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Sunday, February 06, 2005

Mood: Dead
Social: No one
Music: Nothing

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The End

I write this here to everyone I hurt in the past
I don’t have much blood left in me so I’ll make it fast
I’m really sorry BRAD for all the hurtful things I said
I caused every unkind word that you typed or even read
ESTELLE I’m sorry that I didn’t have a heart
To tell you how I really felt from the very start
KACEA I didn’t mean to go and get you hurt
I didn’t mean to be uptight, snide or even curt
MOM I’m sorry that I let you down again
I didn’t need a slap this time…I just needed a friend
JULIAN, I’m not sorry…I hope you rot in hell
For all the things you did to us…you know this won’t end well
SHAY, I’m really sorry that I finally hit the floor
I’m sorry that I couldn’t be there for you anymore
JOHNATHAN I’m coming…I missed you everyday
You see how everyone has suffered since you went away?
Since then I wish that I’d have cared
Or had some love to spare
I wish I hadn’t been so insensitive
And I’d have listened to what people had to give
“Speak only when spoken to”
And “mind the things you do”
But it looks like I fucked up this time
The faults no ones but mine
So I’m ready to just leave myself
I’m sick of being dealt
I’ll bring the gun up to my head and hold it there so tight
I’ll pull the trigger and start running until I see the light
Or I’ll pop these pills into my mouth and drink until I croak
Or maybe I’ll just take this knife and plunge it down my throat
It doesn’t really matter, I’ll die anyway
I just wanted to die without anything left to say
Don’t pity me after I hurt you
It shouldn’t matter what I do
And I know that no one out there will cry a single tear for me
So don’t even try it, I won’t be there to see
This girl is going to leave you now
And it doesn’t matter how
All she did was hurt the world
She was a selfish, horrible girl
Maybe someone would have loved her
If she wasn’t so stupid…


THIS is the real Hennessy
2/06/2005 03:54:00 PM

What you see


Pronunciation: Hen-nes-si Roy-se
Variant(s): Henny, Hen, Rolls Royce, Roycie, The Drink
Function: Noun
Etymology: Easily falls in love. Mild tempered but explosive when angered. Thinks with heart over logic, thus, suffers from a broken heart constantly.

¤Name¤: Hennessy Royce
¤Birthdate¤: Sept. 24
¤Gender¤: Female
¤Height¤: 5'2''
¤Age¤: 15
¤Eye Color¤: Brown
¤Hair Color¤: Aurburn
¤Star Sign¤: Proud to be a LIBRA!
¤Obsession¤: Shoppin and Internet, Football
¤Personality¤: Loud and Hyper
¤Instrument¤: Piano and Flute
¤Angel or Devil¤: 30-70
¤Relationship Status¤: Single and NOT looking


¤AIM¤

Only Comforts


¤Adriana¤
¤Andrew¤
¤Brandon¤
¤Star¤
¤Damita¤
Rheo
¤Miyana¤
¤Paul¤
¤Bozjanique¤
¤Shaz¤

Past Unforgotten


+04/01/2003 - 05/01/2003+
+05/01/2003 - 06/01/2003+
+06/01/2003 - 07/01/2003+
+07/01/2003 - 08/01/2003+
+08/01/2003 - 09/01/2003+
+09/01/2003 - 10/01/2003+
+10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003+
+11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003+
+12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004+
+01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004+
+02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004+
+03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004+
+04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004+
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+09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004+
+12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005+
+01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005+
+02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005+
+03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005+
+08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005+
+11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005+

Wishes Unfulfilled



¤ Ipod Photo
¤ New Make-up Bag
¤ Louis Vuitton Backpack
¤ Red Nail Polish
¤ Von Dutch Jacket
¤ New Timberlands
¤ Video Phone
¤ Sorority Jacket
¤ USC FootBall Jersey
¤ Over-sized Frat. T-Shirt
¤ Just Cavalli (perfume)
¤ Fendi Purse
¤ Dooney and Bourke Purse
¤ Dior Sunglasses
¤ Chanel Boots
¤ Chanel Glasses
¤ New Digital Camera
¤ Roberto Cavalli coat