iono what to think anymore.
At first I was really upset wiff what happened. I got a fone call from ANDREW and he obviously had something going wrong wiff him because the waii he was talkin to meeh was dead crazi. Iono who he thought he was talkin to but it sure in hell wasn't meeh. Whatever tho I'm lyke over that ryte now, kinda. I'm not even thinkin bout it. I'm mad at him cuz he never had a reason to yell at meeh lyke dat. He shouldn't have come at meeh lyke dat even if he thought I was wrong.
Iono....I feel kinda different todaii. Ish not reallie depressed but then again ish not reallie "OMG I'M SO HAPPI!!" no, ish not dat. Ish a far far cry from dat. But at da same time I'm not all suicidal. So Iono what I reallie feel. I guess I'm kinda in da middle.
After mai post last nyte, I went around, stayed off AIM since ish better if I do cuz there's no one that wants to talk to meeh. I feel lyke every time I go on there ppl talk to meeh but it kinda feels lyke they reallie aren't talkin to meeh. Iono ish weird to explain. Ish lyke they don't wanna talk to meeh but they're doin so outta pity and if that's the case I don't wanna talk to em either. I don't wanna be someone's lil charity case. I guess I'll just retire somewhere, curl up and take a break. Ish lyke no body cares about what happens to meeh anywaii...I'm no ones family...I'm no ones friend...so what's it matter....??
I guess I'm going to cut this here. Iono how much time I have left in this class but I just wanna go somewhere. Not that anyone reads this or cares. Maiibe I'll just sleep and never wake up. That'd be nice. No one would miss meeh. No one would care...no one does care. I'm just a fuck up in everyones eyes. A bitch...a whore...a slut and a fuck up.

....Holla atcha gurl


THIS is the real Hennessy
1/21/2005 09:43:00 AM

What you see


Pronunciation: Hen-nes-si Roy-se
Variant(s): Henny, Hen, Rolls Royce, Roycie, The Drink
Function: Noun
Etymology: Easily falls in love. Mild tempered but explosive when angered. Thinks with heart over logic, thus, suffers from a broken heart constantly.

¤Name¤: Hennessy Royce
¤Birthdate¤: Sept. 24
¤Gender¤: Female
¤Height¤: 5'2''
¤Age¤: 15
¤Eye Color¤: Brown
¤Hair Color¤: Aurburn
¤Star Sign¤: Proud to be a LIBRA!
¤Obsession¤: Shoppin and Internet, Football
¤Personality¤: Loud and Hyper
¤Instrument¤: Piano and Flute
¤Angel or Devil¤: 30-70
¤Relationship Status¤: Single and NOT looking


¤AIM¤

Only Comforts


¤Adriana¤
¤Andrew¤
¤Brandon¤
¤Star¤
¤Damita¤
Rheo
¤Miyana¤
¤Paul¤
¤Bozjanique¤
¤Shaz¤

Past Unforgotten


+04/01/2003 - 05/01/2003+
+05/01/2003 - 06/01/2003+
+06/01/2003 - 07/01/2003+
+07/01/2003 - 08/01/2003+
+08/01/2003 - 09/01/2003+
+09/01/2003 - 10/01/2003+
+10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003+
+11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003+
+12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004+
+01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004+
+02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004+
+03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004+
+04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004+
+05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004+
+06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004+
+07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004+
+08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004+
+09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004+
+12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005+
+01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005+
+02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005+
+03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005+
+08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005+
+11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005+

Wishes Unfulfilled



¤ Ipod Photo
¤ New Make-up Bag
¤ Louis Vuitton Backpack
¤ Red Nail Polish
¤ Von Dutch Jacket
¤ New Timberlands
¤ Video Phone
¤ Sorority Jacket
¤ USC FootBall Jersey
¤ Over-sized Frat. T-Shirt
¤ Just Cavalli (perfume)
¤ Fendi Purse
¤ Dooney and Bourke Purse
¤ Dior Sunglasses
¤ Chanel Boots
¤ Chanel Glasses
¤ New Digital Camera
¤ Roberto Cavalli coat